SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 879.
One of the most difficult things for the new Feminized sissy cuckold is the transition from being a fantasy-based sissy into magazine’s, internet porn and sneaky dressing up and living in hope!
Up till you find your wife fucking other men of catching you out and deciding that the Cuckoldress status is for her you deal only with your all-powerful sexual urges’ kinks and perversions.
But when you step over the line into the real world not only do you have to cope with all of the above, but you also now have to deal with raw emotions.
Do not forget you’ve been brought up in a world where what you are is utterly shameful and you have been conditioned to be a man and act as one even if from an early age you knew you were a failure and the women in your life reenforced that if a significant woman like you Mother or Aunt caught you out dressing up and caught sight of your shockingly small manhood.
Now with your wife cuckolding you, you are going to have to cope with a roller coaster of feelings and emotions that in many cases will utterly crush you as you come to terms with being what you’ve dreamed of for so long.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 878.
If you worry as a Feminized sissy cuckold that your wife even though she has decided to give the lifestyle a go had never shown any interest in black men, you need to rest easy.
Over the years I have talked to quite a few black guys involved with my wives and other females I have had relationships with and all of them confidently state that they can literally sniff out white married women out for a good time.
And more often than not they can see all the signs of a married white Cuckoldress, of course even though they seem to understand what the lady is it’s of course hard for them to know what type of husband he will be dealing with.
Luckily once the chat up starts and the woman finds that the guy is cool with her Cuckoldress status she will fill in the blanks about her husband and all of the black men I have spoken to tell of the relish to be with a woman who has feminized her hubby and has him locked in chastity.

No, it's not me.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 877.
Can you remember when you were growing up the humiliation and shame you felt seeing that you were not developing like your peers.
Shower time after sports was traumatic seeing lads getting hairy and their manhood’s getting large and, in some cases, very large while like my own remained small and insignificant and no sign of any pubic hair growth.
Then there was the guilty knowledge that like me you were already dressing up in lingerie, hosiery and the rest of to look like a woman.
So, way before you even heard of the words Feminized Sissy Cuckold you were already coming to understand the truth that as a guy you were a failure with no hope of any normal relationship.
Then the exciting and horrific moment you actually got involved with a girl and that turned out to be a nightmare when she saw your little penis and from the moment, she dumps you everyone knew that you were a Dud to be teased and be denied.
For so many of us as a developing feminized sissy cuckold out only recourse to being with a woman is if we were exposed and used by older more experienced women who already understood how handy a dud like you can be and thus you start to discover what a feminized sissy cuckold is and can do.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 876.
Took some photo’s yesterday that disintegrated into a sissy fucking with some of my very large dildo’s, there of course was some pain actually inserting some of them but quickly my slutty sissy pussy loosened up and gobbled up the long thick rubber cocks.
It took an hour grinding and riding hard with lots of lubrication before on came a god almighty sissygasm that dribbled out all over the place utterly draining my little sissy ovary that went as hard as a little peanut as my sissy mess flobbed out.
I was utterly exhausted afterwards, my lingerie wet with sweat, my stocking clad legs shaking in relief.
Of course, today the delightful throb of an abused sissy pussy is my constant companion.

SISSY CUCKOLD FUTURE 875.
Putting black men aside as they are equipped and confident to handle women there needs to be a look at your average white guy these days who find it increasingly difficult to get a girlfriend let alone get his leg over an god forbid any of his sexual likes being fulfilled such as the woman in Stockings and Lingerie or doing anything even slightly out of the ordinary.
Many people of course blame the internet and porn but personally I do not sign up to this as Porn is there, and men turn to it in time of need as the real thing is not available.
Yes, over time men can then get addicted to porn but let’s face it all guys into porn search what turns them on so ultimately, they are only releasing what they have always desired in the first place.
Now for your average white guy Porn is all well and good but at some point, he wants actual human contact, and this is where these days the Feminized sissy cuckold, sissy, transvestite or whatever combination you call the likes of us come into play.
It’s been building a while as even a decade ago my ex-wife Tania would reject a suitor white guy because he was under endowed and so on, but she would tell him that I her feminized sissy cuckold was available for use, and many took her up on that offer.
Of course, now guys actively look to us for a sexual outlet and for many different reasons firstly the Feminized Sissy Cuckold or other type of cross dresser always dresses to please and we never say no as that word has been literally beaten out of us and of course there is no perversity a man wants that we will not undergo for them.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 874.
Is it possible for a Cuckoldress to realistically have more than one Feminized sissy cuckold in service to her? Let’s face it the basis of our kink is that a wife cuckolds her husband.
But I do believe there needs to be some wider thinking on the subject, how many times do you read in the Newspapers about some guy who turns out to be a bigamist and gets away with multiple wives for many years.
We may all shake our heads and wonder how he got away with it for so long let alone how he afforded it and divided up his time? In many ways our hands rustling the newspaper have some sort of perverse regard for the cheeky chappie for having the balls to carry his game off.
So, if men do the bigamist thing why is it such a leap of the imagination that women do it as well and let’s face it in many ways women can carry the game off far easier than a man can.
I fact a Cuckoldress wife is perfectly placed to be able have as many feminized sissy cuckold husbands as she wants to feather her lifestyle.
When I was married to Tania my Cuckoldress and Dominatrix although I was the main Feminized sissy cuckold she gathered around herself a staff if that’s what you’d call it of different sissies that did things for her such as the hosiery slave who supplied all her nylons, a shoe slave, a sex toy cleaner, three toilet sissies, two more Sissy French maids to add to my daily efforts at keeping the homestead clean and Ruth a sissy cuckold who also got to be involved in keeping Tania clean as she liked after a good seeing to one of us licking her pussy out the other on her asshole at the same time!
So in a way Tania was almost a female version of a bigamist as a Cuckoldress the only thing missing being the legal wedding certificate and I do think in the future this might well be waived aside allowing persons to have more than one spouse it’s practical and logical when you sit and think about it!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 873.
Some say it takes a special type of woman to become a Cuckoldress wife but in my opinion that is not necessarily the case, over the years I have met ladies that have told me that being a Cuckoldress had been the last thing on their minds and it seemed to them that they sort of stumbled into the lifestyle and grew to love and excel in it.
What they all do say is that the hardest part was actually becoming mean and bitchy to their husband even if he was now exposed as a feminized sissy cuckold, the change from the man they knew to some simpering submissive maid really fucked their brains up at first.
Asking what helped them come to be able to cope with the massive changes in their lives all came down on the side of having a boyfriend that brought not only great sex but let their femininity bloom and supported her by listening to her as she related what her husband wanted and talked making the whole thing a normal process as she became a real woman.
From then on, the wife would start her march towards total domination over her now sissy cuckold husband and all of them relate that although the love for the husband does not die it changes to accommodate both their needs in the marriage!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 872.
As a Feminized sissy cuckold how did you feel when you found out or were informed that your wife was telling other people mostly her tongue wagging girlfriends that you were locked in chastity, feminized and her sissy cuckold.
Over the years with different women, I have gone through this and its scary but exhilarating all at the same time to know that what they saw of you to what they now know and see are worlds apart.
The look you get when they first see you is awesome and so humiliating, never once was I exposed to a friend of the Cuckoldress that jumped up saying how sick it was and ending the friendship with the Cuckoldress, even if not into the scene they were all relaxed and thought it a right giggle seeing me mince about serving them.
Most though were rabid for information green with envy probing with lots of questions that brought red cheeked shame to myself as my Cuckoldress insisted I answer all questions.
Just pause and think about how degrading it is to reply that yes you understand and accept your penis is tiny and your wife needs men with a cock and that your happy to lick her clean after sex as you know your place in your marriage.
With Cuckoldress wives these days being more and more open about their lifestyles I am sure it gives lots of other women the boost to start down their own path with their own husbands.