SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 682.
I suppose like me you have noticed over the past few years just how many women are dating black men!
Where ever you go you see them out together and as for pubs and clubs in a cities nightlife the interracial mixing is rampant.
And it's not just young single women it's the whole spectrum from Divorcees, widow's and married women out with the girls (Yeah pull the other one!)
So this trend is certainly producing more and more Cuckoldresses because they might will marry a white guy for fiscal security and the comforts of life but they are forever changed after the experience of big black cock and will always go for it.
hence more and more Feminized sissy cuckolds are born as women take control of their lives and marriages as they cannot be arsed to hide their sexual appetites and head into female dominated unions where what they say goes.
Of course white guys are doomed only the ones weak and pliable enough to be transformed into feminized sissy cuckolds have a hope of a married life of sorts? where's the others the losers in life find out that the only sex they are ever going to get it in the kink community fucking transvestites, Sissy Cuckolds etc!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 681.
One thing you have to note as a Feminized Sissy Cuckold living the lifestyle all the time is that not everything is Frech maid work, sex and punishment!
No life even for the Cuckoldress wife and her Feminized Sissy Cuckold goes on so the mundane things remain from gardening to DIY, Painting and Decorating and a million and one other things you have to do to keep the household running and your Cuckoldress happy!
The only difference is that now doing all these tasks you risk the application of punishment if your Cuckoldress does not think your work is up to scratch!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 680.
Cock,Cunt and Anus three things that engulf the Feminized Sissy Cuckolds every waking moment and invade every dream and nightmare it never ends!
Of course the Feminized Sissy Cuckold has a puckered little anus but a Cunt and a cock it most defiantly has not got!
In fact most times the sissy cuckolds anus is referred to as it's sissy pussy and can and will be used abused and tortured to any degree the Cuckoldress what's it to be from her fun and games with it to allowing others to abuse it as a sex organ!
As for a Cock well we all know only real men have cocks! Feminized Sissy Cuckolds have clit's, failures, maggots, willies and a million and one other more worthy names for what is obviously for all to see a disgrace and affront to womanhood!
Neither has the Feminized Sissy Cuckold got a Cunt and many do crave one when they come to understand what a waste of time and space they are! but no Cuckoldress will allow sissy cuckold to have a formed operated Cunt and that would take away the fun she had teasing tormenting and abusing sissy cuckolds little clit!
Of course Cunt Cock and anus are items when fuck slick, full or dirty are placed on the Feminized Sissy Cuckolds mouth for full cleaning service which really is the only proper place in this life for one such as we!

How are you feeling? What's going on?

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 679.
As a Feminized Sissy Cuckold can you recall the first time you were fucked in the ass by a man?
It truly is one of the most shameful humiliating things you ever have to do as a sissy cuckold because contary to many peoples opinions you are not a homosexual?
But one thing I do know is that the Cuckoldress wife or lady seems to deeply get off seeing her feminized sissy cuckold being nailed by a real man and the self shame that act brings.
I had always been terrified by anything gay due to reasons already stated and even though I had watched my first wife with other men and some other women I had relationships with I had never done anything overtly queer?
Well apart from some pervert wanking me off in a Soho cinema but I was dressed as a female at the time and of course licking spunk put of my Cuckoldresses pussies.
But it was Tania my second wife the Dominatrix that wanted total power and control over me and it was in front of her and under her command that I did it with a man!
She already knew that I had been interfered with by my step father and knew of my fears about homosexuality but this did not stop Tania from achieving her aims.
Robin was his name a bi sexual client of hers that she got to come round one evening after she had spent all afternoon getting me ready in lush lingerie, stockings and heels looking so feminine my make up as perfect as could be with me thinking we were having quality time together.
That is until Robin arrived and Tania introduced me to him with me covered only in the little black sheer nylon baby doll nightie that covered my torso.
I was horrified when instead of telling me that Robin was there to have sex with her and me watch as per usual when she brought men into the house Tania informed me that Robin was here to have sex with me while she watched as we entertained her!
What happened over the next hours was awful and shocking to me and filled me with self disgust as I complies with orders to be passionate with Robin stripping him in front of Tania then making out with him kissing as he pawed me all over.
Then the moment I had to suck his already hard cock that had been pressing against me as we had embraced and he took control fucking my face forcing more and more of his quite thick about eight inch cock down my throat.
I of course was in a panic struggling to accept my first proper face fucking since my step father did that to me but with Tania's encouragement and laughs of glee I coped until Robin unloaded his balls and shot a massive amount of spunk down my throat.
To keep Robin rampant Tania then had me rim his asshole and lick deep into his rectum a degrading act that damaged me more but caused Robin to be toweringly erect again and ready to do me!
Tania got into the act with some lubrication that she applied to my bottom when she had me on my stocking clad knees and then Robin mounted me!
I squealed like a stuck pig when he forced himself into me all the way after popping my sphincter with the head of his cock and then fucked me long and hard with measured thrusts and all my shame and self disgust crumpled as his cock kept maddingly applied friction to my sissy gland and I wailed and cried when there in front of my wife Tania my little penis erected for the first time in this degrading evening and after moments a string of pre cum hung from the tip and I gave Tania the pleasure of seeing me start to hump my ass back on Robin's cock even though my mind was screaming no!
It took till the second of the evenings anal sex to make me have a anal sissygasm but that first fucking had me experience Robin ejaculating into my feminized sissy cuckold pussy and I felt every sordid sleazy spurt of his cock into my depths something that really does affect a sissy cuckold!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 678.
As we all know once a wife becomes a Cuckoldress she will engage in sexual practices with the men she fucks that were never offered to you and at worst she would get physically violent with you if say you even looked at her bottom in the wrong way let alone if you asked her about anal sex!
But as soon as the Wife is a Cuckoldress her anus becomes one of her natural sex holes and it transpires she loves anal sex and the bigger the cocks bashing her bowels the more she loves it!
At least by this stage of you being a feminized sissy cuckold you do get to touch her bottom via having to do anal creampie clean ups and other things a sissy cuckold is used for such as a toilet and toilet paper.
Now your wife is an anal sex connoisseur there is another thing she will love getting you her sissy cuckold to do and that is suck clean the man that's just fucked her up the ass and it matters little to her what state that man's cock is after he has dumped his hot sticky load in her anus.
So get ready to accept and suck clean cocks that are smeared and even caked with your wife's shit all whipped up with sperm and accept it as a tasty treat!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 677.
It is a beautiful sight when your Cuckoldress lays back and spreads her sheer black stockinged legs and exposes her sex and bottom showing you her feminized sissy cuckold what real men's cocks do to a lush shaven ripe pussy and ass!
To see the swollen inflamed loose redness slippery with a real men or men's sperm drives sissy cuckolds to distraction and then ass in the smell of sex the tang of spunk mixed in with pussy juice and spunk mixed with ass jelly from the deep anal fucking that looks very off white.
There is all the proof you need that your Cuckoldress wife has been a very naughty woman and now she wants you to lick her clean to show her you love and adore her!
This is the supreme moment of the Feminized sissy cuckolds frenzy all the shame, angst, love, worship and adoration come together as you lick and clean your Cuckoldresses unfaithful pussy and bottom as she tells you what a failure you are only suited to licking up the sex mess real adults make!
Telling you in detail the amount of cocks she has fucked and which holes got the most battering from the big lengths of man meat and really rubbing it in if the men she has fucked are black!
The pain for the Feminized Sissy Cuckold is awful if in a secure unyielding chastity device your Cuckoldress knowing exactly what you are suffering as you lick and swallow the sex sludge the march towards sexual insanity because real men can get hard around your wife and she takes their cocks in all holes as well as their sperm where's you she likes locked and denied even an erection let alone a sissy squirt!
Of course even the most secure chastity in the end cannot stop a sissygasm once the sissy cuckold is pushed beyond the limits of endurance and even though the pain from the steel penis prison is awful like jets of pathetic sissy milk dribble out hardly giving any relief at all.

I exist to be used, humiliated, mindbroken, plugged, stretched, brainrotted, and ruined for the pleasure of real Alphas, Bulls, Dommes, and Sissy Trainers.
My clitty leaks for domination. My hole begs for stretching. My mind is a gooned-out, panty-drenched playground for anyone cruel enough to own me.
Use me. Warp me. Destroy me. Make me your worthless panty pet forever.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 676.
What I have come to understand after years and years of being a Feminized sissy cuckold and before when I was a budding transvestite amassing kinks is that there is never any time for figures such as we.
The Feminized sissy cuckold whether in a relationship or growing into one is consumed every waking moment and in every dream and nightmare.
I suppose like me you are addicted to being feminine and dressing and looking like a woman ridding yourself of your masculinity which you know you have no right to?
Then there is pornography that personally I am addicted to, I also as you know work writing novels on the subject of the feminized sissy cuckold and everything it has to suffer.
Then there is women, as you know I was married twice both to cuckoldresses and have had a host of other relationships which were female dominant led that I have served as a feminized sissy cuckold in.
Men of course also come into the equation when I am feeling in a sissy cuckold frenzy and need to be shamed and humiliated by sucking cock and swallowing spunk and being fucked in the sissy pussy.
People who come to know you as a Feminized sissy cuckold usually are astounded that your life is basically a sludge of sexual need, desire and perversion that is all consuming.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 675.
During my second marriage to my Cuckoldress the Dominatrix and Escort Tania she forced upon me a girlfriend in the shape of a rubber sex dolly.
Veronica as I had to call her was brought out occasionally for me to be intimate with for the purpose of entertainment for Tania and whoever was visiting.
If you have suffered having to be lovey dovey with a sex doll in front of not only your teasing and tormenting wife and her friends you'll fully understand how soul destroying humiliating it is!
The verbal humiliation and abuse poured on you if terrible and led at times to me being unable to get erect and make love to the plastic Veronica.
Rubber sex dolls are in many ways one of the most shameful sex toys a guy can use thus they are kept in utmost secrecy by their owners and it's only the likes of Feminized sissy cuckolds that are forced to be open with their rubber girlfriends.
The Cuckoldress wife of course will not miss a golden opportunity to degrade, humiliate and abase her sissy cuckold with a item like this!
Even I can see what delicious hilarious entertainment Tania got out of making me have sex with the rubber Veronica and she used to whoop with glee seeing me have premature ejaculation problems with my plastic lover.
As stated before Tania even set me up by having Veronica Cuckold me with an old guy who lived a few doors down and really rubbed it in making me clean Veronica's plastic creampie pussy and anus a truly mortifying episode.
Then there was another incident that was self inflicted because like all Feminized sissy cuckolds I am a kinky pervert!
One day thinking Tania was at the hair dressers and in a period where I was not in a chastity device I somehow ended up blowing up Veronica and was in bed with her having sex and I was caught out by Tania returning home early? well not early I basically lost track of time in my sleazed up state.
Tania hit the roof and me with every implement that was on hand accusing me of adultery? (work that one out if you can?) the punishment for my actions were painful to say the least a Tania whipped and beat me into a blubbering mess at her high heels.
The verbal stuff was crushing with threats of divorce with Tania citing adultery with Veronica in court in front of a divorce judge? she also stated she would tell everyone that Sissy Cuckold Carla had run off with a rubber sex doll because he was so inadequete he could not do it with a real woman.
She even went on to say after she calmed down? that I had better keep an eye on Veronica as she had already cheated on me once and what with my lack of manliness she was sure to be gagging for a real man's cock!
I can remember one night when for some wicked reason Tania and me were laying on her bed in just our high heels, stockings and lingerie and Tania was playing with my little penis and she was goading me with lurid tales of what she was doing with one of her boyfriends that day and she made me explode in a sissygasm when she wondered how I would feel if I had to watch my girlfriend Veronica have airtight sex with three real men?