It would explain why so many white boys are secretly desperate to watch their white girlfriends impaled by Real big black man cocks. It's their inner white girl coming out - Why they fantasise about eating cum from their girlfriend's pussy or being made to suck their girl's pussy off a big cock.
I got my CB6000 today. She didn't release me. Just a straight swap. She let me go down on her and bring her to orgasm.
She made me say thank you to her for allowing me to touch her and for allowing me to help her cum on my face.
I thanked her deeply.
She has also started a new trick to make me do extra chores around the house. She tells me to do something and before I have time to say anything she tells me my release date will be extended by a day or two if I don't.
So cruel. I love it and can feel myself losing control over my life. She is slowly taking over.
I am also to not take seeing her naked foregranted and have to ask permission to see her naked. She has a truely stunning ass, perfectly curved and tonnes from riding horses. To have to beg to see it is exhilarating and horrendous at the same time.
OH MY GOD I'M SO HORNY!!!!' I could die. I would do ANYTHING right now to cum. And she knows it!
My CB6000 is much smaller but a much better fit as a result! Little dick white boys should be in CB6000s!
She agreed to "allowing" me to use a vibrating strap on to fuck her whilst I have to stay in chastity.
it's a G-Spot tailored one. Maybe, with the help of lots of tools, all the tools apart from my own tool, I may be able to stir more than a quiet twist in the sheets.
Who knows. More later. New chastity coming and stap ons to try.
All I can think of is sex. Well to be exact. All I can think of is my girl in bed with another guy.
Sle likes ass play and I know she would be taking it in the ass from another guy.
in light of me being so bad in bed. And still not that alluring as just an oral sex toy, I decided I need to bring in REAL toys. Namely strap on dildos. I found a harness and a G-Spot dildo.
But I have to ask her permission to buy it. She doesn't like fucking losers. Doesn't like the sight of pathetic men that can't satisfy a woman. But I have used vibrators on her before and she liked that.
She allowed me to lick her to orgasm in the shower today. I think I performed a little better. Still not up to the standards of BBC orgasms, but I can't hope for that without a strap on.
Not release though. It's only been 3 days. But it's my first 3 days. Chastity is very tight and I'm so sexually frustrated.
My GF said that later she is going to wear thigh high red stockings and sit in my lap, but that I shouldn't expect release at any point soon.
So I tried to get my GF to have sex today, but she said she "wasn't really in the mood". That's fine. No hard feelings.
But I can't help think what the answer would be if I'd been hung like a Rhino and was more muscular. If I didn't have to be locked in chastity and she knew that sex with me would be an epic experience of orgasmic bliss. Not just a quiet little moan followed by a quick shower.
If I could make her wet just looking at me in the way I bet a muscle bound, rocket cocked confident stud might, then I bet she would be a lot more sexual person.
She once said she had a fantasy of being eaten out by a girl. But in the fantasy, I was tied to a chair. She says she wouldn't want to do it in real life. But I bet if I was Mr God Cock black stud, I'd be a lot closer and the fantasy may not involve me being tied up because she's still want my huge cock.
All I got though is my little white dick locked in a cage. I'm even limited on how often I can lick her out.
She's working late A LOT recently. I have been wondering if she is maybe cheating. She knows I would love that. But she also knows how embarrassed she would be to admit she had such a weak, limp, pathetically submissive boyfriend with a kink so far from the norm.
She works till 2am some days. She works most weekends too. And a few times she never came home. Said she slept at work...
So my GF locked my dick in chastity last night. I wouldn't say I have a small dick. It's average for a white guy at just under 6". But I think I suffer from what a lot of white boys suffer from and that is low experience levels and the need to vary my thrust speeds to stop myself cumming too quickly. My girl like a constant fast thrusting once she's horny enough to take it. But I can never deliver for long.
I think if I was hung or a black stud cashing in on all the white girls desperate for a huge black cock to make them feel like slutty little cock puppets, I would be used to all the pussy and gain more stamina. I'd also be better in bed. I'd know more tricks.
Instead I'm a chastity locked white boy, continuing the new trend of women putting their loser dicked BFs where they deserve to be.
Last night, as soon as I was locked all I wanted to do was please my girl. To fuck her till she came all over my face. Till she screamed in wild orgasmic joy. To get my pleasure from her pleasure.
I pulled off her clothes and underneath she was wearing a sexy body stocking! My cock was raging in its cage already. She told me to take it off and I did. I kissed her all over, then went down on her.
But whilst she did orgasm, there was no cumming in my face, no screaming orgasms. It was a quiet little twist of the sheets and a bit of fast breathing. A near silent orgasm. Then as soon as I took my fingers and wet face off her pussy, she got straight up and went to the shower. No post orgasmic glow, no breathlessness.
I realised I am going to have to work a lot harder to keep her happy.
Once I went to bed in my new chastity belt I found getting comfy surprisingly easy and it even felt natural. Lay next to my cute, slender, smooth, snow white skinned girl, her large tits and wonderfully rounded ass, just inches from my hands I really felt like being locked was where I should be.
I fell asleep quickly. But this morning I woke up a bit uncomfortably to a morning glory hardon, or an attempt at it. And Oh My God it took ages to go away! It eventually did and I woke up horny as hell. A few minutes on image fap and I was raging in my cage again.
Images of cruel girls keeping their boys in chastity, whilst fucking a BBC. All I want to do right now, is go down on my girl again. See if I can do better than last night.
I'll update soon.
PS. I love the extra weight it adds, pulling on my junk. Reminds me at all times, that my cock no longer belongs to me.
