SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 719.
Speak of the devil as the saying goes when I got in late this afternoon I saw that there had been a call from my second ex wife and Cuckoldress Tania so still being in awe and sissy cuckold in love with her I phoned back.
The meat of the conversation is very private so I will not go into it here but the other part once business was done was so hot and had me aching and grovelling?
The previous evening still being a busy escort Tania had serviced a local stag party and had fucked and sucked her way through eleven guys finally rolling home at three in the morning she stated that she really could have done with me there as she had spunk leaking out of every hole.
And on top of that by the time I had called her she had done three more clients that day.
Oh boy did she laugh her stockings off when I made a strangled sort of sound down the phone as I had a sissy accident in my silky black panties!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 718.
What an awful conundrum a Feminized Sissy Cuckold gets itself into!
Coming to understand that you want to be one does not mean that you are gay in fact most feminized sissy cuckolds start of being pretty much heterosexual (we'll accept the licking sperm out of the wife as not quite queer?)
But it then comes apparent that the Cuckoldress wife will start to demand that her feminized sissy cuckold do certain duties that push the sissy cuckold over the line of heterosexuality into Bi-sexuality, sucking the boyfriends cocks clean is usually the first thing and then fluffing cocks hard for her this includes when she is entertaining more than one man and sissy cuckolds mouth can be used to orally stimulate a spend cock back to hardness for the wife while she is busy getting all her holes fucked by other men.
Once sissy cuckold is doing this sort of thing even though its still terrified and fearful of doing homosexual things it is the wife that pushes things further as most cuckoldresses in the end want to see the entertainment of watching their Feminized sissy cuckold getting fucked by men.
And so it starts under the gleeful eyes of the wife as some gays she knows gladly introduce you into taking cock in every hole.
Your world is shattered when that first queer cock entered your sissy pussy and it hurts as is normal and you are ashamed of yourself and disgusted as you try to act like your enjoying it under orders from your wife but still you cry tears as your anal virginity is taken hating every moment of the defilement.
Then against your so called mind your body betrays you as instead of pain in the ass you start to feel a wicked heat gathering inside you where the cock is pumping in and out and without being able to stop yourself you start humping your ass back on that gay dick as uncontrollable pleasure sweeps through you and the only pain your feeling is from your chastity device crushing every pathetic attempt by your little penis to erect.
I can remember to this day the first time I was fucked by a homosexual male in front of my wife and all the above happened I I was sobbing in every emotion as I had a sissygasm despite the chastity device just before the guy spunked in my ass!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 717.
As a Feminized sissy cuckold you will have to learn to accept and eventually embrace so many levels of sissy cuckold angst, termoil and feelings.
Take for example the nights you are left at home whilst your Cuckoldress is out having sex! this could be anywhere with anyone or more than just one anyone you just do not know till she informs you, nights in for the feminized sissy cuckold are pure torture as on top of having to toil away with the tasks your Cuckoldress has set you your mind is in overdrive going through every scenario possible as to what she is up to and it will leave you drained and exhausted by the time she totters through the front door in her high heels.
Then there are the times she leaves you home but informs you she is bringing back her latest's flame, the evening you have is in frenzied fearful anticipation as your going to meet the man she is fucking? (what a shock you get when she brings home more than one!) when she does get home you've made yourself up as pretty as can be and meekly welcome him.
Your fervent hope right now if that your wife will let you watch? but that is not always the case as cruelly she will at times banish you to your little sissy room where in sissy cuckold anguish and excitement you'll just have to listen to the sounds of your wife and her man fucking all night!
But the big prize is the nights you are with them and have to watch the sex they have every sordid wild second! seeing what a real man or men and a real cock or cocks can do to your wife and just how much it is she that is taking what she wants acting like a harlot fucking and sucking every hard cock on offer grabbing every slut like orgasm she knows she deserves as a Cuckoldress wife and thus utterly fulfilling your feminized sissy cuckold needs totally!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 716.
As a Feminized sissy cuckold you come up against things for the first time that really shock you?
One that really got me because it also turned out to be super kinky and now I crave it is the prolapsed anus.
I got my first one off of Tania my second Cuckoldress after she had been indulging in a session with seven very well hung guys from the Caribbean who all took advantage of all her holes ending up with three or more cum shots each.
Their large black cocks certainly had done the business in her ass as afterwards when we were alone she came over to me ordering me to lay on the floor and she then stood over my head spunk already dripping down onto my face.
Tania then squatted brining her asshole down to where my mouth was under her but as she did so the sheer stretching and pounding her anus had taken made it prolapse and her anal meat shot out hanging obscenely out of her body a volume of spunk shooting out into my open waiting mouth.
Tania of course felt what had happened and purred at me to suck the dirty anal meat drawing the guys sperm out and the runny shit that was coming from her bowels and keep sucking gently till her prolapse retracted which it did after a few minutes of my taking her anal meat into my worshipping mouth.
Yes utterly kinky and abasing for the feminized sissy cuckold but what better service can you give your Cuckoldress after she has has fulfilling anal sex with real men!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 715.
With my elderly Cuckoldress Rose today who at eighty two has really become a very naughty woman since I met her six years ago who shy and conservative at the start unsure about who and why I was has really let herself explore the many things that she thought about in her life and the things she and me have talked about!
Rose's prize possession these days is a gigantic strap on dildo that she loves to assault me with both orally and anally when I am over at her home doing French maids work.
She also loves getting herself ready for when she orders me over to visit her and a few days prior she ceases to wash or wipe so she is in a deplorable state for me to go down on her pussy and anus to clean her up!
Rose also loves me worshipping her old boney nylon clad feet and toes something that gets her old pussy wet and really relaxes her!
Of course as a Feminized Sissy Cuckold French maid I have to supply Rose perfection with all the work I do at her house and on her or she does punish me and although shy at first about doing this the more she has dished out the chastisement the more brutal she has become moving on from spankings to the use of implements designed for beatings and whippings.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 714.
As a Feminized Sissy Cuckold just take a moment as you toil away doing one of the multitude of tasks your Cuckoldress wife sets you to do a day about what clearly is for us Feminized Sissy Cuckold and enigma!
Can you recall when the real you was hidden and you were just Mr Boring husband that if you really wanted misery, nagging, even threats of death all you had to do was get that look in your eye and be caught taking a sneaky peek at your wife's bottom?
The reaction even a glance at her fully clad rear end got was so nasty and violent that you feared for your very safety and as for touching it forget it? recall her words "Your a pervert! disgusting I am your wife, what sort of woman do you think I am? only slut's whore's and trollops do that sort of aberration! you make me sick!"
Then comes the day the truth about the real you comes out! maybe she has had an affair and it's been exposed and in this unsteady time you have told her your deepest needs and desires or she has caught you out dressing up and fiddling with yourself over the type of porn you love to fuel your sick needs!
All this exposure is shocking enough to you! you fear for everything thinking your marriage is going to implode your literally shitting yourself as you inch through the cold shoulder period that she enforces wanting to think about your revelations?
Then the real shocks start and also maybe for the first time in your miserable pathetic little life some hope that maybe you married the right woman and that love you have for her increases to heights never known as she decides to give your marriage a chance with her becoming this Cuckoldress Goddess you have told her about?
You probably think that emotionally your through the worst of the turmoil and shocks you've had but here I warn you that you had better think again and steel yourself because one thing is for certain you'll see changes in your wife you never thought would happen even if she did become a Cuckoldress!
Obviously her new status mean's seeing her true self for the first time and your dream's are filled to more than you could ever hoped for as she gears herself up to get herself a boyfriend with the new outfits, heels and lingerie and the way she has glamourized herself daily (all at your expense I might add) to attract potential men.
And then the frenzied Feminized Sissy Cuckold heart palpitating pleasures and insecurities as she gets her first date and both of your first steps into your new reality?
And the shocks keep coming as soon you are brazenly told by your wife that she has gone and got herself a black boyfriend a subject that had up till now always been a taboo subject that would make her nose wrinkle in so called disgust that it was just not right although she thought various black film stars were delicious and hunky?
But the real earth shattering emotional shock is now to be foisted upon you? one that is so hurtful and damaging that the emotional pain of it transforms into a physical ache like you've never encountered before as on return late on evening or early the next morning she instructs you to clean her creampie pussy and when you dutifully go down on her you are faced with the undeniable fact that she has had anal sex!
All the frustrated years of denial and terror she instilled in you about back door sex and her thoughts and feelings about it have been swept aside as she literally and factually slaps you round the face with her gaping sperm leaking red fucked swollen asshole.
And you weep as she explains to you she loves anal sex with her black boyfriend and she had done it like that on her first proper date with him as he is a real man and your wife wanted to give all of herself to him and she loves the feel of him in her ass fucking her hard and ejaculating into her bowels and how she climaxes violently and hard on his cock the hard ass fucking she gets making her squirt in abandon!
And lastly as she has with this act destroyed what little is left of your masculinity she lovingly teases you that at least now you'll also be able to touch her bottom because Anal Creampies will be a massive part of your future as will keeping her licked clean prior to dates making sure she is not dirty back there for her boyfriends!
And as you look deeply into each others eyes as she informs you of all this soul changing news of her being a all holes Cuckoldress both of you know that the spectre of you also becoming her Feminized Sissy Cuckold toilet also raises it's fearsome head!