SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1069.
As a Feminine sissy cuckold one thing that fascinates us and terrifies us all at the same time is COCK!
We early on come to realize we have not got a cock as ours never seem to grow and remain underdeveloped for all our lives.
How can it be that a certain section of the community has cocks so abnormally large they are breath taking and for the most part all the other guys have cocks that put ours to shame.
Erect over many measurements my sissy clit because that is what it is as it would be a crime to call it a cock, penis, dick or any one of the thousands of other words to describe the man meat is only on its best ever day been three and a quarter inches in length.
Worse still it has never been the iron bar state that real cocks seem to attain at the mere sight of a naked female ankle.
My Sissy Clit seems to have a will all of its own and at times will remain floppy even though I am looking at or doing some really seriously depraved things that have my sexual emotions and feeling aflame at times like these I have noticed that I am shamefully gagging for penetration of my sissy pussy.
As a feminized sissy cuckold, the emotions you go through when you first come into close contact with a real cock is amazing, worrying, frightening, arousing and troubling.
You are literally shaking when you are encouraged to take a cock into your hand and feel it’s virility, strength and manliness as it throbs and spasms and shamefully with cock in your palm you’ll feel honored and humiliated to the extreme by your own pathetic excuse for a penis. Of course holding a cock is one thing, what about when your wife demands you feed it into her pussy or asshole, believe me a sissy cuckold can palpitate and come to passing out feinting with the sheer lustiness of doing such a sinful thing a supposed husband feeding its wife with the cock of a real man.
The real leveler comes then when you are made to suck a cock the smell and taste overwhelming you the sheer power of that slab of meat you can hardly get your mouth round, you might be sucking your wife’s juices and his sperm off of his god rod after they have fucked of even the spermy shit streaks from his cocks after anal no matter what you’ll soon become hopelessly addicted to cock like some desperate slut.
And with all real cocks there will come a time when you the feminized sissy cuckold will be having to swallow sperm as it shoots out the end of the cock in your mouth or deep into your sissy pussy bowels after you have been fucked like the sissy girl you are and you’ll find one of the most shocking aspects of that experience is just how much sperm a real ma produces over the miserable little dribble that comes out of your insignificant little spec.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1068.
Got a new toy that I quite like because as a feminized sissy cuckold I am twisted and warped by my perversions.
This toy is a urethral insert that by tube goes to a nice large stainless steep butt plug thus I can urinate in my own sissy pussy which feel strangely very nice and makes a change from using my urethra to mouth implement.
Of course, as Feminized sissy cuckold the ultimate for us is for our mouths to be used as toilets by our Cuckoldresses and never will you taste sweeter more delicious piss or if your fully trained tastier fecal matter.
As we all know it does not end there as our Cuckoldresses might well decide to let other females or men use our mouths to urinate in which causes shame and humiliation for the feminized sissy cuckold as well as being erotic to us, hell we get so addicted to our fetishes that we will gladly drink other sissies piss and also resort to our own to quell our raging addictions.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTROY 1067.
My weeks’ vacation in Naples Italy was lovely although the city is filthy and run down but in that aura I found sissy cuckold success.
Late afternoon on the 164 bus coming back from the huge Market they have there on the route a lush of a woman got on the bus, old in her sixties messy blond hair piled up on her head a short tight denim skirt very high scuffed black high heels and a tight low-cut top showing off her impressive but wrinkled old tits with heavy makeup.
She was swigging out of a bottle of lager beer and stank of cigarettes, alcohol and was quite drunk, I knew as soon as she clocked me on the bus she would sit on the seat opposite me and in that assumption I was not wrong.
The other thing about her was the cheap perfume very slutty and the unmistakable aroma of sex on her, somehow we managed to converse in queer English and Italian and she was slurring her admiration of transvestites, we ended up in a bar in her local area a real dive of a place where we had a few drinks.
Ended up being taken back to her home which was surprisingly very neat clean and tidy, that was about the only clean and tidy thing about her as she was delighted that I went down on her in the state she was in sticky and stinking she had been out all night and was a dire mess.
Of course, it transpired she was a working lady and had been for many, many years and although elderly she still had some good looks and as it was she that picked me up there was no charge in fact the only thing I did that evening was take her out for a meal.
Lovely Lady was Maria.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1066.
For a feminized sissy cuckold one of the most humbling things it can witness and have to cope with is its wife indulging in anal sex after that subject being utterly taboo during their marriage so much so that even had sissy looked as her bottom the wrong wat it could provoke actual physical violence from the wife.
Think then how emotionally painful it is then that once the wife becomes a Cuckoldress the first thing sissy see’s when she returns home from a date with a lover is her anus fucked to obliteration and she is crowing over how fucking sexy it was to be fucked in the ass and the shattering anal orgasms she was having being plundered by cocks up her back passage that make yours look what it is miniscule.
Not only that your new cuckoldress will delight in making you lick and suck clean anal creampie which as we all know smells and tastes totally different to the pussy variety.
Then there is the actual witnessing of seeing your wife’s butt hole greedily devouring massive cocks in her ass either on their own or part of multiple penetration sex even double anal penetration and the gusto she throws herself into these sordid displays in front of you grabbing all the pleasure she wants from the acts.
As a feminized sissy cuckold, you will suffer emotional damage because she forever spurned your efforts to even lick her bottom let alone put your silly little penis anywhere near her back passage and you will also with that hurt feel so sexually tormented and aroused over the illicit act.
But worse is yet to befall you sissy cuckold as your wife will gleefully look forward to the day when all the huge cocks she is having pounding her anus causes her bottom to prolapse often as it’s so loose and she then gets you her loving faithful feminized sissy cuckold to lick and suck on her protruding anal meat all spunk and shits slimy till it’s clean and retracts back inside her.
Once she had obtained this state of bodily function like many cuckoldress wives they will deem it essential that sissy cuckolds on bottom prolapses like hers thus starts dildo training and eventually gross homosexual acts to bring that about.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1065.
Shortly after my first wife and cuckoldress Anne left me I was picked up one night at one of those divorcee nights that used to go on mid-week by a German woman called Janet who was at the place with a girlfriend of hers.
Janet was a lot older than me but still pretty with long blond hair and nice figure and attracted me due to the sexy black dress she had on along with heels and black hosiery.
The night ended up with Mary her girlfriend dropping us off at Janets once the club had closed, of course I was trying to do the man stuff that night, but when it came to the crunch with Janet in her bedroom I failed miserably.
It did not pass Janet’s attention that my body was smooth shaven, and it was not long before she was making some cheeky comments about how small my penis was and her laughter seeing my clit get very hard under her verbal jibes.
Of course, it ended up with her getting her rocks off with me licking her pussy to orgasm a couple of times and me disgracing myself by ejaculating onto her bed sheets as I licked her.
Over coffee afterwards it all came out about my cross-dressing and that I knew I was pathetically endowed and what my ex-wife had been to me with her having boyfriends.
Janet maybe because she was liberated and German was not fazed by my revelations and suggested that the next time we got together I should wear some of my lingerie and stockings.
So, two nights later with invite for a meal I arrived at Janets flat that was in a tower block fully in Carla mode make up and everything.
What an evening we had as Janet had dressed up as well and there was lots of oral for her as well as use of her sex toys on her holes while for me she had purchased a large cucumber while she had been shopping for the ingredients for our meal.
While I was there her girlfriend Mary phoned up and I listened in shivering humiliation at their conversation as Janet had told Mary everything about me and what she had me doing that evening with her.
Janet’s thing was that she liked to piss so I was subjected to drinking gladly all her urine whenever she needed to loo that night.
Of course, we arranged to meet again but I got a call from her late one night before our agreed date and she told me to dress and to come round to Her’s quick which I did en femme again as I was home alone all dressed up anyway.
Janet let me into her flat that stank of sex and so did she and she explained that one of the men she often saw had just left and she was swimming in sperm and wanted me to lick her clean.
Of course as you would expect I did not turn down that sort of offer and dived in eating her dirty spermy pussy and ass till all traces of spunk had been removed and Janet had spasmed through a series of very hard climaxes.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1064.
For many women the change from having a husband to finding out they want to be a feminized sissy cuckold with all the bells and whistles as the saying goes is quite something to take on board and you can understand why this may lead to divorce.
Strange as this might sound but its not only in the best interest of the wife the split happens but also the want to be sissy cuckold husbands as now the truth is out each can move on and find what they really need in life.
Another odd aspect of this is that more than a few separated couples who are trying to rebuild their lives end up back together at the insistence of the wife.
You see the woman will of course spill the beans to her girlfriends and it will arouse a lot of hilarity but also some serious comments about wow girl your husband was willing for you to have your cake and eat it.
After a short time, the ex-wife will fuck her first post marriage lovers and rediscover how great sex is not the pathetic fumbling’s and labia nudging her husband could only attain with her.
It’s with all these strange pressures, comments, suggestions and not a little exploration by her on the subject of the sissy cuckold that the ex-wife starts to look at the whole thing in a different manner.
She sure misses the fiscal security her husband afforded her and the fact that without knowing why she recalls that she wore the trousers in their marriage anyway with her husband doting and adoring and doing anything she said.
Quickly then she will start to wonder wat it would have been like to openly have lovers while she and her husband were together and if he would have been able to cope with her infidelity like he stated when he confessed to wanting to be a sissy cuckold as the fantast would be nothing like the reality.
What also catches her imagination is how these cuckoldress wives she has read about utterly swamp the marriage and the feminized husband is locked in chastity and used as a maid, slave and general dogs body
That the Cuckoldress wife can use and abuse to her hearts content.
If the separated pair are still on good terms the now mostly crossdressing husband in his new accommodation will notice an up tick in visits from his ex and see’s that she is getting comfortable around his new female persona and how in command she appears to be and not only that she will let it be known that she has a whole new sex life which of course as painful as it is for the dumped husband he is finding as a feminized sissy cuckold that it’s so exciting.
By this time it will most likely be the wife that says she wants to give their marriage another go with strict new rules that as a Cuckoldress wife she can say and do anything she wants and this total turn round of the wife captivates the desperately in love feminize sissy cuckold husband and soon they are together again as a married couple living the correct lifestyle for them.

SISSY CUCKOLD 1063.
As a feminized sissy cuckold there are certain things you cannot hide and will be seen by people such as Doctor’s and nurses and of course this leads to a certain amount of humiliation specially at first, mind you its already started when you arrive at the clinic or Hospital dressed as a woman but then the exposure starts and for me that has meant seeing my piercings or chastity device something that always raises a question or two, then there is my tattoo which states on my groin just above my sissy clit exactly what I am and that always raises a smile or a cheeky comment.
Then of course there has been examinations with my Female GP and some other doctors at times checking my prostate gland, my lady GP certainly put the boot in one time as she was checking my sissy bud and as she did so she was talking through her findings and mentioned as I went red faced that my sphincter appeared very loose!
I know that she was referring to the fact she knew I was having very large things inserted into my sissy pussy without actually saying it.

Sometimes I wish I could just have an ordinary weekend like most people. As usual I was cleaning Mothers house for her yesterday and Lois called me, somewhat frantic as she had woken up in s strange bed next to a complete stranger and being pissed the night before had no idea how she got there. I asked her what she wanted me to do about it? She said collect me of course. I reminded her that it hadn't happened by itself and she should at least wake her lover up and say good morning. She got angry with me and hung up. A couple of hours later she called again, to say she had taken advantage of his morning wood and they'd swapped numbers, so now I could could collect her. I don't think I'll ever understand Lois

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1062.
If you end up as a dumped and divorced feminized sissy cuckold you will note many things after you get over your utter emotional devastation at losing your cuckoldress.
One of the first things is that you have trouble masturbating like a normal guy and will quickly switch to rubbing your sissy clit and soon come to get most of your sissygasms anally via sex toys or any other cock shaped implement and for many who have been under the heel of a cuckoldress for a long time they even struggle to get an erection and remain pathetically floppy during any sex act it is involved with, not saying they are not aroused as they are its just the sissy cuckold has been berated about hard so often it becomes impossible.
Then there is the joke of the dumped and divorced feminized sissy cuckold trying to con a female into having sex which almost always collapses into a diabolical mess and waste of time (just think of the emotional harm a pathetic sissy cuckold can inflict on a woman with its joke of a penis and love making abilities)
And because a dumped and divorced sissy cuckold is so worthless and pathetic and its needs are overwhelming it soon slides into bisexual acts with other sissies and transvestites to get the sperm it needs and eventually all morals are swept aside as the sissy cuckold in a frenzy will abase itself and engage in outright homosexuality with any male that wants to dump a load.