SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 999.
There is little wonder that the Cuckoldress wife or partner berates us feminized sissy cuckolds for our selfishness when it comes to our relief.
There is no use in denying it us sissy cuckolds think of little else than to achieve our sissy squirt so it’s understandable that the Cuckoldress wife early on steps in and takes full control over our sissy clits and what it can and cannot do.
The control over the feminized sissy cuckold’s sissy clit will become total from enduring chastity and even in extreme cases penectomy the cuckoldress having the penis removed for the good of womanhood world over.
But along with the physical control a Cuckoldress exerts there is also the verbal thus emotional control she subjects sissy cuckold to.
For myself this started early with being exposed by my mother as being a kinky cross-dresser and her sneering comments that I had nothing of any importance as I erected against the sole of her nylon-clad foot and from then on there were disparaging comments, teasing and snide remarks about my as she sweetly put it disability.
Then there was Fran after she had kissed me dressed as a woman where she felt me up at that fancy dress party that she could not fuck me as I was so small and straight away after told every one of her female friends what a small, dicked loser in women’s clothes I was.
From that party onwards when Pamela and Fran used me at their leisure they both in their own ways heaped on the shame and humiliation of my little penis neither one ever allowing me to have intercourse with them only using my mouth for the things they wanted.
Then Wendy got in on the act, and she used small penis humiliation to devastating effect on me in her no-nonsense medical manner.
Back home the sticky subject of masturbation was utterly frowned upon and because it seemed like my mother had eyes on her ass cheeks and a sixth sense about me touching myself any little tugging I did do was fraught with danger so was very limited.
Ejaculations at home tended to be nasty accidents in the tights or panties that I was in or wet dreams.
Later on, when married to Tania she put it in her own sweet loving way when she stated that, If it was not big enough to fuck with there was no earthly reason why she should allow the nasty little thing to erect or allow me the pleasure of filthy wanking let alone squirting my disgusting milk.
And of course, that is our final feminized sissy cuckold shame the sissy milk, as sissy cuckolds we see all too often the prodigious volume of sperm a able big cocked male can produce compared to our little offering that unlike real men’s sperm does not fire out like shots from a cannon arching many feet across the room but ours leaks and dribbles out and on the odd occasion may fly a little to soak our cuckoldresses nylon clad feet earing us well deserved punishment.
And feminized sissy cuckolds also intimately understand as they see and consume sperm so often that a real males load is rich thick and creamy with that salty tang where’s the sissy cuckolds is thin and watery with no consistency at all.

Happy to see CherryKing95 reposted the two mega gallery reposts of his favourites of my Sibling content! Looks like he is here to stay! ColdBlooded-50 has reposted some of my content as well. Feel free to do the same with any of my galleries if you so choose, just please add my name somewhere in the gallery so we can always find it. tg8

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 998.
What causes a young male to end up as a feminized sissy cuckold? It’s a question that rages in every lad that ends up in the lifestyle’s clutches.
Of course, there is on one thing that causes the males downfall but one thing that all budding feminized sissy cuckolds have in common is the fact that when in its first lingerie, hosiery and it masturbates the ensuing pathetic orgasm is life changingly powerful far more intense than anything the budding sissy has every experienced before.
This is nature’s way of fixing the budding sissy cuckold on to its intended life course with utterly no way to combat it and from that squirt onwards the lad is trapped into a life that is consumed with sexual needs that control its every breathing moment.

Well, it seems I've started a trend as two of my favourite content creators have also announced they will be leaving the site as well. CherryKing has removed most of his content along with my reposted galleries, and HighlandBull will be on the way out as well. It's been bittersweet, and hard to say goodbye to this website and this crazy hobby of captioning, but I'm reading the signs as well and still intend to leave at some point. In the meantime, I've really enjoyed writing longer form style stories through the comments of my recent galleries alongside HB18. Give them a read before they're gone. tg8

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 997.
Be aware that once you’ve confessed to being a feminized sissy cuckold to your wife or significant other woman you will lose all say over your status in life, in fact as a feminized sissy cuckold you’ll come to learn that you have no human rights at all and no say in anything.
One of the many things you are going to have to come to terms with is your Cuckoldress taking the view that if you want to pretend being female you can fucking well take it up the ass like a real woman loves it because your ass that is now your sissy pussy.
So get ready as your Cuckoldress will with glee in her heart obliterate your tight little hole with anything that comes to mind from strap on cocks of all sized, vibrators, dildo’s, vegetables, her fist or foot nothing is off limits no matter how painful you have to take it like a good girl does.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 996.
For the feminized sissy cuckold because it is not allowed normal penetrative sex with a woman nor even the freedom to have ejaculations and erections unless strictly supervised if the Cuckoldress wife is fool enough to allow that sort of selfish display from her sissy cuckold the littler things become ultra important.
Most Feminized sissy cuckolds will confess that from the early days of their worthless lives they yearned to experience the smells and tastes of a woman as they knew early on there was never any hope of a woman showing interest in them and their silly little penis.
Thus, sissy cuckolds become addicted from the offset with sweat crusty foot parts of hosiery, spunk and cunt batter stocking welts, panties that are filled with stinking sludge and discharges up to and including urine, shit, sperm and menstrual blood.
Not only will the sissy cuckold become addicted to the smells but the taste as well as it’s impossible for a sissy cuckold not to suck and lick the soiled materials to savor the essence of a woman.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 995.
For me as a feminized sissy cuckold from my very early days of growing up I knew little of what I was heading to be, what I did know was that I had this urge to put women’s apparel on and that without being told I knew my penis was very little.
Having a little penis places you in a beta mode from birth and there is nothing you can do about that apart from suffer and hope that there is light at the end of the tunnel.
Well, that light at the end of the tunnel gets extinguished once other people get to see what you have got or lack of it.
For myself it was the fact that it was my Mother who first saw my little erect penis when it erected up against her nylon clad foot and when she eased the sole of her foot aside to see it that look of sneering contempt spread across her face then coldly but sweetly informing me to carry on massaging her foot as that was the only important thing happening in the room.
Words that utterly crush your already limited masculinity and then the body blow when more words came from her lips saying that it must be because I had such a tiny penis that I was dressing up in her hosiery and other things.
Having to go and put a pair of her used tights on then show myself to her in them was terrifying but also the most liberating thing I ever had to do and brought upon me her observations and comments that cut away any confidence I had in myself.
And through the power of her cutting condescending words about my little thing I was preconditioned to be utterly submissive to women from the go get so by the time Pamela and Fran got their talons into me I was ripe for pressing into doing acts that I later learned were prerequisites for a feminized sissy cuckold to do.
What I do recall is that I was instructed to wear Mothers worn tights at home and nighties and little heeled fluffy slippers after confessing my budding transvestism I had many, many losses of control and would be shamefully erect in the tights and stuff round the house which brought forth scathing comments and even Mother’s foot being pressed against my little arousal as I was berated for being dirty and naughty and so forth, she even slapped it to make it go down at times or pinched it cruelly, but that was it knowing that even with all her cutting words pinching and slaps that I ached to be brought off but she never did that thus addling my mind even further.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 994.
One thing that really pleases the Cuckoldress is the things she has been able to bring her feminized sissy cuckold to with her sexuality and strict regime of utter obedience to her whims and commands.
The canny Cuckoldress will over time totally take over every aspect of the feminized sissy cuckolds’ sexuality utterly destroying the sissy cuckold’s manhood via both physical and verbal destruction.
Never an hour passes where she does not verbally degrade the sissy cuckolds sissy clit due to its smallness and worthlessness, if the Cuckoldress wife is lucky she will be the last in a long line of females that have poured scorn on the sissy cuckolds penis from it’s own Mother through Mothers friends and then sissies limited short lived girlfriends all of which have made sissies penis a point of ridicule.
Then there is the chastity the Cuckoldress will avail herself to stop masturbation and erection and near as damn it ejaculations apart from painful accidents that sissy cuckolds can have even in chastity.
The results speak for themselves when the Cuckoldress can and will at time to time remove the sissy cuckolds chastity device and cruelly offer herself to the sissy cuckold for actual sexual intercourse finding that the emotionally and mentally crushed feminized sissy cuckold has no confidence in it’s sissy clit and sissy cannot even ger erect with the open offer and sheer black stockinged legs wide open exposing the cuckoldresses wet pussy ready for sex.
The damage this puts in sissy cuckolds mind not even being able to get hard anymore is devastating and even worse even if it does make a pathetic attempt at a nasty little swelling when sissy approaches it’s cuckoldress it suffers from premature ejaculation making a mess on the cuckoldresses stocking clad leg or on to the floor an act of utter failure that fills the Cuckoldresses cannon with never ending ammunition to foist on her sissy cuckold.

So, I've ultimately made the decision that I'll be leaving this site behind, and deleting my account within the next month or so. It just isn't what it used to be, and some life changes are leading me to put it all behind me. Luckily, CherryKing95 has recently uploaded a TON of my best content so it can live on. I'm grateful for that at least. I've been enjoying writing comment stories, but I'm losing interest as I feel I've kind of written everything I can. Many thanks to the few people left that I've interacted with over the years. Hard to say goodbye to this fucked up 11 year hobby, but it is what it is. Save what you'd like now if you want. I haven't made a decision when exactly I'll be gone, but it will happen eventually. tg8

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 993.
Shame and humiliation are the staple diet for the feminized sissy cuckold from the onset of its pathetic life and the more it’s exposed the better for all concerned.
I knew from the first indications of my budding sexuality that I was a dud and freakishly different what with my urges to put women’s clothes on and fiddle with myself in perverted ways as my mind though of and about women in less than natural ways.
Now although when I Mother outted me there was terrified shame and humiliation there was also a sense of relief as these heavy secrets in me were out in the open and although what I was experiencing was mirth, ridicule and dire verbal humiliation it was all done in a way that told me that my route in life was not going to be capped off in fact it was to be fostered in subtle ways that cemented my life as a feminized sissy cuckold even though those words had not even been mentioned at the time.
That silly little erection against my Mother’s hot scented nylon clad foot and her reaction to the disgraceful loss of self-control mortified me but allowed the gate to open for her to tell me she knew I was dressing up in her hosiery and other things and for me to go and put a pair on so she could see, from that point on hosiery was part of my daily attire which led to dressing up in ore and more female attire then the make-up.
So, by the time the fated fancy dress party arrived, and Fran and Pamela got their hooks into me, and I had my first sexual encounters with them which were all sissy cuckold based I was lost and this was the only form of use I could be to a female.