Some things have been bothering me, so I wanted to explain and maybe get some responese from people.
I started with my present mistress by using her services as a escort. She was 23 and I was in my 50's. It was a good relationship. We eventually became friends. I had some prostrate surgery and it became difficult to fuck. She didn't like this. She said she no longer wanted to have sexual relations with me because I couldn't satisfy her and I was becoming unattractive. She said that I could still give her money and be her friend.
Because she was so pretty and sexy, I agreed. I was allowed to dress her for her "dates" and i could stay in an adjacent room and listen. I was also allowed to "clean" her up.She also wanted me to also clean up her apartment and do her chores. She didn't want me to try to have sex with other escorts and said that she would even dictate when I could masturbate.
She has lots of Rw boyfriends and she sends me pictures during her sexual encounters. I enjoy this somewhat but I am now feeling bad about myself. Sometimes, she's very affectionate and we hold each other, but she has a mean streak. I've developed a taste for her various boyfriends/client's cum, but is that what i want for the rest of my life?
I was suppossed to go over to my mistress' apartment to do some clean-up work. My mistress is also an escort so she told me she was seeing a client at 12:30 and I could come over at 1:30. She texted me that she was done at 1:15. I walked in the apartment and she was still naked from the appointment. She said that she still had come on her lips. "Kiss me," she said. I kissed her and tasted the cum which was still wet. She laughed. She laid on the bed and spread her legs. " Lick me. I haven't washed up yet. I did so, very gratefully and I could taste the funk of her lover.
I'm not allowed to fuck her anymore. She told me to get busy cleaning the apartment while she got cleaned up and dressed. I did my duties with a hard-on that wasn't relieved.
