SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1089.
I think for many feminized sissy cuckolds the most devastating but exciting words they ever heard or are likely to hear was when their mother made disparaging remarks about their tiny little penis.
I know it was for me one who was already being sneaky putting on her worn hosiery and sniffing and licking her dirty panties knowing even then that there was something different about me.
So that night when my little penis erected against the sole of her nylon clad foot and she sneeringly looked at it and called it nothing important I swooned and had trouble not to squirt.
After that belittling remarks to me about my sissy clit size or telling other people what I lacked was commonplace and always ensured I had acute embarrassment and humiliation and instilled a deep, deep sense of shame about my penis something that all feminized sissy cuckolds have for the rest of their days.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1088.
When you become a proper feminized sissy cuckold and you witness the woman you love and adore have sex with another man what hits you most is the emotional shock it’s like a punch in the gut, you feel dizzy, sick and most of all so sexually aroused you think you are losing your so called mind sitting there dressed as a sissy pansy maybe in chastity maybe tied up whatever your wife has chosen for you.
And there she is with a real man one with a cock that puts your little sissy clit to absolute shame and the way she reacts to what he is doing to her and what she does to him that she never did with you shows you the real side of her that you were not man enough to being out in her.
The slutty way she talks to him as he caresses and kisses her, her mouth seeking his cock, balls and even his asshole as she stimulates him to a massive erection all the while becoming ultra aroused herself until she is pleading with him to fuck her and she will let him have her in multiple positions for the deepest penetration possible and you will hear how wet and sloppy she is in her excitement as his huge cocks slams in and out of her bringing her to an orgasm and then more like you were never able to bring her to.
It’s also shameful that when you and your wife had bedroom time the whole thing was over in a matter of minutes but with a real man you as a feminized sissy cuckold sat tied to the chair have to watch hour after hour of a stud and your wife fuck as she takes him orally, with her wanton cunt and shockingly on her insistence in her ass the no go area for you that brought fearful moods out of her if you even looked at her bottom.
By the time they lay back exhausted and sweat covered from their copulations you will also be exhausted as the sissy cuckold frenzy will had tired you out, you may even have had a sissygasm just from watching which you’ll come to learn is the holy grail where feminized sissy cuckolds are concerned.
In the frenzy you are now in it’s easy for your wife now to make you lick and clean her fucked and spunk dripping cunt and asshole and even suck her studs sticky slick cock clean so he starts to get ready to fuck her again, by this time you will be utterly crushed and accepting that this is the real you as you’ll never feel such a sissy cuckold sexual high like you have just been through.
And surprisingly enough after speaking to so many Cuckoldress wives over the years it’s that first time with sissy cuckold watching rapt in love and suffering and the attention from a real man that really sells the Cuckoldress lifestyle to a wife.

Time for my daily hysteria treatment =P

Sorta back after awhile. Had a sugar daddy that didnt want me here.

It's just too hot to keep my clothes on....

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1087.
As a feminized sissy cuckold I still crave and shudder with the memory of one certain night with my ex-wife Tania the dominatrix/Cuckoldress and escort it was a Friday evening the night she would go out with her girlfriend Priddy to a local divorced and separated night disco and stuff.
For that night out Tania wore a white and black polka dot flared skaters dress and underneath just a sheer black nylon and lace bra, sheer lace top black sheer hold up stockings and strappy high heels and absolutely no panties leaving her smooth shaven pussy to the air and anyone who got a flash.
I was left at home doing my maids work from the long list of tasks I had to do that evening while Tania was out.
Tania returned about two and I was kneeling on my stocking clad knees in the kitchen to await her arrival which I observed on the driveway CCTV when Priddy dropped her off.
Along with Tania when she entered the kitchen came the aroma of alcohol, sweated perfume, cigarettes and sex.
As was the rule in our household I bent forward and kissed her high heeled feet by way of welcome only to receive the order to lay on my back with mouth open.
Thus, prone on my back my orifice open Tania stood over me allowing me to see up her sexy black stockinged legs up to her bottom and pussy a drip of what could only be sperm hit me on the face.
Tania now slowly squatted down revealing to me that both her pussy and anus had been ravaged by cock and both were in a sloppy sticky state the stench of fuck really powerful making my little sissy clit smash against the flat plate of my chastity device.
Tania decided to being her sphincter to my mouth first and as soon as she was in range balancing on her high heels my tongue lashed out over her loose distended sphincter that let out a trickle of very musky murky brown colored sperm that I lapped away at and swallowed down groaning in a sissy cuckold frenzy.
I gasped when suddenly Tania’s sphincter expanded and a stool of sperm coated shit oozed out and filled my mouth with Tania snapping “Eat it sissy cuckold!”
I could not help myself and swallowed everything that slid out of her bowels that night and disgraced myself even further in front of her as pain crushed as my sissy clit was by the chastity I had a dirty sissy accident and a sissygasm seeped out through the vent holes on the chastity device.
Once Tania had finished she had me lick her anus clean using my tongue as toilet paper.
Tania was actually rather pleased with my reaction to eating her shit saying that it was right and proper I worshipped everything out of her.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1086.
I am sure all you feminized sissy cuckolds out there are like me in respect of the smell of a woman after she has had sex.
The aroma’s that emanate from her body are an elixir for the feminized sissy cuckold especially if they are pouring out of the woman you love and adore your wife and she has been helped into the state she is in by her boyfriend.
The combined aromata of hot slick used fucked spunky and cunt cream pussy and spermy musky fecal aroma out of her bowels will drive the sissy cuckold to insanity
The smell of them mixed in together is one of the most potent scents for the feminized sissy cuckold and in unlocked up sissy cuckolds will cause and immediate little sissy erection and in extreme cases a sissy squirt accident.
All this before the order comes from the cuckoldress to lick up the fuck slime from out of her body.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1085.
As a feminized sissy cuckold I have grown up to have a major need that is uncontrollable and that is my collection of sex toys which just keeps growing and growing
I have so many vibrators, dildo’s and dongs that I could use a different once each day for the best part of a full year.
I have all sized from small upwards to real sissy pussy obliterators that I struggle to get even half inside of me, but it’s called work in progress.
Then there is my array of chastity devices, anal stretchers and penile punishment toys a frightening collection to punish my degenerate masturbation needs.
These days I am such a pathetic feminized sissy cuckold that I never touch my actual sissy clit to reach sissygasm that naughty release is only obtained by anal penetration.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1084.
Many feminized sissy cuckolds get a rude awakening when their wife becomes a cuckoldress, they seem to think that they will still have a say in their marriage and the rules of the new situation.
But a word to the wise as the old saying goes, when a wife becomes a cuckoldress she soon learns what absolute power she now holds and any thought or weakness in sharing a decision with her feminized sissy cuckold husband is cast aside.
Let’s face it why on earth should she even think about asking her sissy cuckold for an opinion when it is her that has become the goddess and can do as she likes with her sissy cuckold husband reduced to what basically is a maid or slave.
Why should your wife worry if who she chooses to fuck is a man that her husband is scared of or does not like, in fact that’s all the more reason that the wife is going to fuck the man and rub her sissy cuckold husbands face in it.
Just accept when you become your wife’s feminized sissy cuckold that it is a total transfer of power in your marriage and you will have to endure whatever she wants to inflict on you a woman’s prerogative and all that as the saying goes.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1083.
After Tania my second wife the Cuckoldress/Mistress and escort dumped and divorced me I went through a tough period trying to cope living in the sissy cuckold hovel as she sweetly called it.
One of my first forays out into the world again was to attend a sex party and at this gathering I ended up retrained in a stock like set up and over the period of incarceration nine men fucked my sissy pussy hard and filled me up with their pervert sperm.
Driving home that night was a nightmare as on the way I had been screwed so hard and was so sloppy that my bowels evacuated and I shit myself in the car, so I was in a terrible state when I got home.
Of course, the following day I confessed all this to Tania the next day when she phoned me up over some matter or another and I had to listen to her laugh her stockings off over the telephone and come out with a string of the nastiest verbal humiliations to wound me further.