SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 793.
I know when I am feeling a bit off color as I have been the last couple of days as I tend to have the sickest perverted degrading and disgusting nightmares.
It’s when I am in delirium that the sissy cuckold depravations seem so real the smells the tastes the emotions as my so-called mind goes over all the incidents in my life where my ex-wives and cuckoldresses and other females have done awful things to me and made me comply with their whims and desires!
So, in a way, although I do truly hate being ill there are some sordid side benefits to being under the weather!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 792.
As a Feminized sissy cuckold, I was forced by my first and second cuckoldress wives to accept that their Periods were also my periods in all manner of ways?
My first wife Anne loved having me lick her clean and to orgasm when she was on her period and that week of the month, I was down on her morning noon and night licking away cleaning her and also giving her the powerful climaxes she had during her time of the month!
Tania my second wife and Cuckoldress took things much further as she not only had me down on her cleaning all the time but also insisted that I lick and suck clean her sanitary towels and used blood filled tampax.
Tania also loved sex during her period, so I had lots and lots of sperm and blood creampies to lick clean along with all the meaty chunky bits that come out in the discharge.
To cap it all off I had to wear a tampax all the wile she was bleeding and have her soiled sanitary towels in my panties and to make things realistic she would also nick my sissy ovary sack with a razor, so I bled as well in support and sympathy for her.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 791.
Us Feminized sissy cuckold of course are much more in touch with our feminine side that your average male although it would be a travesty to call us male in any shape or form!
And thus, being what we are we a prone to upset and tears and one thing I have noticed over the years is that a feminized sissy cuckold sobbing its heart out is something that the Cuckoldress wife loves and strives to cause with all her antics.
The Cuckoldress wife knows that emotional hurt and damage are far more hard hitting than any amount of beatings and infliction of physical pain!
What’s worse is when sissy cuckold breaks down and is crying its heart out the Cuckoldress wife may at that point turn on the loving caring side of herself soothing and calming the sissy cuckold holding it like you would a silly girl cooing words of love while coaxing sissy cuckold into believing that everything is its fault anyway.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 790.
One thing is for certain if you are caught out by your wife dressed and made up and then have to go through the terrified tearful confession to her that you want to be a feminized sissy cuckold and she is one of them dumb women that reject the keys to paradise for her and dumps and divorces your pathetic sissy cuckold ass you will have to face the fact that your secret is out and she will tell everyone and anything with ears.
This will be her revenge and although at first you might hate it the fact that people stare, all your friends and family know not to mention every woman your ex-wife knows, and you see the pointing fingers and sniggers that so emotionally hurt you?
But from out of the ashes could be the golden Phoenix because there will be women out there who hear your ex-wife’s gossip who rather fancy a relationship with a feminized sissy cuckold!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 789.
The most beautiful sight in the world for a feminized sissy cuckold is when ordered to lay on your back with mouth open ready and your Cuckoldress stands over you her towering high heels each side of your head and you gaze up her sexy long sheer black stockinged legs to the center of the universe which is her pussy all smooth and shaven and suddenly she starts to squat bringing herself down into the classic creampie feeding position to empty herself out of all the sperm that’s been fucked into her!
It's a breath taking sight seeing your wife’s pussy utterly demolished by a big cock that has left it swollen red and pussy her labia lips hanging open her cunt hole gaping and a liquid mess of cunt cream and sperm already visible and leaking some dripping down onto your forehead or splattering on your lips and cheeks as your tongue desperately flicks out trying to catch the sex slime.
The lower your wife squats the more she reveals what a dirty slut she has been again as now her sphincter comes into view as well and what was once a puckered neat tight hole now resembles the entrance to the Dartford tunnel it’s been fucked and spunked so hard and deeply by massive black cocks attached to the large negros your wife prefers to have sex with and not just one at a time as she has got a liking and taste for black men gangbangs with multiple penetrations and airtight sex.
Then as her feminized sissy cuckold you must get to work as your wife squats her gaping smelly fucked pussy on your waiting mouth, and a cascade of sperm starts running out of her depths as your tongue frantically gets to work cleaning her!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 788.
For the Feminized Sissy Cuckold there is absolutely no cure!
I say this with hand on heart, and I reckon that most of you feel the same.
I think we all know that since early days when we felt compelled to dress up or were dressed up and then the things we associated with sexuality and masturbation such as dirty knicker sniffing, feet, hosiery, high heels and a million and one other things one associates with sex gripped us we were lost.
Then there were our non-developing little penises that set us aside from masculinity and the ever-growing understanding that sex for us was naughty and dirty and we were not and could never be equal.
Oh, and the self-disgust and shame when thoughts of sucking men’s cocks inched into our dreams.
Our downfall was secured by our sissygasms as they were so powerful that nothing could then halt us in our slide into total sissy cuckold paradise which we will never return from.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 787.
For many Feminized Sissy Cuckolds there comes a time when the ultimate indignity and depravity is heaped upon them in the shape of becoming their Cuckoldresses Sissy Human toilet!
Of course, being a sissy cuckold piss drinker and urinal is the easy part, and it becomes a preferred drink for many sissy cuckolds.
But it’s what comes from the Cuckoldresses bowels that is the high wall to scale! And of course, for many reasons this is difficult for anyone to do as the bodies’ natural reaction is to reject such matter.
Many feminized sissy cuckolds get their first taste of what is to come by licking their Cuckoldresses ass when she has not wiped of washed herself properly and this gentle introduction to fecal matter really helps get the sissy cuckold used to the taste and texture of the Cuckoldresses special food.
And then there is the little accidents? Yes you know the sort, when the wife gets home from a wild night and having indulged in anal sex she demands a anal creampie cleaning but she finds that the cock she has fucked has been so large and taken her anally so hard that she has lost control of her bowels and as the sissy cuckold is sucking and licking the sperm out of her rectum out slides into sissy cuckolds mouth sperm coated logs of shit.
And in this position the Cuckoldress has no other choice than to order sissy cuckold to consume the mess coming out of her!
The outcome will be sissy cuckold will after a while get used to ingesting his Cuckoldresses fecal matter and should be proud of it’s self being able to give a service to its goddess and wife that no other human can give her!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 786.
I often wonder just how many couples or people in relationships are actively living the Cuckoldress led lifestyle! Of course, not all men are feminized sissy cuckolds lots a just plain submissive cuckolds and you do see if you keep your eyes open when you’re out lots of candidate couples where it looks like the woman is very much in charge!
And as for the rare nights out over the years I have had the nightclubs and bars seem to be crammed full of married women with guys who are obviously not their husbands and it makes you wonder how many of their husbands are waiting at home all made and dressed up ready for the creampie clean up when she finally gets home all fucked and filthy!
For certain the advent of the internet has made word of the lifestyle more open for both sexes to read about and see just how poplar the fetish and need is and especially for women it had opened their eyes up to what their husbands really want and boy as we know an awful lot of wives are more than happy to have their cake and eat it being Cuckoldress wives!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 784.
Staying over with Rose this weekend serving on her hand and foot she is a very sinful elderly lady who uses sissy cuckold Carla for every despicable thing that amuses her and gets her off?
One of the things she loves doing is when I am down on either her smelly old pussy or ass licking away giving her the pleasures she demands is that she’ll suddenly just start pissing of shitting in my mouth.
Of course she has no intention of letting me take my mouth away she loves the power of making me consume everything that comes out of her no matter how disgusting and as she tells me herself being able to do that mid oral worship really fires her up and makes her have extra hard orgasms once my licking continues after she has emptied her bladder or bowels.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 783.
Like every Feminized sissy cuckold, I have a very active and vivid imagination that comes up with all manner of perverted sick dreams and fantasies.
On that plays on my so-called mind quite a lot is me being the Feminized Sissy Cuckold Maid in a busy bareback brothel!
Now as my second wife and Cuckoldress was also a Mistress and an Escort I do have some actual experience in Maid work for a woman selling sex and all it entails? But the fantasy of working in a busy brothel exceeds by far the shameful things I did serving Tania when she was working.
I imagine the Brothel to be an exclusive bareback establishment where twenty or so prostitutes ply their trade and being the feminized sissy cuckold maid the Madam and ladies basically work me to death.
The tasks are never ending from cleaning each room, changing the sheets and stocking the work stations with water, towels, clean sex toys and all sorts of other things a whore needs to do her job and this happens after each client before the next one arrives and of course after I first do the sissy cuckold clean up on the working lady no matter what hole the sperm is running out of!
There is also the serving of drinks, acting as the establishments only toilet, orally cleaning the punters cocks if requested after sex with the woman of their choice and of course the ever-hovering fear of sadistic punishment from the Madam if any of the women or punters is not one hundred percent happy with my service.