Ok, so this is a pretty crap diary in terms of the frequency of entries but I've got other things to do so ...
Had one of the best wanks of my life the other day. Been giving the old masturbation a bit of a break and trying to not look at pron everyday but every 3-5 days. This has been good actually.
I got the opportunity to use some of a friends knickers as wank material which has got me back into thinking about spanking the monkey everyday. I have in the past used knickers by rubbing them along my hard cock. Depending on the material this has been fantastic. Hmmm, and then finishing by cuming in them is the best. But the other day, in some ways due to themes I've seen on this website, I decided to wank with them on. Having them hold my hard cock, with it straining at the material was fucking horny. Rubbing my cock through the material, seeing it twitch... Then the best bit was pulling at the back of the knickers so it was tight across my asshole and balls and pumping my cock for all its worth... imaging taking my friend from behind, her loving it... begging for it to be put in her arse, pulling the panties tighter across my arse and balls, remembering I'm wearing her panties, that she may never know... and kaboom.
Done it twice now. Got me thinking about womens knickers. Cotton ones are fantastic. Might need to try it with a pair of g strings though.
Oh and I've started getting fascinated with triple penetration and particularly the thought of my cock next to another, ramming a womens arse and coming together...
Ok, so I don't know if I'll be good at the whole commitment thing but I hope to put down some diary entries relating to my wanking habits and porn addiction.
Last night, as it is most nights recently, my chosen material was stories. Big fan of the Kristen Archives and had a scroll through the mind control section. I like these as they can bring in the element of blackmail, of being forced without control. And that's what I want for myself really. To be forced into realising my fantasies so that the Shame side of me can say 'sorry, out of my control, dudes'.
Last night was a below par wank sadly. Couldn't really find the right story. Wanted the dream story, a balance of blackmail, may be a bit of teen, a school setting perhaps, hint of incest, twist of beastiality and a healthy smattering of anal. Can't remember exactly which stories I went for but none really did the trick. Which was a shame as my cock was like rock and desperate for a good let off.
In the end I had to use my own imagination and pictured one of the new girls at work, bent over a desk, and slowly pulling up her skirt to reveal such a pert, curved arse that only dreams are made of. She was in a lust haze and begging me to fuck her arse. Being a good boy I obliged although first had to nibble and kiss those cheeks and crack paying particular attention to the juicy pussy and arsehole. That's one thing I do like, when a female (or male I suppose) character is really wet but feeling dirty at being in such a state. Dripping with musk. Mmmmm.
So with a full more lubrications of my own cock with my own spit and some strokes of my balls followed by the obligatory strokes of my cock we got to where I wanted to be. Relieved and slightly dissatisfied.
Going to try and skip it tonight but you never know...
Oh, and to complete a true diary, I did get to look at some porn in the day and uploaded some new pictures from my travels. Love that secretly viewing porn without the partner knowing. Silly I know.
