SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 693.
Like all Feminized Sissy Cuckolds I was terrified when I first ever had to do things with a real cock!
What is immediately apparent is that a real man's cock feels nothing like our own slim, short hardly stiff little clits.
That breath holding moment when your hand takes hold of a big thick fuck stick and you realise what power there is in a real cock.
It's weird wanking it feeling it throb and you see the tear of pre cum welling out of the tip and then the order you most fear comes from the man that brooks no refusal!
"Lick it and suck it sissy cuckold!"
All your humiliation, fear, shame, excitement and disgust well's up as one as you lower your head and lick the pre cum from the leaking cock head and find that it's not nasty or offensive as you take the man's cock into your mouth and suck it like you've seen porno actresses do.
If your man is eager he might well keep you licking and sucking his god rod until her cums in your mouth or throat forcing you to swallow something that all feminized sissy cuckolds are required to do with no decent!
And then the command come's that leaves you whimpering as the man wants to deflower your anal virginity and by then your to cowed, broken and submissive to stop him doing anything he wants to you!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 692.
For all you happily married Feminized sissy cuckolds out there breezing through life cleaning up the anal and pussy creampies your Cuckoldress wife put you to thinking this will never end?
Well hopefully not?
But many Feminized sissy cuckolds find at one point or another they get dumped and divorced and I am not going to talk today about that avenue of sissy cuckold perversion and fetish what I want to point out is that without exception you'll be in for a tough time!
Think of yourself as a junkie because that's what your Cuckoldress has turned you into! within weeks of being thrown on the scrap heap you'll be in an awful state for a creampie fix and YOU WILL shame yourself as you'll go where the spunk is?
Your ex wife and Cuckoldress will laugh her stockings off when she hears news that you've been seen mincing in queer clubs and bars or going places where transvestites are known to cruise all in your desperation to swallow sperm!
The day's of when you used to staunchly deny you were straight are well and truly over as many feminized sissy cuckolds discover that to get to suck cock and swallow spunk the Spunkee will often also want anal sex and all other homosexual practices and knows the Feminized sissy cuckold spunk junkie will do anything to get it's creamy fix.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 691.
Back when I was married to my second wife Tania the Dominatrix/Cuckoldress and Escort I can vividly remember when she used to do outcalls to punters who had booked her for sex.
This is because I was of course her driver and would take her to the hotels and places she was asked to go to.
One of the seemingly favoured destinations locally was the Grand Atlantic Hotel where a lot of businessmen would stay and I would drop her off and park up outside in the customers car park and watch her enter her long velvet coat covering the slutty desires of clothing and hosiery underneath.
So there I would sit and wait mostly for an hour but more at times if the man had booked Tania for longer, my chastity device would hurt as I sat there knowing my wife and Cuckoldress was in one of the bedrooms fucking for money.
The car of course reeked of the slutty perfume she wore that tormented my senses and images of depravity of what she might be up to would invade my so called mind.
When she appeared again she would always have that just fucked look women get and soon the car would fill with the stench of sex that was emanating from her body on the trip home where if she had done a bareback session she would make me clean her creampie pussy or ass!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 690.
Men are such filthy pigs and the old saying that they will fuck anything is absolutely spot on!
Take for example a little episode from when I was married to my second wife Tania the Cuckoldress/Dominatrix and escort.
Tania just loved degrading me and placing me in awful situations as her feminized sissy cuckold and one day we were out for a drive and a coffee and ended up in the car park of a place called and bay tight at the end of the bay.
And there sits a public convenience of some renown? so Tania gets the devilish idea of sending me into the gents loo and to offer myself for an hour to all comers for a fiver for anything they wanted?
So there I was after tottering in on my high heels feeling sick to my stomach a bag of nerves and frankly terrified?
Moments later a old guy came in, he must have seen me get out of the car and walk to the toilet block and had followed me in.
Lisping I told him I would do anything for five pounds and there was no refusal so seconds later I was squatting by a urinal like a sissy slut and he was feeding into my mouth his semi hard prick which was not overly big but still far larger than my chastity locked little nub.
I sucked like a whore getting him hard and he poured vile sexual verbal abuse on me as I gobbled down his cock until her unloaded forcing me to swallow all his spunk, he ended his five pounds worth by urinating in my mouth making me drink his bitter piss!
I had hardly got over that when another chap came into the toilet and I went through the offering routine again and he had me in a filthy cubicle slamming his cock up my sissy pussy as I had one high heel up on the toilet bowl with my hands gripping the cistern tank!
And so the hour went on and I services six guys in this lonely out of the way toilet and got back to the car and Tania with sperm running out of my sissy pussy from four of the guys soaking my stocking tops!
Tania had already thoughtfully placed a carrier bag on the passenger seat so I did not soil the car upholstery and cruelly she laughed at the state I was in and pondered out loud "I wonder what sort of pathetic low creature creampie cleans feminized sissy cuckolds?" a deep thought indeed.
Lastly Tania was rather pleased that out of the six guys I let abuse me I had earned her a hundred!"

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 689.
I just adore the way Cuckoldresses make it seem it pains them to make you the sissy cuckold do all the degrading and humiliating things they command you to do!
The sympathy they ooze as you do some of the most disgusting things for them is mind shattering and really fucks your so called brain up.
Take the statement "I would not lick myself I absolutely stink! but then again I am not the sissy cuckold you are so get your face in there and clean me!" or "Oh I am so sorry sissy cuckold I did not mean to kick you in the face it was the cramp I just got in my leg?" and another one I recall "I know you want us to cut down on our grocery bills so I can get more of the fully fashioned seamed stockings I need to wear as a Cuckoldress that's why sissy cuckold your going on a urine and shit diet straight out of my ass from now on!"
As skilled Cuckoldress wife will soon become an expert tormentoress and she will be able to make anything she requires of her sissy cuckold seem like a great idea and only logical! (work that out if you can?)