Many years ago on New
Year's Eve I went to a crazy house party. We were youngsters, teenage
boys and girls, booze and drugs. I passed out at some point.
When I woke the next
year with a heavy head, I found I was lying on a bathroom floor, next
to the toilet. Sleeping next to me was a cute girl, semi-dressed and
wearing long black velvet gloves. I had no recollection of how I'd
ended up there or how she had either. But as she looked so cute, I
cuddled up to her, kissed her as she woke and we had sex.
It was only then that
memories of her sucking my cock the previous night with those
beautiful opera gloves on came back to me. She'd had me up against
the bathroom mirror, as I recalled.
I met her by chance
again recently. She seemed surprised that I remembered the gloves in
detail and yet not the rest of the night at all.
A few people have asked me about the feminine masks I use in my
photos. I've always liked masks. The allure of what's potentially
hidden beaneath is half the attraction for me.
When it came
to making photos for ImageFap, I wanted to hide my normal face and to
potray feminine characters in costume that I found arousing. At first
I tried simply blocking out my facial features with blank nylons.
This left the figures quite unsympathitc from a viewer's perspective.
I looked at some
ghastly and pricey latex masks before finding the more affordable,
comfortable and individuly made lycra masks from Freak Face. They
cover the head and neck and have holes for the eyes only. You simply
send them a jpeg and they make you a mask of it. I've had a few from
them and been very happy so far.
A while back, a friend
of mine was dating a girl who always wore great boots. Yet, while I
worshipped them on her from afar, he didn't seem to notice them at all. He
liked her but they bickered and both had minor compaints about the other, which
seemed mostly justified at the time to be fair.
One day I was over at
their place with him when she was out.
“Look at this latest
waste of money she's bought!”, he said and opened up a shoe box
with the most gorgeous pair of high heeled purple suede boots I had
ever seen. My mind instantly imagined fucking her in them, her legs
spread wide.
When I snapped back out
of my daydream, he was still grumbling on about her. Some people
don't know what they've got it seems.
That day inspired me
many years later to buy myself a similar pair. He might have long
forgotten those boots but I never did.
Looking back on my
childhood I see now that I always had an SM streak. I was sexually
aroused by seeing women submitted to bondage.
There wasn't much
bondage on the black and white TV in my childhood but what there was
was often displayed in scenes of historical captial punishments.
Actresses playing Anne Boleyn, Marie Antoinette, Mata Hari or Lady
Jane Grey would reguarly be blindfolded and/or bound on our screens.
They'd wear wear sexy long dresses, fur collars or long velvet
cloaks. I could only imagine what kind of thigh high boots they wore
beneath.
Their executioners
would be masked men in the best BDSM style of the day with boots and
gloves and all in leather. There would be no terror, gore or snuff, I
don't like that kind of thing, just a flock of birds flying into the
distance at the final moment. The theatrics of the masked dominant
male towering over the submissive queen left me aroused, sticky and
confused me back then, though it's obvious now why such scenarios
gave me a juvenville hard on.
Help yourself if you want to caption, tribute or manip
any of my pics. A couple of people suggested ideas and I'd like to
see the results.
In fact, please caption
my pics! I'd really love to see your thoughts put into my head.
And tributes. You know,
it really tickles me when people tell me they've cum to my pics or
videos. I'm already cumming hard enough, the thought that you might
be too also intesifies my orgasm. I'd truly love to see you wank to
my images.
As you've seen from
all my images, I like manips. I like taking an image out of its
context into a purely abstract sexual fantasy world, no emotional
complexities, traffic jams or bills to pay just furs, gloves and
boots to think about. So feel free to move any of my images into any
scenarios that you see fit. Likewise I'm happy to manip your pics
into my fantasy world if they're suitable and with your permission.
Cum and join me there. I'm curious as to what we can come up with.
Just let me know where
you've reposted any images you've made, so I can enjoy and share them
too.
From an early age I
found the idea of a woman's eyes or face being covered highly
arousing. I hated playing blind man's buff or pin the tail on the
donkey in school as I'd get a little erection at the very idea of
myself or a girl being blindfolded. I'd also have to cover up my
little erecetion if a woman was kidnapped or blindfolded when we
wacthed TV as a family.
I was 18 years old when
me and a friend kind of accidentally went to the cinema to see '9 ½
Weeks' starring Mickey Rourke and Kim Bassinger. My little erection
caused all sorts of seat shuffling in a no doubt vain attempt to
disguise itself.
I think my friend and I
both left quite stunned. We never discussed it again.
But for the first time
in my life I had seen somebody else albeit on screen, think it normal
to blindfold their sexual partner. My early sexual preferences told
me that was the first thing to do to achieve dominance over your
willing partner. And now it wasn't just me who thought that way.
But how to approach the
subject?
As it turned out a
couple of years later, a girfriend sugested to me that we both
blindfold ourselves for fun one night. Of course I eargerly agreed
but out mutual blind fumbling became a hinderance and I sugested that
maybe I take my blindfold off and she keep hers on?
Then I saw her in all
her blindfolded beauty...
Since then, I have
blindfolded almost all my sexual partners at some point or another. I
would say that despite most of them never having tried it before
almost all loved it with perhaps only one or two not losing
themselves to the experience.
The frenulum, in case you didn't know (which I didn't
either until this episode) is the bit of skin connecting the head of
the penis to the foreskin in uncircumsisced men. The same word is
used to decribe the similar skin strip connecting the lower lip to
the jaw, the upper lip to the upper jaw and the tongue to the bottom
of your mouth. But here I'm just talking about my penis frenulum.
Like with many
uncircumcised men, mine was quite tight. It sometimes got painful
when my penis was very erect and during long sex sessions.
One night, I was lying
in bed listening to my flatmates arguing downstaris. I was kind of
playing with myself. Not having a full wank, but just touching
myself. I was very hard. My frenulum was straining.
I used to wear a silver
ring that went three quarters the way around my right hand middle
finger. I thought it looked cool.
Anyway, I was touching
myself in the darkness when suddenly my hand felt wet. Very wet. I
hadn't come and I hadn't weed myself or at least I hadn't felt myself
do either, so I was curious as to what it was.
I got out of bed and
turned on the main light. The first thing I noticed was that the
light switch was covered in blood!
As was my right hand.
And my crotch and down
my legs. And all over the sheets and floor. My cock was pissing
blood!
Aaaargh! Should I call
an ambulance? With my flatmates downstairs?
I decided to make a
dash for the bathroom across the hallway with a towel wrapped around
me. I sat in the bath and turned cold water on my penis. I gripped it
tight to try to make a tourniquet but that make the blood squirt
harder, like a water pistol. At least now I could see where the cut
was among the general gore. My frenulum had torn from top to bottom,
probably caught on my stupid silver ring.
The cold water
subsisded my erection and gradually with it, the blood flow. I
showered down the rest of my bloody body and the bath, the water in
which was now going a brownish shade.
I towelled down in
shock and cleaned the bath again. There was just a blob of blood on
my frenulum now, I just had to hope it scabbed over and that I didn't
bleed to death before morning.
I didn't sleep very
well that night.
It took a bit of time
to heal but when it did it was better than ever! I now have no
frenulum to speak of, no painful skin pulling my foreskin forwards. I
never saw its use anyway.
I was becoming aware of
my sexuality in the 1980s. Most boys in class fancied the pretty girls.
I liked the girls who wore fasionable new romantic suede ankle boots.
Girls with black boots were the best and those with a little heel
were my favourite. Neither their body shape nor their looks were
particularly important at that stage.
Eventually I dated a
girl who had a very nice pair of boots. Black suede, slightly heeled
and lined in a white chequered silky pattern inside. We kissed
passionately many times. But at other times, kissed in a listless
manner when she wore different footwear. Through teenage inability to
communicate my true desires much misundertsanding was probably placed
in both our minds. We drifted apart but I still think of her boots
sometimes.
Then in the late 1980s,
there came a fashion for thigh high high heeled boots, often of black
suede or leather. All the glam rock scene of the time embraced this
fashion as did I, quite literally sometimes.
In that time I dated or
had one night stands with some girls who had some amazing boots. I'd
usually try to have sex with them before they had a chance to take
their boots off. The worst bit would be if as soon as they got
through the door they kicked their boots off and said “my feet are
killing me in those things”. That'd kill my libido too.
One time I asked a girl
to put her boots back on during sex. She said “No, you put them on
if you want to”. I looked forlornly at them, she must have been a
size 5. I'd never have squeezed in sadly.
For my personal
perefences boots must have three of the following four qualties:
1 The boots should
be black
2 The boots should be suede
3 The boots should have
high heels
4 The boots should be thigh high
To miss any one of
the four qualties out is fine. But a score of ¾ must be maintained.
So a pair of purple, suede, high heeled, thigh high boots are
attractive, and a pair of black, suede, high heeled, ankle boots
would work but to miss two or three points is to lose my interest.
That's how fussy I am.
Then I met a girl and
told her about my boot fetish. She had a pair of black, suede, low
heeled, thigh high boots which scored ¾ and were thus acceptable to
me. She was quite happy to wear them in bed for me. So obviously we
moved in together and I bought her a sweet pair of 4/4 boots.
Sometimes we fucked both wearing boots, with her sat on my cock
facing the other way, so all each of us could see was the others
boots. That was pretty hot but eventually as things go, we split up,
she took the boots and another series of semi booted casual hook ups
occurred.
One girl bought herself
an incredible pair of ballet heeled, crotch high black suede boots,
that was like a 5/4! So I married her. Those boots pretty much glued
our mariage together for many years despite its otherwise obvious
flaws. Eventually we split again I lost the boots in the separation.
These days, I know
several girls with nice boots but I also have my own modest
collection, so I can never be heart broken at their loss again.
A few people on here
have messaged me with their fantasies and real life experiences. This
true story was so good, I asked permission to share it with you all.
This is from FurloverLars.
“When I was young I
could never imagine to have sex in any way with a Shemale. Later, due
to the internet I got more and more intrested in them until I finally
was brave (or drunk) enough to give it a try. She was a prostitute in
Hamburg in a huge Silverfox coat and I really enjoyed it.
I was like 22 or
something like that and had an argument with my that-time-girlfiriend
while we were partying. So we went separate ways for that evening and
I suddendly saw this silverfox whore. I knew she was a Trans and
payed her to give me a blowjob, mainly because of her furcoat. She
did not speak enough German, so communication wasn't easy, but I had
the feeling she really liked that I wanted her to keep the great coat
on while blowing me.
It was such a great
feeling, the fur on my naked tights, sitting on a chair. She was very
passionate and I was (thank god) drunk enough to stay that so I
didn't cum too quick. She made me more and more horny so I wanted to
see her ladycock. I told her so, but somehow she misunderstood me and
not only showed it to me but started kissing me with tounge. It was
strange, but still I could feel more of that fantastic fur. She lead
me to her bed, I fell on my back and she layed herself on me, kissing
me passionately again. I was so lost in my mind, no thoughts, just
pure horniness.
I felt her tounge, I
felt her silverfox all over me now, especially on my naked thighs
which, due to her little weight I opened more and more till I
suddenly felt a light pressure on my ass. And before I could realize
WHAT was pressuring me there she already was in me and started to
fuck me. We both used condoms from the beginning. And few seconds
later she came.
That was the only
strange moment, because her face became pretty "male" while
cumming. Still, she showed her cum in the condom and gave me her coat
which I put on. Then she sucked me till I came.
It was fantastic, it
was frightning. I had such a bad consience the next few days, fear of
diseases, of getting caught by my girlfriend. But still I could
never, ever forget that experience.”
I find it fascinating
reading other people's early crossdressing experiences and when they
first discovered the attraction. Mine seems quite tame compared to
others' I've read here on ImageFap.
I was always attracted
to fur and velvet, long skirts, boots and coats. Hats and gloves also
excited me. Overwear rather than underwear. But even then only
specific types, textures and colours. This was from my first
memories. In my first infants school, I remember a girl called Sophie
wore a black velvet skirt one day and had me fascinated. Other girls
wore fake fur coats in Winter. I was aroused by these thoughts long
before sexuality dawned on me.
Sometimes in my
childhood and early teens during a boring friends' or family dinner
I'd pretend to go to the toilet but actually sneak into their bedroom
wardrobes and put on a fur hat or coat for a second or two just to
feel it. Occasionally when neighbours were out I'd sneak into their
houses to try on their furs. At the time I found it very arousing
though I was too young to wank. But I was old enough to understand
how just embarrassing it would be if ever I was caught. After a near
miss, I made a promise to myself never to do that kind of thing
again.
In my twenties and
thirties, I'd occasionally put on my girlfriends' boots or a coat
when they were out and have a wank but not on a regular basis.
A couple of years back,
I got my own place and around that time I also got a cute but cheap
pair of black suede high heeled ankle boots from a second hand store.
Just to wank over every now and then. I didn't even look at the size.
I saw some guys had
posted photos of them wanking over boots like these before, so I
thought I'd take some like that too. At the time, I'd just bought a
toscana fur coat for a girlfriend's birthday (obviously hoping the
fuck her in it) and it was sitting in my cupboad since its delivery.
So I tired that on too. It felt good. Very good indeed. I had a wank
and took some photos.
This really did feel
good, so I did some online shopping and looked around more second
hand stores. I found what I thought we some really fabulously sexy
garments, coats, dresses, boots and masks. I even got some suede
fringed gloves custom made for me. It was all just purely to my
ideals and fetishes, which is why I'm always happy to read comments
from others who happen share the same desires. Along the way, I took
more photographs, worked on masking ideas and then blended in fantasy
backgrounds. Thank you for taking the time to look and more so to
those who comment when our crazy tastes co-incide.
Real life is sometimes
dull, Tsarista life is pure fantasy.
I started this page to
share images of my own sexual fantasy. In these first few months I've
received such generous comments and compliments from readers. The
thought of someobody else sharing in the enjoyment of my fantasy
world thrills me. Thank you all so much, please keep them coming,
they're my only reward and only desire here.
I think from a quick
browse of ImageFap we can see that we all have very different sexual
tastes in what we like to do and to view. Even within each niche is a
smaller sub-niche.
I started this profile
page to share what I like: fur, velvet, leather, suede; coats,
dresses, boots, hats and gloves. I like mild bondage, masks and
blindfolds especially. I'll go into my festishes in a later blog post
in more depth. I originally assumed that people coming to my page
liked the same and it seems they do but only generally.
I don't get many clicks
on my blindfolded pictures for example yet if I were visiting this
page for the first time as an outsider, those are probably the
pictures I'd go to straight away. I didn't think people really wanted
to see my cock but it seems from the comments and hit counters that
they do (and I'm very flattered about it too). I certainly didn't
think anyone wanted to see my dirty behind but I was wrong again.
I've recently uploaded a set where my behind has more clicks than any
other photo in the set.
This is all just
curious observation on my part. Just trying to guess how the myriad
of human sexuality fits together. The variety in our tastes and
habits is a truly beautiful thing.
Someone once suggested
I go to therapy to find the origins of and possibly cure my fetishes.
I was horrified. It sounded like being lobotomised. I'd hate to be
vanilla, what a dull life it appears to be.