SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 463.
One of the main things about being a Feminized Sissy Cuckold is you basically have no backbone or strength of character and will comply with orders you are given even if the said orders goes against everything you believe in?
Lets face it how many normal men would agree and then help his wife bed as many real men as she wanted and then to lick her clean after the dirty deed partly to show the wife that deep love you have for her
Spinelessness goes much deeper as you stand or sit and watch real men fuck your wife and you witness her pleasure as they do so.
You dress and act as a woman probably at the instigation of your wife and you make no noise of complaint as she works you as her Feminized French maid in all household and personal services.
Of course by then although you hate it you accept that your wife can punish you with what ever implement she can lay her hands on and to what ever severity she deems appropriate to your crimes.
And what about that abhorrence and disgust at homosexuality just a stern command from your Cuckoldress and your squatting down like a slut sucking on the cock she puts you to all the way to swallowing and then letting yourself be anally fucked for her entertainment.
By this time when your wife makes use of you as her sanitary towel and complete toilet you have no mind of your own and accept that you are nothing but her property to do with as she likes.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 462.
For the feminized sissy cuckold the actual time of the wife's date is just a small part of its life.
For the sissy cuckold its whole existence seems to be one sexual ritual from the days before as the wife gets ready for the date her shopping for sexy lingerie for her lover, the hair salon, the nail bar, the hosiery selection in fact the whole fashion parade.
The sissy cuckold also has to live with her constant talk about the impending date not only to sissy cuckold but to all her girlfriends on the phone or when they are round for coffee.
After the date obviously sissy cuckold not only gets to taste it in the cleaning of his wife but also her relating every juicy detail of her escapades and this will go on for days as she wants to relive herself the pleasure and also to tease and torment her sissy cuckold.
Once a Cuckoldress wife gets into her stride this becomes constant the more men she sees all the time and the feminized sissy cuckold will live in a state of constant sexual frustration and sexual insanity with absolutely no release of tension ever.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 460.
For me as a Feminized Sissy Cuckold one of the aspects of the lifestyle I adore is the Cuckoldresses pre date ritual of getting ready.
Watching her select her outfit, lingerie, hosiery and heels for the night ahead, them the appliance of her cosmetics.
And as she does so your in attendance fetching and carrying everything she wants and serving her with nibbles, drinks and cigarettes if she smokes all the while talking to you in that sickly sweet loving way telling you how she is going to behave and act with the man she is going out with for the evening.
Watching her dress knowing it is for the benefit of exciting her date and making his cock just that extra bit harder for her makes you shake with sissy cuckold angst and desire as you willingly attach her suspender clips to the welt of her sheer black stockings and making sure her seams are utterly straight because and wrinkle in them will bring down on you her feminized sissy cuckold a whipping for dereliction of duty.
And lastly that kiss on the hem of her oh so short dress or skirt after helping her into her coat and handing her the chosen handbag after she has routed around in it and has discarded on the floor in front of you the packet of XXXL Magnum condoms telling you that her dates cock is just to big for these and she'll have to do him bareback!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 459.
Re calling this morning a woman Tania my second ex wife and Cuckoldress knew called Priddy who wanted to get into being an escort.
I have to state now that Priddy was not what you'd call a looker and had a funny sort of bodily shape (Nice way of saying a sack of spuds!)
Be that as it mat Priddy seemed a nice enough lady and her and Tania got on very well and Priddy was introduced to me straight away so she had no delusions about what Tania's so called husband was a Feminized sissy cuckold maid and slave.
To get Priddy into the swing of things Tania invited Priddy round to be involved in a couple of domination sessions where Priddy actually fucked the slave and during this time I set up a website and took some photo's of Priddy all under her escort name of Mercedes.
I remeber Priddy's first day of being an Escort as I took the phone call coming in from her and passing the call to Tania and they gossiped for a while as I carried on with some housework I was doing.
This was stopped when Tania called me and had me drive her over to Priddy's house and surprisingly Tania told me to come with her into Priddy's home which shocked me a bit as usually I had to wait outside in the car.
Once in the girls went over Priddy's day's work in detail as I stood in the corner awaiting any instructions and they did not take long in coming and as a treat to Priddy from Tania my cuckoldress made me lick clean Priddy's creampie pussy and it was messy as she had done her second client bareback.
To say Priddy was delighted is a bit of an understatement as she had from meeting me been enthused about sissy cuckolds and wanted one for herself and over the next while Tania introduced Priddy to some she knew one of which Priddy ended up marrying.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 458.
As a feminized sissy cuckold I soon learned in my development that the older the woman who is using you the less control due to age they have over their bladders!
Firstly when an elder woman gets hold of one of us she has the maturity and experience to understand that she is the one on the position of power and we will obey her commands.
Hence the mature woman will not think twice about sending us down to their sex without bothering to was and freshen up so us sissy cuckolds get the full flavour and aroma of smelly sweaty pissy pussy which quite often may have a UTI attached as an added bonus.
You might notice that she wears a pad or panty liner as her knickers come down due to her leakage and over time she may get you to deal with these and their disposal?
Of course her leaking issues do not stop during the time of you orally servicing her and because she knows the power she has you it bothers her little that she will start urinating into your mouth as you lick her to climax.
Once she see's your a good sissy cuckold and have drunk her seepage nothing then holds her back to openly making you drink her piss and you will become her urinal and from that position you are in trouble sissy cuckold as she will get that itch deep in her bowels telling her that with you she can make you drink and eat anything that comes out of her

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 457.
Are you one of the many Feminized Sissy Cuckolds who is married to Cuckoldress wife who not only cucks the fuck out of you with real men but delights in the female domination aspect of your new married life inflicting just about anything on you that comes to her mind to make you suffer for being such a failure of a man.
For all of us basic human rights are no longer applicable to the feminized sissy cuckold and my second wife the Negress Cuckoldress Tania treated me worse than a slave.
Take food for instance Tania delighted in only ever feeding me the scraps and waste and it could come after she had stomped all over it in her high heels and I would have to lick what there was on her shoes before on hands and knees eating like a dog as Tania disapproved of me using a knife and fork let alone a spoon.
She would also hawk up and spit on my meals and in my drinks and of course in the end part of my diet became what came out of her bowels and bladder.
For those of you out there who have been taken to such submissive depths of service to a cuckoldress you'll know what I mean when I say that through actions like this the Cuckoldress wife can totally break the feminized sissy cuckold making it comply to anything she demands as she has this knack of turning anything disgusting and gross into something that feeds into your sexuality!
And that my friends makes us Feminized Sissy Cuckolds the most pathetic weak and sick individuals the third sex as we cannot be classed as male let alone female.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 456.
What is it about us Feminized Sissy Cuckolds that draws us to be so submissive that anyone can literally do anything they want to us?
Over the years I have suffered gross indignities at the hands of woman and to my shame men as well some things so humiliating and degrading I shudder with disgust and self loathing when I think back on them.
Like all Feminized Sissy Cuckolds I have been trained and taught to actually lover drinking women's urine and accept I am a toilet for their use at any time.
But what made me get to the stage where I accepted that men could also use my mouth as a urinal!
Being a feminized sissy cuckold that's not naturally homosexually inclined it has been a long tormenting and shameful road accepting that men can also inflict gross things on me and to get there it was the Cuckoldress women in my life that pushed me to doing such acts for their entertainment.
I was horrified one night when after watching Tania and her lover at the time Nick fucking like crazy for a few hours and licking Tania's pussy and anus clean of his sperm that she ordered me to suck his now slick smelly cock clean after he had fucked and spunked her ass.
I was complying with her order sucking away as one does when Nick bade me to stop as he said he needed to go for a piss!
It was then that Tania just said "You've no need to go anywhere Nick just do it down sissy cuckolds throat he drinks mine often enough so sissy can do the same for you!"
Well I am sure not only was I stunned but also Nick was taken aback a little and it took him a few moments to steel himself after I closed my lips round his semi erect cock before he started to urinate and I began to swallow it all down feeling like I was in the sewer of submission drinking male piss in front of my Cuckoldress wife!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 455.
Premature ejaculation will raise it's humiliating and shameful head to all feminized sissy cuckolds at one point or another!
The two pumps and a squirt merchants among us can count on this condition making the wife find herself real men to have sex with as she will just get fed up with the look and lob illness the husband has got much preferring to go with men that have stamina and of course as she finds out huge size that will give her hour upon hour of pleasure.
Then there are the post cuckolded feminized sissy cuckolds who really are in a dire position as not only does the premature ejaculation happen much more quickly as he see's what his wife is up to with other men or even if she is merely dressing or bathing!
And of course for the Sissy Cuckold because it is now wearing hosiery and lingerie as well in the marriage the satin's silk's and Nylons alone can cause sissy to speed lob.
With every disgraceful premature ejaculation the Cuckoldress wife's knowledge that her feminized sissy cuckold husband is a worthless pathetic failure is re enforced time and time again!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 454.
For those of us feminized sissy cuckolds out there who have been put through being dumped and divorced by our Cuckoldress wives and have tried to slip back into normal society have you found that your ex wife and cuckoldress has made this utterly impossible!
As soon as my first wife dumped me and she started getting herself out in the flesh pots around town dating again a tidal wave of gossip hit the place I was living and myself trying to get on the dating scene again as this was a time when I was still sort of hiding away my uncontrollable feminized sissy cuckold needs
And to my horror it seemed news of me had spread fast with quite a few women I approached soon saying are you the freak that Anne dumped?
Of course some women entertained me in conversation and enquired about how it felt to have a tiny penis and did I really like licking other men's sperm out of fucked pussies and assholes and was I a total faggot along with many other such demeaning questions that they wanted answers to!
It took actually moving to another place to get away from the outting Anne gave me.
Then the marriage to Tania came and when after eleven years she dumped and divorced me I was ready for the same and countered that with being totally out feminized and open to everything that was thrown at me and in my opinion this made things a whole lot easier.
I found that although I was still covered with the shame and humiliation which secretly I adored it also seemed to attract the right sort of females to me who were more than interested in playing with a feminized sissy cuckold!
Now I am not saying thousands of women were throwing themselves in my way but being open and honest about what I am has left me in a place where I always have female to sissy cuckold relationships to one degree or another and that's made me more than happy over the past few years!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 453.
For any budding Feminized Sissy Cuckold the biggest fear is being exposed!
Because with other people knowing what you are changes not only your whole life but the way others look and think of you.
The hardest exposure I suppose is coming out to the good lady wife that you are a sissy cuckold and worship her in a very special way.
Don't get me wrong this can lead to disaster in your marriage but on the other hand it might not and as we enter more enlightened times good out comes become more frequent.
So once your in a steady relationship where you are serving the woman you love and she is taking active part in your feminization and cuckolding the next type of exposure is very difficult for you when you find out your Cuckoldress has told her Mother or yours and her girlfriends.
We all know how women like to talk and gossip and your new status is just to juicy for your better half to keep to herself specially if she has other men real hunks seeing to the sex part of her life.
To then come into contact with these people in the know is traumatic for the sissy cuckold being seen in it's girlie clothes and if that's not bad enough the Cuckoldress sees no reason why she should not tell all and sundry that you are also locked in chastity.
With that knowledge people will certainly no longer look at you as a man and you will become an item of derision and teasing for giving up your manhood.
Believe me women like nothing better than to torment tease and abuse a vulnerable chastity locked feminized sissy cuckold reducing it to tears of shame and humiliation.