As much as I wish it were true, this is a fictional story involving male on male sex. I don't claim to write well, so forgive grammatical errors. Maybe someday something like this could happen. Hope you enjoy.  

I'm on the couch watching a porno, a shemale porno nonetheless, dressed to the nines in my sexiest collection of debauchery lingerie. 6" inch black felt, fuck-me stilettos, a set of black, lacy thigh-high stockings, a set of red, ass-less, waist-high, gartered pantyhose over the top. My crotchless panties are black sheer lace, with red trim and worn over the pantyhose...panties are never worn under as they may need to come off, even if they are crotchless. Next, I'm wearing a black lace, thong teddy that has filled out perfectly with my perky 44D tits. My blonde wig and make-up are flawless. Finally, over the top of all of this, I wear my black, open-cut back, cocktail dress. Currently, I'm laying low in the couch, my tingling, lubed pussy hanging off of the edge. It's hanging off because Gage, my 10"x2" dildo, is visiting and firmly seats himself, up to his balls, during every thrust inside me. I'm cooing and licking my painted red lips like a little whore every time he bottoms out. With eyes closed and the porno loud, I don't realize that three portly, bearded men have entered my house ever so quietly after hearing sex sounds given off by the TV. I'm absolutely startled when I hear you, a familiar voice, "What do we have here?" Caught off guard and completely exposed in this unflattering quandary, I throw my hands over my crotch and interestingly enough, my fake titties as I see you and two other guys.

"Looks like a it's fucking sissy with her cunt stuffed full," says the man to your right. The last man to respond and on your left, says in Deliverance-clichéd way, "He got a real pretty mouth ain't he?"

Covering myself up causes Gage to now hang limply from my stretched cock entrance. But even with its heavy silicone weight pulling at my fuck-ring, it still manages to stay lodged in its rightful place; as if a magnet were holding it in. "It's too late to cover up now little girl. I'm fact, it looks like you've been expecting us princess," you laughingly state.

I grudgingly advert my eyes and try to wish the world away. "Awwww, wouldja look at that, little bitch looks sad ...I think you hurt her feelings James," says the one to your right.

"Naw, ‘taint that Sam. I reckon the cunt be ‘shamed of herself...‘shamed that her secrets done been found out," the left man says.

"Why shit Bill, that's the smartest thing you've said all day!" Sam declares.

"Fuck off you damn coon lover!" Bill strikes back. Sam begins to respond in defense, but you jump in to stop the foolishness before it gets out of hand. "Boys, here you are arguing about some petty trivial shit, and right here, we've got this slut with her clitty STILL straining in her cute little panties with a pussy full of fake dick. Now the way I see it, she's primed, ready and waiting for the real thing some REAL cock. I'll leave you two to fight it out, but me? This little bitch is about to be mine. Would you like that sweetie? Would ya?" I can't look up to face you. "Hey, cum slut, I'm talking to you. Look at me when I'm talking to you." I tentatively raise my eyes and look up. "That's better. Now one more time, would you like to be mine? Would you like a Daddy and his two brothers to use you as they see fit?" My brain screams FUCK NO but I feel my head start to slowly nod yes.

You continue, "Considering your current position and attire, I figured that would be your answer. We thought we'd stop by to see if you wanted to go fishing, but looks like you've already caught your limit...three big ones, and it's time to start cleaning your catch, they ain't gonna clean themselves. Now show me. Show me how much you want this to happen." In what can be best described as a trance-like state, I roll myself off the couch and begin to crawl on all fours over to these alpha mouth breathers. The slow crawl into unknown territory causes my ass to sway which causes the heavy balls of Gage to sway as well. This swaying quickly loosens him and causes the silicone dong to slip readily from my hole and flop to the floor with a heavy thud.

"Didja see that boys?! Dumb cunt wants real cock so bad, she plumb forgot in takin' the fake one out!" Bill the hillbilly exclaims.

Barely hearing his words, it seemingly takes minutes to reach my destination before I'm knelt before the three of you. With a shaky, raspy voice I ask, "Can I help you?" "You sure can," you reply. I know what you're referring to and without a word, I begin unbuttoning Sam's pants on my left. Reaching into his underwear, I gasp at the warmth and hardness of his cock. Pulling him free from the confines, I stroke him slowly and feel every vein, bump and ridge and see he is also uncircumcised. Finding that he's uncut, sends shivers through me and I am fascinated by the skin that envelops his glistening glans and then reopens again when I stroke towards his body. My body is absolutely shaking and once again my mind tries to push this away, but my muscles seem to have a mind of their own. My mouth instinctively drops open and I bite my lip as I watch my hand roll the extra skin along his length. Suddenly, my mouth is awash with saliva and an overwhelming desire comes over me to pleasure these men, these REAL MEN standing before me, in every way possible.

Beginning to feel a bit dizzy from my spinning mind and racing heart, I put my hands on his hips to steady myself and as if naturally, I intuitively pull myself onto the head of his 7" member and begin nursing the head. "Damn, boys she's got some mouth on her...she's just started and I can tell this isn't gonna last long." My sissy instincts begin to take over, and along with his positive comment, it causes me to start showing my true lust for these cocks. Because of this, Sam begins leaking precum and I moan in delight at the delicious taste. "Fuckin' whore done gone and started moanin' with a dick in ‘er mouth," quips Bill. With another trembling hand, I reach to my right and begin opening your pants to expose your rock hard dick, while still indulging the one currently swollen in my gullet. Yours is a dick I've grown quite fond of over the years and I know every bump and vein...but I'm positive that you've never let that out to them. Without warning, you suddenly stop me and say, "Not so fast bitch. Here's your get-out-of-jail-free card. Now we can up and leave and you can go back to fucking yourself to that filthy shemale porn, or..."
"Shit no man, you can't do me like that. She was just getting..."

"Shut the hell up Sam, let me finish," looking back at me, "...Orrrr, you tell me - you tell all of us, what you REALLY want."

This banter causes me to pull away from Sam's aching schlong, a line of saliva trailing away from the tip and still connected to my chin. A smile runs across your face as you see the strand, along with my glazed eyes that you've seen so many times prior, and know that I'm far too gone to stop now. "Tell me," you instruct.

In a feeble, beta male voice I say, "I want to continue."

"Excuse me? Get that cock outta your mouth and speak up!" shoots Sam and then laughs at his lame joke.

After clearing my throat, "I want to continue."

"Continue what?"

"...Sucking..."

Even though I haven't looked at any of you, I can hear the laughter in your voice and know you're enjoying humiliating me. "Sucking what?" you ask. A long pause goes by and you clear your throat to rush along my response.

"...Your.....cocks..." I respond.

"Now you know that we're gonna cum, right?" Looking down, I nod my head yes and know what is humiliation is coming next. "So tell us, what're ya gonna do when we blow our loads."

"I, uh, am going to let you cum in my mouth..."

Bill pipes up and says, "Oh hell no you fuckin' queer, you ain't ‘LETTIN' us do nuthin, that's just what we gonna do and you ain't got no say in the piece. Unnerstand?"

"Yes sir, I'm sorry."

You start again, "Good catch Bill, you're right, she doesn't have a day. Okay now that that's cleared up, what's gonna happen when we cum in your mouth? You gonna spit?"

"No...I'll..." A long pause follows as I still avert my eyes.

"Come on, just a little bit more. Let us know what you REALLY want to do."

After unconsciously biting my lower lip, I exhale heavily as I admit, "I'll swallow your cum."

Bill catches this and excitingly states, "Hot damn boys!! You see ‘at?! The filthy cunt just chewed on ‘er lip sayin' it!!! Oh she prime meat a'ight and we gonna have some fun wit' her..."

"Damn straight we will boys. That wasn't so hard, now was it darling? But one last thing, tell us if you feel obligated to do those things or do you NEED to do it?" you forcefully ask.

"Both"

"Damn, good answer slut," you confirm. "Now say it all together you fucking sissy."

After another pause but quicker this time, "I want to continue sucking your cocks until you cum in my mouth so I can swallow it."

"That's a good girl. Now just one thing, you weren't looking at any of us when you said it. You need to say that to each one of us separately while looking us in the eyes... you know, so we can believe you - cause right now, I'm not feeling it."

I start to grow tired of this game and come up with a great idea that I'm about to change the game. I had been eyeing all the crotches before me during this humiliating banter. I know the size of Sam and you, but what drew my attention was the banana that that dumb hillbilly, Bill, was smuggling. Even through the thick fabric of his Wranglers I could tell that he wasn't hard at all, but the size and shape of whatever was down his pants, was making my own clitty stir and my pussy absolutely tingle underneath my black dress.

With newfound courage in my plan, I look up at Sam and said, "I want to continue sucking your cock Sam. I want you to cum in my mouth and I want to swallow it." He immediately beams a shit-eating grin.

Turning to Bill, "Bill, I want to suck that fucking massive cock that you're hiding. I want you to rub it all over my face. I want to massage your dickhead with my mouth until you can't handle it. I need to taste and swallow the thick, sticky cum I know you've got stored away for me." The look on his face is priceless as I state those filthy words. For once, he couldn't respond with a some smart ass degrading comment. I looked down at his bulge and literally watched it pulse and thicken to nearly twice its size in seconds. I looked back up at him and saw that his eyes had glazed over as he remained fixated on me. I knew he wasn't with us anymore. I knew that his feeble mind had taken him to an extremely filthy place, and what little brain power he had, was dedicated to imagining my lips wrapped around the head of his prick. His eyes spoke volumes and I think we all could tell that he was currently imaging himself swelling in my hungry mouth, and forcefully releasing rope after rope after rope of his creamy seed into the warmth of my mouth.

Then I turned to you for the game changer, "And you James, I want to kneel before you, take your whole cock in my mouth and suck you soooo fucking good. I want to suck your dick so hard that your eyes roll back into your head and you realize that no woman could ever compare to me. I want you to grab my head and fuck my throat until I puke all over your balls. When you're ready to cum, I want you to pull out, jack off on my tongue, cum all over my face and then shove your dick back into my hungry cockholster so I can finish you off and swallow your watery load. I want you to suck my clit hard and eat my tight pussy until I'm shaking and begging to be fucked. Then you fuck me. You fuck my pussy raw, as hard as you can, in front of your friends and send another hot load inside me while I plead like a whore to be filled with your cream again...you know, just like you did last week."

Bill's trance was immediately broken and both he and Sam look at you directly, eyes wide and jaw dropped in disbelief. I mentally pat myself on the back and give you a smug smirk. I'm so happy with myself and my witty thinking.

However to my dismay, without skipping a beat you blurt out, "That's right boys. This purdy thing has been my personal fuck toy since oh, would you say, since you were 15?" Broken, my smile fades and I look down and nod yes in reply. "Yep, since she was 15. And you know what they say about virgins, that they never forget about their first? It's true. After taking her V-card, this one has been asking for my dick in her cunt for, shit, almost 25 years. Also, even though she plays it off like she isn't into it, you'd be hard pressed to find someone who's more eager for loads of cum in them, than her. She even calls me Daddy sometimes."

As the two of them process what you just said, you begun to rub yourself through your jeans while looking down at me, kneeling in defeat.

Sam is the first to reply, "What the hell man?! We've been friends for the last 20 years and NOW is the first time off hearing that you've been hiding away a cum slut as big as her??? That's fucked up!"

"Oh quit yer whinin' Sam, we've got ‘er now, count yer blessin's. I got an inklin' thar we gonna be partakin' in ‘er tight cunt and pretty mouth fer a loooong time after this."

I look up at you, and we can see it in each other's eyes that we both know that he's right. Being available to pleasure the three of you will be my life for the foreseeable future. You smirk at me and nod, knowing that the words spoken by Bill, needn't be affirmed.

The silence is broken by a loud WHACK! against my left cheek as Sam establishes his dominance and reminds me why he still has his cock out. "Get to it bitch, do like you said you would, it ain't gonna suck itself!" I immediately turn my eyes to his and squint in a disapproving manner but slowly stick out my tongue. "Oh yeah, that's it," he exclaims as he places his cock head on my outstretched muscle. I can't deny my instincts as I hungrily wrap my lips around his head once again, savoring the taste of a Man in my mouth...soon to be three Men in my mouth.

I reach to you again and fish your cock out as I moan around Sam's delicious leaking length. I don't care anymore, I know my place...I'm only on this earth to pleasure Men and it's time I accept that. My own sissy clit swells as I feel the warm dick in my mouth, your throbbing member in my right hand and the thought of Bill's massive monster hiding behind his thick jeans...and if I'll be able too swallow his entire length.

You step forward and I know it's time to suckle both penises. I turn to the right and shove myself onto your dick like a crazed faggot, your pubes ticking my nose and your head pushing my uvula out of the way as I take you fully. You grab my head and force yourself deeper until my head is tilted back and my chin is pressed against your balls and pushed between your legs. You hold me there until my stomach contracts and pull me off. I realize you don't want me puking just yet. A thought flashes in my mind to the unforced sucking in your room 25 years ago. The slow deliberate sucking we both began under the sheets - and now we've progressed to this,using my holes in a uncaring way, just to get your rocks off. But we both know that's the way it should be and that I know I'll never tire of sucking your dick like this. After that first drunken insemination you gave me, the first planting of your seed if you will, as I laid on my left side and passed out, we both knew that I would forever be owned by you and should at ANY time be ready to receive my next breeding. That single act of copulation would start a downward spiral in my submission to cock.

Sam begins to become restless and begins rubbing his own leaking dick on my left cheek. I'm slightly perturbed as I realize I could've drank his precum instead of it being wiped on my cheek. I turn to him and commence to bobbing on the two cocks presented for me to pleasure. Back and forth, back and forth I swallow your cocks, moaning greedily on them like a whore. I am lost in the desire to please the Men standing before me.

"Holy shit..." I hear from you. This breaks me from my cock-trance I slowly pull from Sam's thick member. I look up and see the two of you looking in the direction of Bill. I look in his direction and am instantly aghast by what is hanging less than a foot from my face. Immediately my jaw drops, my eyes glass over, my skin tingles, my mouth salivate, my ring tingles. I see the biggest, most gorgeous uncut dick that I've ever seen and like a female in the animal kingdom, searching out the more dominant male, my hands drop from your cocks as my innate feminine instincts take over, causing my entire body and mind to focus on this, the more worthy mate. I become numbly aware that I could not be more of a sissy, a size-queen sissy at that, than I am at this instant, crawling towards this specimen of Adonis - foregoing all other aspects of possibilities that I even remotely have any kind of masculinity.

You and Sam hear me whisper breathlessly, "Oh fuck Daddy..." just before I take his massive cockhead into my mouth and begin to suckle as a baby on a teat. He is barely hard and I can only get 3 inches into my mouth. My hands stacked at the base of his cock and I still have two more handfuls from there that I could fill before they meet my lips. My hands don't even wrap around his enormous girth and it's then that realize that this Man will fuck me. I have not a clue how, but at some point I will accept him into my sissy womb and take him to his balls as he pulses deep inside me and impregnates me better than any Man before him.

Taking his barely half hard cock into my mouth was a feat in and of itself and I'm amazing how wide I have to open my mouth. As my mind shuts off, my cock-drunk mind is in a blur of stupidity that is uncontrollable. I no longer question his own thought process and how simple he is because at this moment, compared to me, he's Einstein and I am simply a multi celled organism intent on two things, eating and procreation. As he slowly swells in my mouth, I'm pained but relieved at the same time. I'm pained in that, being a size-queen, he is a show-er and not a grow-er, but relieved that if he were a grower, that I may be ripped apart by his already 12x6 inch monstrosity.

I suck and caress his foreskin as he leaks precum and begins speaking to me, "That a gud girl, like I said boys, she sure do got a pretty mouth. Doncha?" I look up with red, doe-like eyes, nod my head and with my voice an octave higher, I whimper with cock still in my mouth, "Mmmm hmmm."
I don't realize it but Sam had already lined himself up with my sissy dick-entrance and shoves himself, balls deep into my pantied ass in one tremendously powerful stroke. I moan like a true whore as I'm overcome with pain and pleasure. "Fuck yourself on his cock and suck that dick hard you fucking filthy cunt," you command. You are sitting on the couch to watch this show, your own personal sissy porn of two men fucking the sissy slut you've made. I can only imagine how much you're holding back as you slowly stroke the dick that took my virginity and started me down this road of feminization and cock-lust. I look over at you through a side glance and see you smile and nod your head. You've waited 25 years to watch this and you're going to enjoy every moment while you edge. I smile awkwardly with Bill's member sounded down my throat and you know I'm wordlessly saying, "Thank you Daddy!!!"

I concentrate back to the task at hand. My pussy stretches so good as I push back on Sam and pull off of Bill. And conversely my mouth bulges greedily as I push my cock-holster onto Bill while Sam exits my vaginal canal. I'm in absolute HEAVEN, and hence I use my body to pleasure these Men at my bow and stern...and you KNOW it. My body begins to quiver as I develop a quicker rhythm to fuck myself properly. "That's right cunt, make them happy," you direct again.

I begin forcing Bill's length down my throat multiple times and my uvula soon responds appropriately. My belly flexes as my whole body tightens, which also causes my fuck-ring to squeeze quickly around Sam. "Oh damn Bill, make her do that again, that feels good!" Bill grabs the back of my wigged head and also the base of his cock, and begins pulling me even deeper onto him. My mind is losing control of my reflexes as he continues his assault deeper and deeper down my gullet. Bill begins filling out whatever loose foreskin he has as his excitement grows while raping my mouth. I am intent for this to happen and I respond by swallowing him the best I can. Another 2 inches in and he pulls out. One more inch in and he pulls out again. He continues this throat fuck as I open wide on one end, and tighten on the other. My mascara begins streaming down my face while an unending amount of syrupy saliva pours uncontrollably from my lips and down my chin.

All of a sudden it happens, my body responds and forces out the 8 inches buried inside me, and regurgitates the breakfast and my own cum dessert I had earlier. I'm only given enough time to spit and take a breath until I'm pulling strongly onto him again. This continues until I'm thoroughly evacuated and he can finally finish what he started. My mind is a blur as my throat stretches to accept him again while Sam continues to pound...apparently the emesis of food he just witnessed made him even more horny. In one last ditch effort, I throw my hands onto Bill's hips and pull myself fully upon his entire length. With my chin firmly on his balls as I look up at him, still jostling from the fucking at my other dick entrance, I stupidly look up at him with my blank eyes and I can see the pride of his accomplishment in his eyes. "Thata good girl..." he approvingly smiles and then winks down at me. I get the feeling and a deep seated hope, that I may be seeing him in the near future...and probably when I'm alone more often than when he's accompanied.

Suddenly my body expulses the alien object, that sits most likely a couple inches from my stomach and I drop to the floor, breathing intensely. I'm only given about 15 seconds to breath until a fat paw pulls my head back up and guides his dick back into its rightful home. I can't get enough and I hungrily take him back.

I begin taking his long, thick dick down my gullet while Sam takes me from behind. Same pace quickens and his hands grip me tighter. He says, "You want this don't you cunt?" and in between swallowing Bill, I come off his dick incessantly and plead, "Yes!" *glub* "Yes!" *glub* "Yes!!!"

"I think she be ready Sam-bone," Bill exclaims.

"Oh she's, ALWAYS ready," you correct, "There isn't a time where my dick doesn't end up inside her." Through the smacks caused by the powerful Man at my bum, I hear your footsteps as you move next to Bill. I look to your dick and see that it's practically purple with pressure.

Bill pulls himself front my mouth as I hold weakly into him, head down as I try and catch my breath. Standing to his right, you reach down with your left hand and lift my head by my chin. Looking up at the two men before me, while I'm still jolted by the stud using my cunt, my fawning eyes beg for your releases. While stroking your cocks before me, Bill pushes his left index finger into my mouth, while the thumb from your hand holding my chin, slips in as well. I suck like a starving poverty stricken boy while fed his first chicken bone.

Furiously the two of you yank your gorgeous cocks as I suck your hairy, chubby fingers - the whole time looking up and not breaking eye contact other than to look at the other. "Fuck you really do gotta purdy mouth..." I release your fingers and instinctively lick Bill's mushroom, tasting the final bit of precum he's offering me. Without thinking, words fall from my sissy mouth, "Please Daddies..."

This sets everyone off. I lay my tongue flat as Bill sets his swollen head upon it and pulses his first of 10 creamy streams. I can't help myself but to inherently wrap my soft, painted lips around his cockhead to receive the thick, yummy sperm he is feeding me. I moan weakly as I swallow as quickly as I can, still maintaining eye contact with this Adonis.

I feel a spray of warmth across my face as your first shot takes me by surprise. You immediately move closer and push yourself next to Bill inside my mouth. My lips stretching to the limit, I focus on the seemingly impossible task of swallowing every pulse from the two of you. Upon seeing the spray of cum, Sam jams himself into me, finally making me the biggest and happiest sissy I thought I could've ever be.

His fertile load he's pumping, along with the delicious seed I'm being fed gives me my true place in life. I'm truly no longer a man. I'm nothing but a cum dumpster for Men. You had seen it all along since I was 15, but now as our eyes meet, I see a smirk in your lips and immediately realize that you were right, you were ALWAYS right.

At the front of me, I swallow greedily and accept the mixture of seed, Bill's thick, creamy cum and your watery semen. His drizzles across my tongue, while yours jets forcefully, easily coating my teeth and cheek walls. Sam, covered in sweat, continues to pulse DNA within me. I relax and allow every drop exit his body in order to fertilize my sissy cunt like he deserves. My mind immediately races to the thought of a swollen belly, carrying his child.

As if on cue, the three of you release me from your grip and I slump to the floor panting heavily. "Now what do you say to me and these nice gentleman cunt?" you ask. Breathlessly I respond, "Thank you..."

"Thank you, what?"

"Thank you, Daddies!"

Laying there as cum slowly slides across my face and cum drizzles from my pussy, Lucky comes up and begins licking my face, cleaning me well. He smells the cum oozing from my vaginal canal and begins licking in earnest. Without a second thought, my legs instinctively pull under my body, fully presenting myself as his bitch as I lower my panties and hike my dress for the upcoming assault.

"WHAT IN THE FUCK?!?" Bill yells excitedly.

You reply, "Yeah boys, you haven't seen nothin' yet. Grab a seat, you're about to watch some fucked up shit..."

Simply said, I love talking about and hearing how men would like me to pleasure them; how I can use my body to make them pleased.

 If you're up to it, leave me a comment or message...I'll be sure to get back to you...

Confessions

A bit about myself, I'm a mid 30's guy with a sex drive of a 24 y/o with pretty much no inhibitions.  I'm an outgoing and explorative guy who's in decent shape, both mentally and physically.  I say mentally because I used to think I was all screwed up in the head about my sexuality.  See, here's the deal - I love sex, but not exclusively with women; I've love being with men as well.  I've had a habit to kick myself in the past and sometimes, though rarely, still do, that I'm outside the "norm" of society.  But I've mostly come to terms with the fact that I should just enjoy sex with men because sometimes it's SO much better than with women.  There isn't the drama, the bullshit, fear of pregnancy or need for a connection.  Just pure unadulterated, uninhibited, down-to-business, hardcore sex.  I'll add that - if you can truly trust the guy, unprotected ass fucking is the best...I'll go into that later.

I wouldn't say that I'm the most experienced nor fully engaged in bisex affairs , but compared to most other guys who identify themselves as bisexual or bi-curious, I've definitely had my fair share of fulfilling and gratifying experiences.  One thing that I've had a hard time coping with, is that over time, my character has transitioned in sexual roles as my first partner, Jay, can attest to.  I used to be "versatile" when it came to roles the two men played, but now I'm almost exclusively the "bottom" - I'd say I'm an easy 95% catcher, if not more.  In lieu of this, I've questioned my sexuality in the past.  I ALWAYS and exclusively imagine myself sucking cock or getting fucked by a guy or GROUP of men, during and up to, the point of ejaculation while I masturbate.  My saving grace is that I KNOW I'm still infatuated with women because every time I ejaculate, my mind immediately switches to me unloading into a woman's mouth or pussy.  That's where it gets confusing. 

Over time, I've learned to accept my thoughts and internally understanding that it's okay to NEED to make love to, or to savagely fuck a woman like a primal beast and the next minute wanting to experience the same actions with a guy who's ready to exploit my body as his bitch and only wants my servitude for his illicit needs.  Besides, as children we are given a game which conditions us for this...round peg goes in the round hole.  Or maybe I just take it too far.  Hee Hee hee :-)

Exploits

First and foremost, since I've already stated that I'm a bottom, that means I'm the one being penetrated and used as his female surrogate; I'm the one that willingly gives in and wants my body to pleasure his to the utmost of my hidden feminine capacity.  As stated above, I'm there only for his pleasure and to be his willing cum receptacle.  That being said, I prefer to have his sexual organ bare and stripped of barriers - unadorned of the protection normally employed when two men engage in homosexual behavior.  While I'm ecstatically and blissfully being sodomized anally by a man, I think that it's only appropriate that I take his sperm and seminal fluids into my body where it'll be absorbed and become a part of me like a good little bitch would.  Dangerous?  Hell yes, but you damn well better trust the guy.  I gotta be honest here, there is just nothing quite like milking a man with my tightened sphincter, in order to entice his sperm to pulse out of his body and into mine.  Even though it's widely forbidden in society, I become exceedingly thrilled, by gladly opening my hairy legs, pulling my cock and balls back and exposing my receptive opening in order to engage in sexual intercourse with another man; to willingly submit my hole and present myself in such a way to provide him with my body as we unite in an act of man-on-man coitus.  And it shall conclude only when I experience his primal urge to inseminate the improvised woman that lays or kneels before him.  His primitive urge will either leave me with the creamy, sloppy goodness my cock-entrance exhibits after being properly fertilized or the slight hint of a tangy taste in my mouth, a tickle in my throat and a belly full of cum.

Along with that, oral sex is the same way.  What kind of bitch would I be if  didn't allow him to ejaculate in my mouth and immediately swallow his essence?  A damn shitty one is what.  Most of Jay and I's times together, he's the one who cums - rarely do I.  It is the experience and thoughts of these times, that will always trigger many future orgasms; thinking of his ejaculate coating my insides or the taste and feel of him pulsing into my mouth is what I get off on.  It's also usually up to him to where he chooses to sow his seed.  When he tells me where he wants to release, rarely will I ask for a different location.  I'm not the best woman, but I'll declare that I'm a damn sight better than some women I've been with.  Suck cock?  Check.  Sucking cock to ejaculation?  Check.  Swallow sperm?  Check.  Ass to mouth in order to swallow?  Check.  Beat that bitches!

There have been only three times in my life (unfortunately), wherein I've had the opportunity to perform a 69 with another guy in which we both created a perfect moment in time by delivering our fluids to each other in perfect sync.  Now for anyone reading this, it truly is one of the most erotic experiences you will ever encounter and personally I don't think that it's possible NOT to swallow.  I won't even try to explain it other than saying, that during the absolute height of sexual desire, you can truly give a man a part of your life-giving force, while he in turn commits his to you.  Un-freaking-real...

Shall I begin to reveal specifics of my sexual conduct with men?  I thought you'd want that...  Positions.  Hmmm, where to start?  For that matter, where does it end?  ...in me...  Let me start by saying, there are many feelings that go into what positions I want or need when I'm being fucked by a guy.  But in turn, even if I'm not feeling what his wants are, a few choice words or actions are usually enough to get me into his state of mind.  What can I say, I'm an easy fuck for men if they simply express their needs to me!  Also, I'm including how many times a man has injected his seed in each position.

Being fucked missionary is more of a loving and willing position as I offer and give myself to him as a proper woman should.  I can wrap my legs around him and squeeze his ass as I pull him deeper inside; ironically letting him know that I've reached a place of pure and unwavering womanly ecstasy because his instrument of creation is buried to the hilt as he attempts to inseminate a man.  It also gives the opportunity to kiss if that feeling ever overwhelmed us to.  I'm not a big kisser of men, but it's happened before and there are times I've wished it would've happened but was too caught up on being "too gay."  However on the other side of the coin, I'm providing myself to him in place of female, shall I not perform all the duties associated?  When it truly comes down to it, there still has to be a connection with him in order to kiss.  16 times

When I want to feel (or maybe more importantly when he wants me to feel) unquestionably slutty and show him how willing I am to be his cum-slut, there is no better position than bending over for him in a doggy-style position or standing while bent over a bed/table/couch.  Funny thought just crossed my mind - there have been more than a few times that I've truly become a legitimate pillow biter when being fucked by a man in this position!!!  Also, in this stance I can look over my shoulder and give him what he wants to hear through words, while at the same time I prove my lust for the entire length of his cock by driving my body rearwards forcefully.  Things that happen to fall out of my mouth include, but not limited to, "Fuck my tight little boy-pussy", "I want you to blow that load inside and make me a proper bitch", "Anytime you want, I want you to come over to remind me of my proper place.  Fuckin' use me like the bitch I am...", "Shove it in as deep as you can when you breed me baby, I need to know how good it feels for you.  Prove to me that it feels good...pound me baby!"  11 times doggy, 5 times standing

Riding a man for me is all at once a slutty and whorish position, but with sensuality...also with a butt-load of willingness thrown in...pun intended.  When I'm facing him cowboy style (cowgirl just doesn't fit), I can't think of a more "willing" position to take him.  What could be more eager by accepting a man inside my boy-cunt when I provide myself to him like this?  I'm using my own power to lower my body, guiding his cock towards my entrance, allowing the glans to penetrate and split my wrinkle then slowly easing his entire length into my most-intimate-of-places; taking his cock as a welcome invasion of my bowels as I impale myself upon him?  I can't think of many things where choice is so one sided.  When I'm in the reverse cowboy posture, it pretty much equals doggy-style while laying down, but here he can clearly view more of the connection we have during penetration and fully enjoy our male-on-male attempt at copulation.  11 times

If the desire is to simulate a helpless or vulnerable mate, I'll always go with being fucked while on my stomach.  The depth he achieves isn't all that great, but the illusion of being powerless to his assertive needs definitely makes up for it.  To complete this fantasy, it's best if my hands are held down and he articulates to me that I'm there only for his pleasure and that deep down I'd much rather prefer it this way anyhow.  Unfortunately, the assertive side of this daydream has only reached fruition once.  Another outstanding aspect is that his cock consistently drives into my prostate. I do remember the first time Jay popped inside me in this position and it wasn't exactly pleasant.  I let him place his cock between my ass cheeks in an attempt to fuck my crack.  However, the feeling of his cock-head sliding across my anus over and over and over, began to overwhelm me with lust.  I slowly pushed my ass higher and higher until all of a sudden, he slid inside and was balls deep inside me.  OOOWWWWWW!!!!!  6 times

If being on my side is on the menu, it's more of a tender position in my opinion.  As with being on my stomach, the depth achieved isn't great, but I'm not feeling dominated by being held down and the weight of him isn't assisting in preventing me from moving away.  I will say though that it was in this position that for the first time, I coaxed another man's nectar from his body into mine (even though I didn't actually perform properly since I had passed out and he just took the liberty to give me something that deep down I secretly wanted).  In that respect, it holds kind of a nostalgic memory for me; the first time a man exploded his seed inside my body, I was nothing but his cum receptacle.  I long, but doubt it will ever happen again, to wake to a man already inside me and on the verge of completion.  More on that below in my "Desires."  2 times

The following only happened once, but was a truly pleasurable experience.  It is best explained as a combination of me on my back while he, on his side, penetrated me...perpendicular to each other.  This was relatively slutty as I held my legs back as far as possible in order for him to reach maximum depth as I looked at him and beseeched and pleaded for him to free his load.

The final position that comes to mind is the pile driver.  I've only had this once, and it was while I was being raped.  The guy who was not small in size, sunk into me in one insensitive motion causing my back to reflexively straighten in pain.  Unfortunately I was so drunk that I couldn't regain the motor control of my legs to kick him off.  So in short I had to go with it and let him finish.  It has only happened this once and truthfully towards the end, I started to REALLY get into it.  As I begged and pleaded for his cock to be pushed deeper, while bucking my hips into him in order to expedite the process and end the pain, I was overcome almost instantaneously with the urge that I TRULY did want him to explode inside me and turn my hole into a sloppy mess.  Never saw those thoughts coming... 1 time

Now on to other exciting events...

I've had every type of threesome imaginable but I'd have to say my favorite was being with two older men (one was late 30's the other was early 40's while I was 22) and was used exclusively for the satisfaction that only my mouth and ass could provide - I never achieved orgasm once.  This lasted for about 4 hours and had the added benefit of them taking charge and double penetrating my boy-pussy.  That night I had the pleasure of extensively kneeling doggy-style before both of them, ecstatically swallowing one man's semen while his buddy deposited his man-juice into my aft sperm-bank, afterwards they switched roles and I once again was rewarded with two more loads and finally I sucked off the more aggressive guy in the back seat of a minivan as his partner fingered my sloppy asshole while he drove me back to my barracks.

Not often enough, at my own fault though, I enjoy having a guy arrive only to find me naked and presenting to him.  Now if that doesn't register as "male whore" to him, I don't know what would.  Face-down-ass-up is my preferred position for this.

A weakness I have (I think Jay has found this secret) is that if I'm not in the mood for some homo sex, it can be easily dissolved and probably makes me wanting it more than he.  It's actually pretty easy to accomplish because most times, I concede and allow him to undress me.  At this point it takes very minimal effort to have my legs pushed to my chest and the coup de grâce is his tongue being deeply inserted inside my bowels.  Talk about getting a "FUCK ME NOW!" reaction from me.  I'd say it would take a minimum of 30 seconds of this before I'm putting my knees behind my elbows and wanting his tongue replaced by something else.  Don't get me wrong though, the longer he eats my smooth, boyish ass, the better - I'm just saying I'm entirely ready for his man-hammer by then.

Desires

The following are some things I would like to try or attempt that have not happened with a guy yet or have happened but want MORE of.

It should go without saying by now, that getting fucked bareback is something I can REALLY get into.  Truthfully, given the choice of either taking a cock with a condom on or going without sex...I'll go without sex thank you.  I suppose I wouldn't be against a guy pulling on a condom to prolong MY pleasure and then he pulls it off to cum in my mangina or inside my mouth.  But that seems incredibly selfish to prolong my own pleasure when he's not getting a whole lot of pleasure out of it until his orgasm hits.  ;-)

I do have an issue though that severely affects my sex drive after ejaculating when I'm with a guy.  I absolutely lose all interest.  To see if it's just me or if I'm even capable of continuing, I'd somehow like to test myself.  Someday while he jacks off, I'd like to try straddling him and face-fuck him until I orgasm, then immediately I'd drop down upon him and let him blow a load in my ass or suck him off for my own mouthful of his musky juice (being honest with myself, swallowing his jizz at that time would be truly hard for me to complete.)  Or equally, instead of face-fucking him, I'd ride his cock until I'm ready, I pull off, cum in his mouth and again slide back down around him until my ass is stretched wider as he swells with his own climax.  I just need to know how far my interest will go when with men.  ----Update on this, I have since rode him and came in his mouth, then rolled over and let him finish.  AND a second time I rode him until I came in his mouth then dropped back down upon him and allowed him to ejaculate inside me.  I CAN DO IT!!!  4 times to date...

Surprisingly I've never, not once, knelt before a guy, unbuttoned his pants, pulled them down and commenced in providing him with a non-reciprocal blowjob.  Kneeling between his legs as he reclined on a couch would suffice as well, but kneeling seems like a much better place for me...I'd venture to say that it's because a woman on her knees fits most porn videos that men would watch.  If I were ever to have a chance to sleep in the same bed or area as another man (ie. camping), a goal of mine would be to suck him off whenever I got the urge in the middle of the night.  He'd cum in my mouth, I'd swallow and that would be that.  I have sucked off Jay twice without his knowledge, however not to completion.  It was kind of a interesting thing really.  I crept my hand into his boxers and began to fondle his cock but he didn't get hard.  It wasn't until I slowly eased his boxers open and began to lick and suckle his penis like a baby on a teat, did I feel his length harden in my mouth.  I'm sure I tasted precum flowing from within and probably could've convinced his body to convulse with a nocturnal emission.  Oh well, live and learn, but boy it was intense! 

In a separate cock-sucking scenario, I am in no way against him telling me to kneel before him, he unbuttons and drops his pants, guides his cock into my mouth, grabs my head and then begins to thoroughly face-fuck me to completion.  A few slobber covered mushroom stamps to the face combined with some callous language would be a delightful addition to that experience. 

One last oral sex performance I've never encountered is to let him jack off before me - imagine a dog waiting for a treat.  When ready, he grabs my head and tells me to open up and he begins to cum in my waiting mouth.  In this scenario, the only thing I would touch him with is my outstretched tongue, during which, he spreads pre-ejaculate if any flows out and to finally rest his dick upon during orgasm.  All the while, I'm looking up at him and waiting for my command to swallow when he's given me all he has to offer.  I'd like to know what feelings women experience in porn, who's script demands that men are to beat off in her mouth.  Do they feel used and humiliated or dedicated to pleasuring that awesome piece of meat dangling right before them?  Personally, I prefer the latter reason and think it's fucking hot.

I've dabbled in wearing women's lingerie while alone and fucking myself stupid with dildos and vibrators, but I've never had the chance to fulfill that event with a man.  I'd usually throw the clothes away within months out of paranoia of being found out by the girlfriend at the time.  Some of the things I've bought include teddy's, crotchless panties, bras, garters and pantyhose.  Jay did say one time that his one wish was to be with a shemale...I'd fit the bill, no?  I doubt it'd become a staple of sex together, but I'm down for trying anything once!  If that ever was to happen I'd have to go all out to complete the illusion; wig, make-up, heels, possibly rubber breasts to fill out the outfit.

As said above, Jay had fucked me while I passed out and for the first time in my life, a man entrusted me with and wanted to sow his seed within my body.  I remember him pushing his dick inside of me without much pain but after about 10-15 strokes I just drifted off into a deep sleep while he had his filthy ways with my hole.  It wasn't until the next day did I find out the full extent of what had happened.  I had always been hesitant about swallowing cum or having him pulse inside my man-cunt, but that day was a turning point and ever since then, my ass has always been open for his pleasure.  I even went so far as to sneak into his house, lift his covers and proceeded to give him a blowjob until rewarded with his nut.  Afterward, I presented myself to him doggy-style and pleaded that he press inside me and cum a second time...surprisingly, all of this was done while I was completely sober.  During his exhaustive pounding, he had to tell me multiple times to shut up so his parents, whom were directly above us, wouldn't hear my moans - I'm sure that was my first pillow biting event as well.  I lost track of time but I think it was a good 30 minute nailing.  Anyhow back to the subject of being an unknowing participant.  It would be such an amazing thought to have a man push into me as I sleep and finish while I remained dead to the world.  That would help solidify that I'm a tool for his pleasure.

A MMF bisexual threesome is another fantasy.  Of course, the usual, "everybody plays together" applies, but ultimately I want my mouth or ass to be the ultimate destination of his ejaculate - not her. 

By now, I'm sure you the reader, are thinking that if a had a group of guys, say three or more, that I'd be more than willing to service them as well.  If I'm completely honest with myself and to you, I'd have to say that you are completely, utterly, categorically and unquestionably dead-nuts right on that I would.  I really don't care what happens, because I know that each and every shot of jizz that's blasted on my face, in my mouth, on my cock or in my bunghole would be another fantasy coming true.  With men, I could pretty much be described as their personal sperm-bank and every deposit into my mouth vault  or safety deposit "box" is treated as gold.

This has never been a big drive nor have I thought about it all that seriously, but I think it would be cool to get a double dildo and slide it into myself and my partner as we fucked  ass-to-ass.  There isn't the connection or anything but seems like it could be relatively fun.

I've thought about getting facials but have come to the conclusion that it is a complete waste of cum.  I can think of only two times that I would be okay with one.  The first is in the frenzied, scramble that happens during ass-to-mouth; a miss-timed spurt happens before I can engulf the cock.  The final would be during a male group orgy.

I think - no, let me rephrase, I KNOW I'd love to be with a shemale myself.  She'd definitely have to be passable though and I'm positive she would turn me on the most if she were an Asian.  As the same with men, I doubt that I'd be able to be her top...but who knows.  I don't see much hope for that fantasy carrying out so it's pretty much at the bottom of my "to-do" list.

If the reader, you, have ever read many stories, be them hetero, bi or gay, I'd say more than half of them include descriptions of a man or woman being able to actually FEEL when the guy climaxes inside of them.  Now I don't know about you, but out of the 52 times a guy has cum inside me, the only way I truly know he has finished, is the sloppiness that is felt as the sperm coats his cock and lubes my ass-turned-pussy.  I have been told by women that if I hold completely still, she can feel the pulsing of my cock.  So what I'm trying to say is that I want to have a Mythbuster's moment to confirm or bust this legend and see if it's truly possible to experience those sensations when a man ejaculates inside another man.  I'm not sure if the sphincter muscle is sensitive enough to feel the relatively slight throbbing of a penis though.  It may be of assistance to have him pull out when he's close, I take air into my relaxed ass, he pushes back inside and then let him continue through release.  Who knows of what the result will be, but I hope that if he remains perfectly still, I may feel his jism splashing against my colon walls.  I suppose in the very least, I could confirm or bust the myth and my curiosity would be laid to rest...I'm prepared in the name of science by accepting that it could take many, many, many times to exhaustively test that theory to be sure.  Who's game?  I'm thinking though that if I did happen to feel his mating rhythm, that I'd want it more and more, unfortunately leaving him in a position to not fully enjoy his own orgasm.