SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 944.
Being out with Anne today my so called feminized sissy cuckold mind mulled over how us dumped and divorced sissy cuckolds should be with our ex-wives.
I am lucky if that’s the word for it that I am very good friends with both my ex-wives who in their own ways still take advantage of my nature getting me to do things for them at a drop of a hat
And this is the state all dumped and divorced sissy cuckolds should get to, set aside any bitterness you have at being cast aside your ex-wife knew you were a dud and she was well withing her rights to find a real man.
You should be happy for her and support her in any way that she still allows and believe me she’ll love it that you still adore her and think of her as a goddess and will in the end start to abuse your adoring nature specially if her first post you relationship finishes and she is out on the razzle of the dating game.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 943.
The number one kick for the black male is to fuck a white married woman either on the sly or better still with the white husband knowing.
Your average big, cocked buck will feel he has won the lottery if he then finds out that he is seeing a cuckoldress wife with a chastity locked feminized sissy cuckold husband who he can with the cuckoldresses permission make suffer to the limits she suggests.
Quite often because it’s an arousing turn on for the cuckoldress wife she will not set any limits on the humiliation and degradation her black boyfriend can heap on her sissified husband and this also extends into punishment allowing the black guy to spank, whip and flog the feminized sissy cuckold for any real or made-up error it makes.
This type of arrangement leaves the feminized sissy cuckold living in a state of permanent fear and terror over even the simplest of things when the cuckoldress wife casually drops into a conversation things like, “You’d better no do that sissy cuckold or I will ring my boyfriend and he’ll not be best pleased with what I tell him you have said or did!”
And what we all know is even if after groveling and begging the sissy cuckold placates his wife and she says that she will not carry out her threat as soon as her black boyfriend is around you can bet your bottom dollar she will tell him your misdeed with you right in front of them just to crush you even more.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 942.
One thing as a Feminized sissy cuckold I have noticed evolving over the years is that more and more white guys are trying to date us (I am using the polite term here?) when I say date I actually mean they want to slake their pent up frustrated perverted lusts on us because they have no other outlet.
I think we have all noticed the rise of ultra feminism and also the rise of women turning to black men to date and have relations with which has of course led to the dramatic rise of the losers called incels.
But for the great swathe of white guys the need to experience actual sex with a female becomes so demanding they are opting for the next best option the feminized sissy cuckold or transvestite thus they can still sort of say they are not all the way gay and unashamedly hide behind the more socially acceptable term in the man’s world of bisexual.
What the guys who get to sexually interfere with us feminized sissy cuckolds is that they have actually hit jackpot as the Cuckoldress wife will make sure her sissy cuckold is always looking suitably slutty and the feminized sissy cuckold never says no to anything the guy wants, never has a headache or is washing her hair, no periods to worry about even if the cuckoldress makes the sissy cuckold have sympathy periods in tune with herself, the guy can rip the tampax out and ram his cock in.
And of course, there is never going to be unwanted pregnancies to worry about as the guy lobs his load freely into the sissy cuckolds every fuck hole.

SISSY CUCKOLD PRESENT 941.
For is feminized sissy cuckolds still able to surf and view pornographic material it’s disturbing and utterly shameful that there are many women now getting into being filmed or photographed that have clits that are bigger than out little sissy clit penises.
If it was not bad enough that we are crushed having such tiny penises compared to real men now the end game shame of knowing that there are many women with larger clits.
Our shame will never end!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 940.
As Feminized sissy cuckolds we know instinctively that we are weak, pathetic and easily influenced and literally unable to defend ourselves and that we end up believing what we are told.
Take our little pride and joy, growing up we found it a source of shame as we observed our peers blooming into manliness whilst we remained small and ineffectual.
And of course, when women came to know us they zeroed in on our lack of manhood and thus started the constant put down’s, rejection, jibes and the million and one snide comments until the day we suddenly actually believed everything we were being told about our penis and it was all our fault and the cuckoldress was right to lock us up, cut us off and deride us for our failure.
And being the pathetic twisted sissies, we are our sexuality turns that small penis humiliation into a sexual thrill, just how sad can us feminized sissy cuckolds get?

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 939.
I recall my now distant past to when Fran the second lady to use me when I was dressed as a woman, Fran was the one dressed as a French whore at the fancy dress party who came and deeply kissed me and helped herself to a feel of my tiny little penis dressed as a woman that I was that night and told me I was to small for her and then promptly spread the news of my under endowment to all women at the party.
It was not long after Pamela the hostess had me eat her creampie pussy and other stuff on subsequent meets that Fran literally ordered me round to her house so she could take advantage of me delighting in dressing me up.
Neither Fran nor Pamela were interested in me as a male they both sought to foster my dressing up as a woman for their sexual kicks.
It was Fran god love her that pushed me into developing and all engulfing fetish for being a dirty sissy cuckold toilet as I would be able to explain many years later as back then all I knew was that I was a transvestite with very odd urges.
Shamefully I had already licked and sniffed panties that were pissy and soiled but the real explosion of the sick fetish and need in me came from Fran who was a very kinky and perverse lady where I was concerned.
That first day with her I was like putty in her hands as she dressed and made me up and we were both rampant by the time Carla was fully ready and so I found out so was Fran.
Of course, being a close friend of Pamela she knew what was going on between Pamela and myself and not to be out done Fran had made sure she was a mess having not washed or wiped from the previous night with her boyfriend but it was more from Fran as when she knelt on her bed in just her high heels, sheer black stockings and suspender belt and had me ease open her buttocks with my hands it exposed a shit caked ass crease and she ordered me to lick her clean and suck the sperm out of her anus.
The smell was awful but also that sick kinkiness in me made it also so arousing and I carried out her command and put my face in there and licked swallowing all the filth down and then sucking the sperm and fecal matter out of her anus licking deep.
So aroused was I that shamefully I had a sissygasm without even touching myself that Fran found it utterly delightful discovering that far from being an ordeal I was turned on by her using me this way.
After that first time, my second visit with Fran was my first time being used as a full toilet with Fran urinating and defecating directly into my mouth making me drink and consume before having my tongue clean her up telling me that it was luxury toilet paper.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 938.
Of all the Cuckoldress wives I have chatted to over the years it’s a fairly even split on either having a new feminized sissy cuckold to break or one that has some experience already from a past relationship or marriage.
Both categories have to be bent to the new cuckoldresses will and whims so whipping and canning is a vital part of the molding of the sissy cuckold into what is acceptable to the particular cuckoldress.
What is essential unless the feminized sissy cuckold enjoys merciless punishment is that it keeps its opinions to itself as they are of no consequence to the Cuckoldress the old saying “it’s my way or the highway” is paramount.