Looking back on my childhood I see now that I always had an SM streak. I was sexually aroused by seeing women submitted to bondage.

There wasn't much bondage on the black and white TV in my childhood but what there was was often displayed in scenes of historical captial punishments. Actresses playing Anne Boleyn, Marie Antoinette, Mata Hari or Lady Jane Grey would reguarly be blindfolded and/or bound on our screens. They'd wear wear sexy long dresses, fur collars or long velvet cloaks. I could only imagine what kind of thigh high boots they wore beneath.

Their executioners would be masked men in the best BDSM style of the day with boots and gloves and all in leather. There would be no terror, gore or snuff, I don't like that kind of thing, just a flock of birds flying into the distance at the final moment. The theatrics of the masked dominant male towering over the submissive queen left me aroused, sticky and confused me back then, though it's obvious now why such scenarios gave me a juvenville hard on.