it's like two hours i've to write something here... my mind just goes blank where it's blogging :\
Let's try to conclude something before tomorrow...
Today i was chatting to my special girl, everything was fine and cool more or less.
has a seccond smoke in 10 mins she says. oki, go... i smoke in my room silly, i'm not "going" anyway :) there's a terrace here, the door too that is open and so is a window. i need to smoke. go :) but if i was with you i wouldn't agree with that ;D haha you would eventually! nah yes u would hm... shakes a no both my ex-es were non smokers, and both tried at first to make me quit, both eventually stopped :P we could make deals, no cigarette for something better ^^ lol doesnt work sweetie i'm not saying to stop smoking :) just 1 less during a day i understand sweetie, let me put it this way.. if i say "i need to smoke" it means i'm upset,so if i dont smoke i stay upset.. so i wont be in any mood for anythin else :) i dont say to stop smoking ^^ just a lil effort for me.. if you can do that :> not fair...playing the love card :P you will be better, trust me :* i know sweetie, just saying if i tell u "i need to smoke"..u should let me uhm listen to this... when you buy a pack you could save one how you always do and keep another one in the pack writing on it with a black pen for jess :) awww... i will. brb one seccond :D ---- helou, smoked? mhm ^^ better now? yep :* oh..
she sent me a pic then...
with the cigarette she saved ♥
that was awesomely cute, i really love you. when it will be full i promise you something special
and then you are there chatting with her... and she has one of her sweet moments...
kisses ur left cheek with a tight pressed smoochie, then ur nose tip with a tiny brushed peck, then the other cheek before she rubs her cheek on in and whispers "I love you so much Sus..." and snuggles ya,burrying her face over ur shoulder,resting her chin on it and huggling
you are there... sitting on the couch, your laptop on your legs, curling a wisp of hair around your finger...
you read it and simply smile, what can you say? nothing :)
That simply is cute, made your day :D
thank you :), love you too (even if i am not good with words ^^ )
A few things about me you probably don't know. lol, curious and silly things of course...
I'm left handed but can write with both hands.
I am half maltese half italian.
My favourite song is not by Queen. ( lol, shocked?)
My dog tongue kissed me a couple of times. well, he was licking my face and he put his tongue inside my mouth, blah :d
When i was younger, many years ago, i was probably 7 or 8, i was running in a park with a friend of mine... i slipped and fell in the mud. :S i was brown...
I never thought about girls before half year ago, it's pretty recent.
When i was younger i had short hair.
I cant think of cutting my hair actually, i love it too much.
I am damn lazy sometimes, specially on winter
I speak 3 languages and can read/understand 5.
I never use the words: handsome, gorgeous, beautiful for a person. just pretty, very pretty, very very pretty, etc... lol
I dont like coffee... i'd have said two weeks ago, i fear i have a sort of addiction now :s
Hmm... how to start this... well, it was a normal day in a normal week, i was feeling hornier than usual. I was chatting to my friend Kay, i teased her a bit and then asked her: would you like to roleplay... just a kiss? Was a good one, i described it for almost half a hour, very nice and sweet to me.
A day i had this thought in my head... why don't we play a kiss and show both the points of view? it could be funny!
There I am, sitting on the couch, really not paying attention to what's
on TV. I see something moving at the door, it's you. You have finished
with your relaxing shower, your hair still wet, covered in a soft white
towel. You come closer, move on top of me, your hips swaying. I feel
your hand taking away the remote and then grabbing my face, they are
warm and smell of peach. Your knees aside both my thighs. I'm smiling to
your prettiness.
Your hands, your fingers tickling my skin, caressing my cheeks and then
my neck, feeling them through my hair, your thumbs touching my ears. I
softly moan, almost a purr... my hands following the curves of your hips
under the towel. I look into your beautiful eyes, you're doing the
same. I gently pull you closer, your belly almost touching mine. Your
waist as close as possible. A smirk on my face, I can see a pale red
tone on your cheeks. Your fresh smell fills my nose, your body is still
warm for the shower, or is it me?... my eyes are telling you to kiss me
bad, I want and need it, now. I see a little smirk on your lips and your
chin moving up, reaching my nose. Your hands still on my face, I slowly
close my eyes, lightly parting my lips, breathing out. Your lips lovely
kissing my forehead, it's gentle, long. My body's getting warmer as I
feel your lips moving to my cheek as I bend my face to the side... you
licked it, I feel the wet film on my skin. Your right hand slowly pulls
my head back, I look into your eyes with a smile. Just a word I tell
you: "Teaser..." and I lick my upper lip. I can see your growing lust, I
feel your hands on my hair, my neck, my back, you moving closer, my
belly against yours. The hand behind my head running through my hair
firmly and gently pushes my head to you, I see your face getting closer,
your lips too, so close to mine. After an infinite second I finally
kiss your lips, they are just amazing, I love them. Pulling you closer
with my hands, your lap almost on my belly now. I'm caressing your back
holding you tight onto me. One quick look into your eyes, you're looking
back to me... my tongue tip slides between your sweet lips, I'm still
staring at you and your eyes are smiling. Slowly easing into you till I
sense your lips locking it, I stop just a moment and then you're sucking
my tongue in your mouth. I feel yours pushing into mine, rubbing my
tongue, loving it. I run my hands under your towel, cupping your perfect
bum, sliding them on your body, to your hips. I want more, I bend my
head forward to kiss you deeper, so good, so hot. Then we stop the kiss,
our tongues part from each other, our mouths close slowly. as we move
our heads away a small touch of fluid is still connecting our lips. We
laugh.
Get back to your TV show you say... but you can hear my footsteps behind you as you plan to leave.
Waitin', watchin' the clock, it's four o'clock, it's got to stop
Tell her, take no more, she practices her speech
As she opens the door, she rolls over...
Pretends to sleep as she looks her over
She lies and says she's in love with her, can't find a better girl...
She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better girl...
Can't find a better girl
Ohh...
Talkin' to herself, there's no one else who needs to know...
She tells herself, oh...
Memories back when she was bold and strong
And waiting for the world to come along...
Swears she knew it, now she swears he's gone
She lies and says she's in love with her, can't find a better girl...
She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better girl...
She lies and says she still loves her, can't find a better girl...
She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better girl...
Can't find a better girl
Yeah...
She loved her, yeah...she don't want to leave this way
She needs her, yeah...that's why she'll be back again
Can't find a better girl
Can't find a better...girl...
Ohh...ohh...
Uh huh...
Ohh...