Last night I had a dream about sucking a young black man's cock who was maybe 19 or 20. I was dressed very slutty and he knew I was a sissy cocksucker by the way I kept looking at his crotch. I eventually went up to him and just reached down to rub his cock through his jeans. He smiled and asked if I liked what I was feeling, I just smiled and said yes. I could feel he had a nice package and couldn't wait to get my lips on it. With that I started to unzip his jeans and as I got the zipper all the way down, I slowly sank to my knees before I pulled his cock out of his shorts. He knew I was a cock hungry slut seeing how excited I was to be able to suck his cock. He then asked if I was a sissy slut and wanted to suck his cock I immediately said yes. With that he flopped out his cock which was like 6 1/2" and not totally hard. So, I got right on it and took it in my mouth I could feel it start to get hard and it was wonderful. Within short time he was almost totally hard, and I loved it now realizing he was about 8" totally hard and thick as well. I started to lick his cock up and down getting it nice and wet swirling my tongue around his lovely cock head. He just stood there and enjoyed my mouth when he asked me if I loved cock and all that I could do was moan a muffled yes while my mouth was on his cock. I looked up and saw he had a great big smile on his face as I continued to suck on his cock. I can only imagine what he was thinking but I didn't care I was enjoying his cock too much. After a little while longer I suddenly felt hands on the back of my head and them push me further onto his magnificent cock. I started to gag, and my eyes teared up, but he didn't care he pushed his cock down my throat even more. "that's it sissy bitch take my cock like the whore you are", I want to hear you tell me how much you love my cock, with that his hand released me and I slid his cock out of my throat to tell him I loved his cock and wanted to keep sucking it. He kind of chuckled and put his hands on my head and forced his cock all the way down my throat and gagged really hard and he laughed. "that's what you get for being such a sissy". Now with my face all covered in saliva and running down my chin I could feel him building up his pace quickened and with one last thrust he pushed me all the way down on his cock a blew his load. Even though he was all the way down my throat I couldn't swallow all his cum as he was pulling his cock out of my mouth and shooting his load all over. I felt like he blew ten loads on and in me as I tried to swallow it all. When he was done, I looked up and knew he enjoyed my mouth because he was smiling. He just put his cock back in his jeans zipped them up and left me there covered in saliva and cum at that moment I felt a sense of pride and accomplishment.
I was walking in between two buildings at night dressed up like a female hooker when I came around the corner of the building and saw a girl blowing a group of African American men. For some reason I couldn't go back the way I came so I tried to walk away in a different direction when one of them spotted me. I tried to run but wearing heels I couldn't. I could hear the guy shout there's another one. When he caught up with me he realized I was a male dressed up like a slutty women but I looked good enough to suck cock. So he pulled out his cock and I just got on my knees knowing this is what I had to do in order not to get beat up. As I got closer to his cock I realized how much bigger he was than me. Before I knew it I was sucking his cock. As he got ready to cum he put his hands on the back of my head and came in my mouth and made me swallow it all. Once he pulled out another went in and they all were so big. This happened 5 more times all the while the guys where calling me slut whore sissy and so on laughing at me sucking their big cocks. While sucking one of them another reached down to pull my panties aside to show my little clit. They all started to laugh and asked how small am I, I took the big cock out of my mouth and replied 3.5 inches hard. I just blushed and went back to sucking his cock when they all heard that they all just laughed so hard.When I got to the sixth and final guy he said he had something special for me. Well he didn't let me swallow he pulled his big cock out and shot his load all over my face along with a few of the others. They zipped up their pants and they all said that I was a great little sissy slut and left me there. I was so excited and proud that I was able to do that and walk back to my car with a face full of cum.
Last night I had a dream about drinking down a glass of cum. I was in a room with both men and women when all of a sudden, a woman comes up to me and hands me a glass of cum. The glass look like this one but was full to the top with cum. I looked at it and wasn't grossed out or disgusted I was actually excited that I was given a glass of that much cum to drink down. I wasn't sure if I could drink it all down without gagging or throwing up. I was looking around the room and couldn't see much except many of the men and women cheering and clapping like they were at a bachelor or bachelorette party. I did see one woman sipping on their glass of cum. So, I did the same I just slowly sipped on it and it made me feel wonderful. When all of a sudden for some strange reason I just wanted to chug the whole glass down so I just started to do just that. It made me feel so wonderful and sexy I just loved it I was caught up in the moment of chugging a real glass full of cum. After I finished, I looked around the room and realized I was the first one to finish my glass of cum and many of the people in the room where astonished that I had chugged the whole glass down before all the other women. When I started to look closer most of the women weren't even half done. Then the women who gave me the glass came up to me and just smiled with a look that said you are one slutty sissy cum whore who just beat out real women drinking a glass of cum. After she walked away, I could see some of the men looking at me in disbelief and in awe. That a sissy slut like me could chug a glass of cum faster than real women who loved to swallow cum. At that moment I felt a sense of pride come over me and I just loved what I just did and then the dream ended.
I don't know why but over the last few years my desire to be a cumslut has become very strong. It seems that it comes and go's but each time the desire returns it's stronger than the last time. I constantly think about having men shoot the loads all over my face just like one of my role models Francesca Le. I can't get the thought of big manly cocks shooting the loads on me and using me as a cum target. I never really had these desires before, in fact it didn't turn me on in the least, but lately it's all that pops into my mind. I watch the videos of women getting covered in cum and want to be them. I see pictures of them getting covered in cum and want to be them, it seems that's all the comes into my head. And now just recently I started to have had the urge to drink cum not just like swallow it from a cock but to drink a pint like Naami Hasegawa I have a huge desire to drink a pint down thinking I could chug it down faster. I have no idea why I feel this way lately but I do. Somehow it just seems so sexy and hot to me to be a good cumslut even though I haven't done anything like this yet I still would love to try.
I don't know why seeing a female totally covered in cum is so exciting and desirable. I look at the picture and it gets me so hot and excited, not to cum on her but to be in her place being cummed on. I don't know why seeing gobs and gobs of cum makes me want to be in her place and have all that cum dripping all over me but it just do. Just like these pics
My journey I guess started when I was younger and just became aware of porn. My initially reaction was I wanted to fuck and have them suck my cock as I thought they were all so beautiful. As I started to buy more magazine (before the internet) I started to love what the women were wearing it made them look so sexy and desirable. I tried to find magazines that had the women dressed in short dresses or skirts with sexy lingerie and heels. I always thought about what it would be like to have a girlfriend that look like that and dressed like that. While all my friends would say that they could never want to have a girlfriend if she was a pornstar in my mind I didn't care they were hot and sexy. As I got a little older my friends starting dating and I seemed to always be the one with out a girlfriend. So for me I stole panties from some of my guy friends sisters seeing how it was as close as I would get to pussy right now. As I continue to buy more magazines I noticed that I became very curious as to what a girl felt when she was fucking a guy. In the magazines they always seem to be having so much pleasure from being fucked. Also, they seemed to enjoy the lingerie in the magazines as well they always seemed to have a smile on their face. So one day I tried on the panties to see if it would give me pleasure like the girls in the magazines. I didn't really give me pleasure it just kind of made me horny and curious about what they felt when they got fucked. This eventually led me to stealing bras as well and lipstick. After a few failed relationships my curiosity grew and I wanted more feminine things as it made me feel good. I started out buying stockings garters and other sexy lingerie from places like fredericks of hollywood usually around christmas or valentines day. Buying these made me so excited but also just loved looking through the lingerie. This led to buying dresses and skirts and such along with heels all similar to what I had seen in magazine on those women. A little bit later and off to college and my going deeper into dressing. I started to wear panties and bras under my male clothing during the day. I started to try and find more things about crossdressing and shemales and as I did I started to dress alittle more. Even though I was a closet dresser I still liked to go out and look at beautiful women. So ocassionally I would try and find strip clubs to go to with friends. They would get lap dances and talk about fucking them or having them suck their cocks. I usually agreed with them but inside I just loved what they were wearing and what they were doing. Ocassionally I would get a lap dance always a little self concious about my size seeing all the magazines with the guys in them with big cocks. Also every now and than when I would get a lap dance some of th girls would ask if I was excited of course I was but they couldn't feel it. When I would get a lap dance I would just enjoy how feminine they were and how their perfume would smell or how smooth and silky their skin was. I kind of envied them but also in the back of my mind want to have a girlfriend like them. Well a few more failed relationships , culminating with my last saying "what am I going to do with that thing" refering to my cock (my little clit) was just around the same time I came across screw magazine and the shemales inside. This really peaked my interest but I thought how could they really be guys that looked so feminine. And also some had huge cocks twice my size which I thought couldn't be true. Well after that last break up I wanted to go look at women in a strip club so I went to the city called show world that had peep booths. So I go in put my money in and the window shade goes up and there is a sexy blonde just finishing up and getting off the stage. I get kind of pissed because it takes a few minutes before the nest one goes on and I have to put more money in. Well this brunette gets up on the stage shes about 5'6" 5'7" ish with maybe D cup breasts and shes beautiful. Well she starts dance eventually taking off her top to expose her beautiful breast which look so hot and my peep window starts to close and I have no small money to put in so I have to leave and get more money. I go downstairs get change to come back up but as I am walking to the peep both who do I see is the brunette dressed in all her sexy lingerie. She sees me and comes over and asks if I want a lap dance I immediately agree. We go to a small room with a chair and a table where she starts to strip and rub against me. After a little while she tells me to take out my cock and play with it because that really what I am here for. So I do and when I pull it out she kind of chuckles I get embarassed and don't know what to do. With that she puts her big tits in my face and askes me if I want to see something. In my mind I am thinking she is going to show me her pussy and maybe fuck me. She turns her back to me and about a minute later turns back holding a cock in her hand. I just can't believe it she looks so feminine smells so feminine but there she is with a cock, I am speechless. She moves closer to me and tells me its ok to touch it which I do. When I grab it it's way bigger than my hand and I just can get my hand around it. She moves closer to me telling me to kiss it kiss a real cock, and this is what a real cock looks like. She than reaches down to my still hard cock and says "you must like cock because your still hard" I don't even say anything I am just drawn to her cock. I start to kiss it as she instructs me what to do to her real cock. She keeps telling me this is a reall cock see how big it is and so on. After a little while once I have it lube up enough she starts to get more agressive and starts pushing her cock down my throat. She makes me gag and tear up which makes her laugh a little as she tells me my cock isn't a cock but a sissy clit and what I am sucking is a real cock. Eventually she cums but is like clear liquid it's not much and the little bit that went into my mouth I swallow the rest is on my chin which I wipe off with my hand. My head is spinning I don't know what to think I am kind of in a trance when I hear her tell me to look down and as I do I see my still hard cock and hers which is semi hard and still much bigger than mine. She than asks which is a real cock I mumble out that hers is and with that she asks who has a sissy clit I just mumble out me. With that she gets dressed and leaves with a big smile on her face. I sit there for a few minutes and than finally get up to leave and as I walk away I can't help but look at the crotches of everyone whos walking around noticing if they have a bulge or not. After this encounter I started to dress more and try and become more like her. I guess it might be considered the straw that broke the camels back, but looking back and thinking about when I started to look at porn I really did envy the girls in the magazines and want to dress like them and act like them and be them I just couldn't admit it to myself back than but now I can.
I can't get the thought of big manly cocks shooting the loads on me and using me as a cum target. I never really had these desires before, in fact it didn't turn me on in the least, but lately it's all that pops into my mind. I watch the videos of women getting covered in cum and want to be them. I see pictures of them getting covered in cum and want to be them, it seems that's all the comes into my head. And now just recently I started to have had the urge to drink cum not just like swallow it from a cock but to drink a pint like Naami Hasegawa
I have a huge desire to drink a pint down thinking I could chug it down faster. I have no idea why I feel this way lately but I do. Somehow it just seems so sexy and hot to me to be a good cumslut even though I haven't done anything like this yet I still would love to try.
