SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 850.
As you develop into your true self of being a feminized sissy cuckold you come up against woman after woman who brazenly tells you that your penis is underdeveloped, worthless and insignificant.
This is something you already know as you grow up seeing your peers developing into real men where’s you remain much the same as when you were a boy.
All this re-enforcement of fact from the women around you or those who get to see it makes you believe more and more that you are useless and come to truly believe that your own masculinity needs suppressing and even wiping out.
Thus, the urges to become a feminized sissy cuckold take hold even more even if you are yet unaware of the words of what you are just yet.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 849.
Back in the mists of time when I was developing into the yet unknown world of the feminized sissy cuckold I was already addicted to women’s tights’ panties and the holy grail of stockings.
Of course, the start point, with shamefully with my mothers which she finally exposed and fostered but I also became a laundry basked bandit of her girlfriends always finding an opportunity to visit the bathroom when around their homes.
I would shake in need and desire finding panties that were heavily soiled, and I would lick and suck on the dirty gussets in a submissive frenzy as with the tights I found.
At times it was all too much, and I would actually steal a pair of tights if there were more than one pair in the hamper to wear later to experience the sordid thrill of squirting in them thinking of the owner doing totally gross things to me!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 848.
With Tania my second ex-wife the Dominatrix, escort and cuckoldress there was never any chance for me from the onset.
Being a Dominatrix, she already knew full well the sort of shit feminized sissy cuckolds get up to when their wife is out on a date so both penile and anal chastity were fitted from date one to ensure no masturbation.
She often mentioned that being out on a date with me locked up securely at home allowed her to relax more and really let her hair down not having to worry about me getting up to any perverted sissy cuckold shit at home.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 847.
As a Feminized sissy cuckold, I like many others have to whole heartedly thank the women in our life specially for the ones we were exposed to early in our lives who imported to us the little tricks of preparation that makes the sissy cuckold life easier to handle!
Take Wendy the third lady that dealt with me all of them moons ago who passed on the essential tip of cleaning myself out everyday explaining to me that as a sissy cuckold my bottom would become one of the major areas for attention to dominant women and men who liked kinky stuff with the likes of me!
At the time I was utterly terrified of even the mention of anything remotely homosexual but under her guidance she showed me how to clean myself out and even brought me my first bulb to get warm soapy water into my bowels.
This has meant that on the whole I am ready for anything and as we all know anything can happen to the feminized sissy cuckold in the blink of an eye.
But as the old saying goes “never count your chicken’s before they hatch!” there have been times when I have been caught on the hop like the day in a public toilet (Known cottage) when two dirty old men fucked the shit out of me literally in one of the stalls and another incident after a sex party I had attended where five guys had gone through me so hard that on the drive home I lost all control and shit myself in the car a truly awful experience and so shameful and humiliating ( now I have sanitary pads at all times in the glove compartment)