SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1085.
As a feminized sissy cuckold I have grown up to have a major need that is uncontrollable and that is my collection of sex toys which just keeps growing and growing
I have so many vibrators, dildo’s and dongs that I could use a different once each day for the best part of a full year.
I have all sized from small upwards to real sissy pussy obliterators that I struggle to get even half inside of me, but it’s called work in progress.
Then there is my array of chastity devices, anal stretchers and penile punishment toys a frightening collection to punish my degenerate masturbation needs.
These days I am such a pathetic feminized sissy cuckold that I never touch my actual sissy clit to reach sissygasm that naughty release is only obtained by anal penetration.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1084.
Many feminized sissy cuckolds get a rude awakening when their wife becomes a cuckoldress, they seem to think that they will still have a say in their marriage and the rules of the new situation.
But a word to the wise as the old saying goes, when a wife becomes a cuckoldress she soon learns what absolute power she now holds and any thought or weakness in sharing a decision with her feminized sissy cuckold husband is cast aside.
Let’s face it why on earth should she even think about asking her sissy cuckold for an opinion when it is her that has become the goddess and can do as she likes with her sissy cuckold husband reduced to what basically is a maid or slave.
Why should your wife worry if who she chooses to fuck is a man that her husband is scared of or does not like, in fact that’s all the more reason that the wife is going to fuck the man and rub her sissy cuckold husbands face in it.
Just accept when you become your wife’s feminized sissy cuckold that it is a total transfer of power in your marriage and you will have to endure whatever she wants to inflict on you a woman’s prerogative and all that as the saying goes.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1083.
After Tania my second wife the Cuckoldress/Mistress and escort dumped and divorced me I went through a tough period trying to cope living in the sissy cuckold hovel as she sweetly called it.
One of my first forays out into the world again was to attend a sex party and at this gathering I ended up retrained in a stock like set up and over the period of incarceration nine men fucked my sissy pussy hard and filled me up with their pervert sperm.
Driving home that night was a nightmare as on the way I had been screwed so hard and was so sloppy that my bowels evacuated and I shit myself in the car, so I was in a terrible state when I got home.
Of course, the following day I confessed all this to Tania the next day when she phoned me up over some matter or another and I had to listen to her laugh her stockings off over the telephone and come out with a string of the nastiest verbal humiliations to wound me further.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1082.
I knew early on that I was not going to be normal in society’s sense of the word.
I think the moment when I was in a pair of my mother’s dirty worn tights sniffing and licking the gusset of her dirty worn panties and I ejaculated without touching myself was my downfall.
The spurting I had at that moment out of my tiny little erection, and I already viewed it as small was so intense and earth shattering the nylon encasing my smooth hairless little sissy ovaries and turgid little sissy clit, bottom and legs heightening my first ever proper ejaculation to untold intensity thus trapping me forever.
Of course, being in tights and licking and sniffing panties made me feel ashamed as they were my mothers and secondly the fear of being caught because what I was doing was so naughty, sinful and nasty.
And of course, I retained those fears and ever-growing fetishes taking more and more risks because I was unable to stop myself until my mother calmly ousted me.
Thankfully because of her attitude regarding me dressing up I was able to under her allowance to wear her discarded hosiery, panties and then other female apparel and make up.
Her view’s on my sexual outlet’s was another matter altogether and over time she instilled in me that my masturbation was nasty, uncalled for because my clit was to small and re-enforced the shame I already felt and I dare not play with myself unless I has a sort of quasi order from her such as she would throw a pair of her dirty knickers at me.
Pantie relief was to become magical as it was made quite plain that if I did my mess on the gusset of the thrown item I was expected to lick the material clean and to prove I had done this I was to show her afterwards before washing the item.
Or snap that she was sick of seeing my little clit sticking up and I was to go and sort myself out making sure I squirted where waste and shit always goes, down the toilet.
So, as you can imagine even before I stepped into the world of the feminized sissy cuckold I had all the learned traits of shame and humiliation and illicit thrills in being made to do sexy sinful stuff.