So I tried to get my GF to have sex today, but she said she "wasn't really in the mood". That's fine. No hard feelings.

But I can't help think what the answer would be if I'd been hung like a Rhino and was more muscular. If I didn't have to be locked in chastity and she knew that sex with me would be an epic experience of orgasmic bliss. Not just a quiet little moan followed by a quick shower. 

If I could make her wet just looking at me in the way I bet a muscle bound, rocket cocked confident stud might, then I bet she would be a lot more sexual person. 

She once said she had a fantasy of being eaten out by a girl. But in the fantasy, I was tied to a chair. She says she wouldn't want to do it in real life. But I bet if I was Mr God Cock black stud, I'd be a lot closer and the fantasy may not involve me being tied up because she's still want my huge cock.

All I got though is my little white dick locked in a cage. I'm even limited on how often I can lick her out.

She's working late A LOT recently. I have been wondering if she is maybe cheating. She knows I would love that. But she also knows how embarrassed she would be to admit she had such a weak, limp, pathetically submissive boyfriend with a kink so far from the norm.

She works till 2am some days. She works most weekends too. And a few times she never came home. Said she slept at work...