it's like two hours i've to write something here... my mind just goes blank where it's blogging :\

Let's try to conclude something before tomorrow...

Today i was chatting to my special girl, everything was fine and cool more or less.

has a seccond smoke in 10 mins she says.  oki, go... i smoke in my room silly, i'm not "going" anyway :) there's a terrace here, the door too that is open and so is a window. i need to smoke. go :) but if i was with you i wouldn't agree with that ;D haha you would eventually! nah yes u would hm... shakes a no both my ex-es were non smokers, and both tried at first to make me quit, both eventually stopped :P we could make deals, no cigarette for something better ^^ lol doesnt work sweetie i'm not saying to stop smoking :) just 1 less during a day i understand sweetie, let me put it this way.. if i say "i need to smoke" it means i'm upset, so if i dont smoke i stay upset.. so i wont be in any mood for anythin else :)  i dont say to stop smoking ^^ just a lil effort for me.. if you can do that :> not fair...playing the love card :P you will be better, trust me :*  i know sweetie, just saying if i tell u "i need to smoke"..u should let me uhm listen to this... when you buy a pack you could save one how you always do and keep another one in the pack writing on it with a black pen for jess :) awww... i will. brb one seccond :D      ----     helou, smoked? mhm ^^ better now? yep :*  oh..

she sent me a pic then...

with the cigarette she saved ♥

that was awesomely cute, i really love you. when it will be full i promise you something special 

wove you sweetie :*