Anyway, the scenario takes place in a young man's apartment. I say apartment, as the floor plan is very similar to a typical rental. Both of us are sitting on a separate section of a tan L-shaped couch watching porn in t-shirts and "tighty whities". Obviously we're both turned on as a bulge has formed in our underwear, and it's "hard" for either one of us not to notice. This unnamed young man is a sexy looking fella in his late twenties, and I can see him eyeing my bulge with a gleam in his eye. He obviously saw me taking a peek as well, so he moves over to my end of the couch to gauge my reaction. Being the horny perv that I am, I slouch a bit so that I am in a slightly laid back position to better expose my bulge, basically inviting him to rub on it and play with it. He took advantage of the obvious invitation and began to rub my throbbing cock and kissing it through my underwear. I am so turned on that pre-cum was already moistening the white fabric, and it wasn't long be fore he freed my erection and began to lick my shaft before taking my head into his mouth. Soon he was giving the best blow job I ever had in my life. He was causing me to lift my ass up off the couch while I was running my fingers through his hair, begging for more. Right as I was about to cum, I stopped him, telling him it was his turn.

I lean over and begin rubbed his bulge, pulling his drawers back to expose a beautiful circumcised six inch erection. His pre-cum was already flowing out, and once exposed, it ran down his head dripping onto his shaft, so I lick it up with the tip of my tongue before taking him into my mouth. I slowly pulled my lips up and down his cock while I worked my tongue back and forth, messaging his throbbing rod as it slid up and down inside my mouth. More pre-cum came flowing out, and it tasted glorious as I savored every inch of his beautiful member. I could tell he was about to explode, so back off and asked if he wanted to go take a shower together. We were a bit musky, and if we were going to engage in any ass play, it was best to be freshly showered and clean.

Once the water was nice and steamy we both climbed in and began to rub our cocks together. It felt good feeling another mans dick rubbing up against my own. It was a much bigger turn on than I had thought it would be. We then lathered each other up and washed each other before I leaned him up against the shower wall so I could kneel down and wash his tight asshole. Once I rinsed it off, and since I was already down there, I started to lick his tight hole while I fondled his dangling balls. I worked the tip of my tongue around his starfish while he moaned in pleasure, begging me to fuck him, but I wanted to wait.

Once we were dried off, we headed back to the L-shapped couch where I pushed him into the corner that divides each section and began sucking his dick. He was thrusting upward, moaning with pleasure as I slurped on his rock hard rod. Once again his pre-cum was flowing and that's when he begged me to fuck him, so I worked my way down his shaft, kissing his cock and licking his balls before I readied his tight hole with the rim job to end all rim jobs. I had him begging me to fuck him as I was licking away and jerking his cock off. Finally I pulled back, lifted his legs up to better expose his tight asshole, and readied my cock. He was hot and moist, and ready for action. I grabbed my throbbing dick and slowly pushed into his tight steamy hole inch by inch, slowly fucking my way in until I was ball deep. Man, it was tight, but you could tell he was ready, so I began to pick up the pace little by little until we were full on fucking. He was pushing back and you could hear my balls slapping his flesh over an over again while he moaned with pleasure. I was at an angle where I could see my dick going in and out with my balls swing back and forth as his dick swayed from side to side. It was glorious, and when it was time, I pulled out and came all over his cock, moaning and gasping for breath.

The build up caused me to blow a huge load that covered his shaft and and dripped over his swollen head onto his smooth skin. I was in obvious ecstasy, proudly gazing at his cum covered dick, but it was time to return the favor. I bent over and ran my tongue up his shaft, taking my cum into my mouth along the way before swallowing his head. I cleaned his cock, getting it good and hard until it twitched in my mouth as he guided my head up and down his shaft. The pre-cum began to flow and I could feel his cock puffing up until he finally blew his hot load. After a few shots inside my wanting mouth, he spurted ribbons of cum a good ten or eleven times before it began to trickle down his shaft, begging for me to lap it up. It was an epic display, and I was proud that it was all my own doing. Pleasuring this young mans dick was a dream cum true.

Note: Like I said, it's not always moment for moment. Sometimes the mysterious young man's sister shows up while we're in the shower, which changes the course of events ever so lsightly. Sometimes there's another sexy young man present, but it always seems to happen in the same appartment. I'll will elaborateon what happens in my next blog post.

Thinking back, there were childish sexual experiences which eventually led to my chronic masturbation. There was always the "show me yours, and I'll show you mine" curiosity that we all had as kids, but I am especially reminded of the fifth grade (in the year 1980) and a girl named Patricia. Every day she wore a dress, it was a special day for me. We would sit across from one another during lunch just so I could bend over and look up her skirt. When she pointed down at the table it was my cue to take a peak. Under the table she would part her thighs, pull her panties aside, and  show me her prepubescent pussy.  It was truly a thrill for me despite being a young boy. You see, I was the odd kid who wasn't afraid of the dreaded "kissing girl", or girls in general. Back then the other boys my age thought girls were "icky" and had "kooties". When the "Kissing Girl" came trolloping along and started making smooching sounds, all the boys would all run for the hills. Not me. She was cute, so I stood my ground and let her smooch me to her hearts desire. Yes, she was a strange girl, and I have no idea why she did what she did, but I liked the attention. At least she wasn't as crazy as the "biting girl" who called all the boys "her lunch", but I will spare you the details of her.

Anyhow, back to Patricia. We eventually took our little "game" out to recess. We found a little hiding spot where she would let me rub her pussy through her panties, and for some odd reason neither one of us could get enough of it. We really hated it when we had to return back to class, becasue neither one of us wanted to stop. I would dream about it at night in bed and eventually discovered that if rubbed my cock against my inner thigh it would feel really good. I guess I wasn't quite at the right age yet, because I would rub and get an orgasmic feeling, but wouldn't cum or secrete anything. That didn't last long though. To my surprise one night, that wonderful rush came over my cock and something spewed forth. Something wet and sticky. Back in those days we weren't taught about "the birds and the bees" as much as we were left to figure it out on our own, so I was clueless as to what it was. Never-the-less, I didn't let it stop me from "rubbing one out" on a nightly basis. It was indeed a memorable school year. Rubbing Patricia's pussy through her panties by day, and rubbing my cock against my thigh by night. I was so proud I even tried to show my cousin how to do it, but for some reason he couldn't get his fella to stretch far enough across his inner thigh like I could. We shared the same room during our beech vacations, and I didn't care. I would whip my cock out and play with it right in front of him, as he tried and failed. Neither of us really knew any better, so to us it was no big deal.

When middle school came around, a friend of mine found a large porno collection. It was a gold mine of information that aroused all sorts of curiosity. We found a crate to keep them in, stashed them in the woods, and many days were spent just sitting there staring at pussy pics while reading all sorts of crazy sex tales. I was just dying to try out some of the stuff I was reading. Obviously, as one would guess, I eventually tore some of my favorite pics from the magazines and stashed them under my dresser so I could masturbate to them. It was a lot more fun pulling my dick to these pics than jsut sitting around with my friends in the woods staring at them in wonderment, and so began my addiction to porn. I would jerk off to those pics any time I could find a moment alone.

This eventually led to me wanting more, so I would fantasize about showing the girl down the street my dick. Her name was Chris, and she was on a youth gymnastic team. For a girl of that age, she had a nice muscular ass and perky little tits. Her body was bangin'.  We were good friends and hung out a lot together, so I had to figure out a way to make my move without ruining our friendship. That's when I got the idea to show her my little porn collection. To my surprise she was intrigued, which made her rather curious as well. My idea had paid off, as we eventually began stowing ourselves away somewhere so we could rub each others nether regions. First it began through our pants, but it eventually led to our stripping down to our undies. Back then tighty whities were hip, so when she rubbed by crotch, they made my bulge look really huge. Rubbing each other really turned us on, so it was no surprise when THAT day finally arrived. That day being the first time I came at the hands of someone else.  She was rubbing my bulge one day while I was rubbing her pussy through her panties. Her crotch started getting really wet and hot, which turned me on to no end. She was rubbing away and BOOM!. I blew a huge load. It filled my tighty whities and some of it even squeezed through the material forming a gooey white puddle. This seemed to have thrilled her as much as it did me. It was truly a turning point in our relationship of mutual sexual discovery.

This obviously led to our sessions taking place with our being unclothed from the waste down. Her playing with my cock until I came, and me getting to rub her wet pussy with no panties in the way. It as also the first time I put my finger up inside a pussy. She seemingly had never discovered or ventured in that area before, because the look of surprise she gave me was unforgettable. I remember her going "Whoa" in a surprising manor, then "ooooohhhhh, ohhhh yea, keep doing that". She would grind her pussy on my fingers, getting really moist, and moaning while she rubbed and played with my cock. For two young kids our age, it was truly great a time, and thankfully it lasted for well over a year. It was nearly a daily ritual, but sadly I never got to fuck her. It all slowed down in the summer after eighth grade due to family vactions and such, and that's when I met Dawn. She was a very petite and sexy young girl who always wore mini-skirts which drove me wild with lust. No matter where or when, my dick would stand up straight every time I saw her. We ended up dating,( or was it called "going steady"?), and it was she who finally let me stick my throbbing cock into her tight virgin pussy. My God, I thought I was in heaven. We fucked all summer long and into our freshman year, but sadly right before the holidays her parents moved, taking her along with them. It was a truly a sad day for me, and I imagine her, becasue we both truly liked one another. We thought we were in love.

...and so began my teen years of sexual discovery. Fingering fucking, learning to eat pussy "the right way", and exploring them with my cock. Although I was a young and carefree teenage youth, I still made sure my sexual partners were satisfied, as their satisfaction seemed to please me more than my own. I was just a nice guy I guess, becasue most of my friends could have cared less. They just pulled their cocks out and fucked like rabbits. To them, when it came to sex, their girlfriends were nothing more than cum collectors. Anyhow, back on track, satisfying young women can be hard work, so oddly I got more pleasure in masturbation. Don't get me wrong, I enjoyed sex, but it was a lot easier when all I had to do was pull out some porn mags and slowly stroke my dick for an hour or so until I shot my load. I enjoyed taking my my time, admiring my cock, feeling every stroke, and every throb up until I came. The longer I took, the more I would cum. I was so addicted, that I would come home after fucking my girlfriend and jerk off. I swear, back in those days it seemed like I walked around with a perpetual hard-on.

Why I am typing this, I don't know. I just wanted to get it out there, as it was all part of my life and my sexual discovery as a youth. Obviously a lot more went on from the "I'll show you mine, if you show me yours" stage all the way up through my twenties when my cock fantasies began, but those are stories for another time.

It all started back in the early 90s when I used to jerk off to Club Magazine several times a day. I really enjoyed Club more than the other mags, because the ladies would not only show their pussies, they would also spread their assholes wide open for me to gaze upon. That always got the blood pumping causing me to blow load after load. Back then I was younger, so when I came, I could have shot a fly off the wall. My dick was a cum cannon.

It wasn't long before I noticed that I was turned on even further when there was a stiff circumcised cock in the pic along with a flowery looking pussy and tight asshole. I called those shots "The trifecta", and there was just something that drew me towards those beautiful erections which made my cock even puffier. There was this one issue of Club in particular, that had a model named Scorpio who had a gloriously huge errection. It was a perfect cock if I ever saw one. I was turned on beyond belief and it was that moment that I realize I had an attraction to circumcised erections (No offense to those who are uncircumcised, but a cut cock is far more attractive to look at). I just stared at that sexy cock rubbing my dick faster and faster until I blew my first load by solely looking at a man's erection. It was a moment of self realization and the beginning of a whole new world of sexual fantasy.

I started to fantasize about sucking cock and eating cum. I would dream of being the guy in the middle of a circle jerk having cum spewed all over my face and in my mouth. I would fantasize about licking fresh cum off the shaft of a hard dick, or taking a flaccid cock into my mouth and making it hard. I started getting really curious as to what it must be like to feel a man's member twitch in my mouth right before his hot cum spews forth. This caused me to try and find a way to suck my own dick. Sadly that is not as easy as I had hoped it would be. Actually impossible. The closest I got, was getting the tip of my tongue to touch the tip of my dick. It became a failed experiement, so I went to plan B, trying to cum on my own face.

Trying to cum on my face obviously caused me to get into some odd positions while jerking off, but at least it was feasible. The first time I felt my hot load hit my cheeks then splatter across my mouth and nose was a glorious moment. It was, at that time, a high point in my career of self pleasure. This also caused me to take the obvious next step, eating my own cum. Man, was it tasty. I couldn't get enough. Whether I shot a load on my face, or just jacked off to dick pics in Club magazine, I would slurp up my hot load and imagine it was straight from the tap. Despite all of that, I still fantasized about sucking a stiff cock. All the attempts at self pleasure and cum eating couldn't replace the real deal, and to this day I have yet to ever realize that fantasy.

Mind you, at this time I was a sexually active man in my twenties, eating pussy, giving rim jobs, fucking, and bringing pleasure to the ladies who were in and out of my life. I have always led a heterosexual life despite having fantasies of pleasuring cocks. I eventually got married, and  still am to this day. My wife had no clue about this side of me and the sexual desires I craved in my dreams. Over time they actually faded away and were mostly forgotten. That was until I discovered gay porn on the internet.

Wow, did the internet bring all those sexual fantasies rushing back. Looking at pics of ass fucking and cocks gushing cum made my dick so hard that I thought my mushroom was just going to pop right off the shaft. Man, did it make me throb. I was so turned on, I could almost cum from just looking at the pics. It also brought on other fantasies such as being fucked in the ass (yes, another fantasy yet to come to realization). I just had to know what it felt like, so I started fingering my asshole while I jerked off to erect cock pics. I swear, it nearly got to a point that I couldn't cum unless my finger was buried deep in "man pussy" as I called it. I blew many a load pleasuring myself that way for some time, and that's what caused me to research the how to perform a prostate orgasm on myself. Wow, was THAT a wild experience. I finger fucked and tickled my prostate until a rush overcame my entire body. I quivered and out of my cock gushed a huge river of cum that seemed to last forever. It was seriously a quality orgasm. The only drawback is that I felt like I had to pee for an hour afterward, so I rarely partake in that form of self pleasure, and save it for "special occasions".

Obviously all of this still leads to my list of sexual fantasies. All have yet to come to fruition, so bear with me as I list them.

I still want to suck a cock, as well as get fucked in my tight virgin asshole. I also fantasize about having a cock cum in my mouth, on my face, across my back after fucking me, leave a cream pie in my ass, cum across my dick and get licked off, jack my own cum on a cock and suck it off until said cock blows a load, get fucked while I'm sucking a dick, get fucked while I'm eating pussy, fuck a pussy while I'm sucking a dick, leave a cream pie in a tight male ass, take a shower with another man and suck each other off, jack off a cock while I'm giving him a rim job, and get fucked while I'm doing the previously mentioned. Mind you my fantasy is with circumcised cocks only, and I'm really not attracted to men enough to cuddle and kiss. I just solely fantasize about pleasuring cocks with my mouth and my tight ass. I just can't help but get turned on by a cock blowing it's load and to do it for real would a pleasure beyond belief. At least I hope it would be. I guess that's why they're called sexual "fantasies".