Now here is a question for everybody.......whats happened to the videos here on Imagefap?? Ive not heard any announcements from Admin that they are taking them away, but Ive been on my profile today to check to see if my latest video has uploaded only to find I have none at all on my profile, they just vanished!!
Ive checked MovieFap and they are still there, but it seems adding videos to your profile here isnt possible anymore. How strange, can anybody shed any light on the situation or is it just a temp. techinical fault?
Well seems I am now worthy of varificaton and now have my stamp of approval from the higher powers that be at Imagefap, so check out my pretty roset which adorns my profile. So why is this so important to me? As many of you will be aware not everybody is who or what they seem to be in the world of the internet so this is my proof I am who I say I am. I would urge all those serious users of this site to get yourself varified also, it should make this a community of genuine people, something that if you are considering meeting anybody should be high on anybodies list of priorities : )
So do get in touch, I love to hear from you all and as Ive mentioned in previous blog posts I am keen to have real meetings with women and convincing CDs/transexuals so if you meet that criteria lets get to know each other and see if we can make each others dreams come true LMAO.
Even if you dont fall into the above catergory, dont fret, I am happy to chat or take requests for future photo shoots so dont be shy, I dont bite ( much! ) and feel free to even say Hi if you want. I will always reply to all messages eventually, if you've taken the time to message the least I can do is reply back.
Well you have probably seen my varification pics I posted onto my profile, its these pics I have sent to Imagefap to get my account here varified. However despite uploading them at least 4 or 5 times, still nothing, even though it says it takes about 24 - 48 hours to clear : ( I guess I'll have to keep trying.
Well despite that I expect you are all happy that I am really me...... no really I am me honest!! LMAO. As mentioned in my profile I am keen to meet up with any UK sexy trannies, perhaps there is some sexy fem boy who would like to break me in gently. No offence in any way intended because I know how it feels to be internally girly, but I'm interested in VERY girly boys, so if you think having a beard and wearing a skirt qualifies you then sorry to let you down. I make a great deal of effort to look as passable as possible so I expect the same in return : ) Do get in touch if you think you meet my needs ^ _ ^
That said, whatever level of transgender/CD you are I love to hear from you all beacuse however convincing you can look, that is only the outside, the superficial aspect of our sexuality, inside we are all the same and just want to express ourselves and who we are to the best of our ability, thus the reason I contribute to this site. I love doing my photoshoots and hope that you all enjoy viewing my videos and pictures as much as I enjoy making them. so message any time, I'll respond to all messages as soon as possible.
Hi to all the beautiful girls and gurls out there, just to let you know I will be doing another new photo session tomorrow and possibly another naughty video, time permitting of course. As usual it will feature me looking cute and sexy.
I am inspired by all the fantastic pictures I see here on Imagefap, so if I copy your style or look, trust me its compliment I assure you ^ _ ^. Of course I want to establish my own look too and if you have any requests let me know and I'll try to accomodate it on any future photosets. I always aim to please LOL
Thankyou all for all your lovely comments and support, I love Imagefap and all my fans, without you all I would have no incentive to do what I do and I want each photo session and video to be even better than the one before it : )
Well its been a busy week for sure and the weather has been gorgeous too!
You will have noticed the addition of new pics this week, I had an absolute ball doing them and enjoyed every minute, I look forward to new photoshoots more and more and still have loads of new things to show you all. The responce to my videos and galleries has been fantastic, keep it up girls and boys, I love it.
Not sure whan my next shoot will be, but certainly in the next 4 weeks, by then I'll have a new look and I'll also try to fulfill the requests Ive received too. A huge thanks to Ellie CD who has taken the time to do some fakes of me, I guess Ive finally arrived when I start to get faked LMAO. Its all good though so dont be afraid to have a go if you are a dab hand with photoshop, sadly I'm not thus my pics get a misty edge or coloured wash at best LOL.
I adore all your lovely comments, you know it makes everything worth it when I read them all, you make me feel like a beautiful girl, the girl I've always been inside and wanted to be, I really do have the most amazing fans. Keep well people and see you again soon, and feel free to message me here at Imagefap, or on my e mail cdsupersatin@gmail.com I'll reply to all messages.
Hello boys and girls, here I am again just keeping you dirty little sluts updated on whats new.
Well there is another hello kitty gallery that will be uploaded soon, as always cute as can be, two different outfits which I have assembled on this newest shoot. I have also done some more face pics too, I love to be told how pretty I am, so dont hold back and by all means use them to tribute me, I love cum all over my slutty face ^ _ ^
Now speaking of cum on my slutty face, well how does me, doing a video wanking my little clitty and shooting into my greedy mouth sound to you? Well wait no more because I've done just that, yup you will see me tossing off and squirting into my mouth and swallowing the lot, and there is quite a lot!. I did splash some on my face too, shame really what a waste of good cum, I really should learn to aim better LOL
Ah well, hope you continue to enjoy my galleries and videos, loads more planned for the future and if you have a specific fetish you would like me to do just drop me a message anytime. I'm very open so I'll try to accomodate within reason : )
So I'll leave you once more, your total slutty Kitty whore
New Photoshoot next Wednesday....Prepare for my best shoot ever!!!
OK ladies, well here I am again and I am very excited to say that my next photoshoot will be next Wednesday 9th May.
You will see plenty of my usual cuteness but also my darker slutty side too, so if you have been hankering to see me as a complete whore and super bitch then one of my new outfits is bound to please ^ _ ^
Hello Kitty will be making another appearance of course, so my current fans will be happy, besides that is how I am inside so its a true reflection of my inner girl. But even innocent girls go wild occasionally, and sometimes its my turn to be in control so make sure all you sissy bitches are ready to do as you are told and worship my cock like the good little girls I know you can be. I want lots of horny commets too about what you would like to do to my slutty mouth and asshole, so be sure to have your clits ( yes that means you ladies ) and cocks ( this means you sissy fags ) and prepare to shoot lots of lovely cum in my honour! : )
Well, its been a while since my last blog addition, and those who keep up to date will remember me mentioning I would be doing another photoshoot, and at last it arrived ^ _ ^
Hope it was worth the wait and you were not dissapointed, I really enjoyed doing them and would like to say a huge thankyou and a big cuddly hug to all those who took time to post such lovely and encouraging comments on my galleries. My most recent galleries have been very popular indeed and only fuel my desire to do more and hopefully they will continue to just get better.
Ive still got plenty of new items to model including another awesome "Hello Kitty" set which will blow you away!!
Now as you all know by now I adore CUTE, and Ive recently come ( cum ) across a completely new fetish I had no idea even exsisted. Take a look at my favourites and you'll see loads of additions in the catergory Teens, Girls and beautiful women of cute women in Diapers ( nappies to those of us from the UK ^ _ ^ ). Wow, seeing those cute girls with passifiers/dummies in their mouth looking so sweet, well its any wonder I adore it. My goodness, these girls are the very definition of CUTE, especially when they are being breastfed by mummy or cuddling their teddy! Maybe one day I'll do a set myself all dressed up like a cute baby girl LOL. I cant look at pics of these sweethearts without wanting to take care of them and cuddle them and love them. So might I say a big thankyou to those posters who produced these amazing galleries, I think I need a pretty baby girl in my life too so we can be cute together.
As you probably guessed I love teddies too. I still cuddle a teddy at night despite my age and you know if you havnt cuddled a teddy since you were a kid, I'd strongly suggest you revisit the experience. It feels wonderful, trust me, so liberating and comforting. I love the feel of the soft fur against my face, and well who can resist such a soft teddy anyway? My Hello Kitty is getting plenty of cuddles and snuggles, after all she deserves it, she worked very hard to make my most recent pics the best ever!
Well thats it for now girls, do feel free to contact me either via private message or better still via my e mail adress on my profile, I love to hear from you and read your thoughts on all things tranny.
Well sadly my most anticipated photoshoot didnt happen today as planned due to circumstances beyond my control so regret there will be no new pics for a while in my new outfits : (. I had built myself up all week awaiting my chance but unfortunately it wasnt to be this time. That just makes me even more determined next time, oh the woes of sharing a house, boo hoo.
As way of an apology I decided to do some quick piccies of a couple pairs of panties from my dirty panty collection. Trust me they are VERY dirty indeed so you soiled panty lovers will not be dissapointed. Ive been purchasing panties from a young lady for some time now, she knows just how I like them too, lots of discharge/period but no poo stains ( hey I'm perverted but not that perverted LOL ). Needless to say I spend endless hours of enjoyment with her panties, quite how she gets so much discharge in her panties in just a couple of days of wear is anybodies guess but I for one am not complaining ^ _ ^ . Better still she is model stunning, obviously I cant show a pic of her, her annonimity must remain and I respect that, but trust me the panties you see are not from a moose and knowing how stunning she is only makes her panties even more delightful. So enjoy the panty pics folks!
Well at long last I can now announce my next photo session, which will be on 1st March is only a few days away, I cant wait!! ^ _ ^
I promise it will have been worth waiting for too, I have some lovely items I will be modeling which are even sexier and cuter than ever, as as mentioned in my previous blog I will be going Blond for the first time : )
So watch this space peeps and I look forward to your encouraging comments which I love to read, it only motivates me to do more!
First of all just wanted to say a big sorry for those eagerly awaiting my next photoset, to be honest I am desperate to do another very soon, I'm getting withdrawral effects but circumstances have meant I havnt been able to. What makes it worse is I have so much lovely stuff to show you, I know you will adore it and they will be my best pics ever.
My New camera arrived a couple of days ago but I was dismayed to find that its own timer function is just 10 seconds, same as my cellphone, but it of course takes much better pictures so not only will my next photo set be my hottest ever the quality should be better ( although I cant do much about chopping my head off unless somebody else takes the pics for me ^ _ ^ )
As I mentioned previously I will be going blond, and if cute is your thing, then trust me, have I got the cutest ensemble for you. Do keep the comments coming, I love them, knowing you dirty little cum sluts out there are getting off on my pics gets me sooo...horny. Also dont be afraid to contact me on my e mail cdsupersatin@gmail.com especially if you are also a sexy CD/TS/TV, I love to exchange ideas and generally chat.
Not much else to tell you really, I'm going to have a good sift through all your naughty galleries and squirt my juicy cum before I get to bed. Sweet dreams everybody till next time XXX
I'm back again, and as always my mind is constantly pre occupied with my femanine side. My new outfits are all ready now, I'm bursting inside to try them on and see what you all think. Ive tried all the items barr a couple on for size when Ive been able to grab just a few minutes of solitude which makes me even more excited to get on and start shooting.
Dont know if you other gurlz have the same problem, but aren't womens sizes so hard to pin down! Some times I can be a size 10, sometimes a size 12 and sometimes a size 14, so I tend to stick with a 12 as a general rule. My upper body whilst slim tends towards 12 - 14 with my lower body a 10 - 12, thank goodness I have small feet, at least socks and shoes are relatively easy to get LOL
So what have I been fapping over most recently? Well the latest additions to my favourites gallery will pretty much give it away, trannys tending to be my money shot pics LMAO. I've also added quite a few Teen Galleries lately too, naturally like most red blooded men I love beautiful youthful women and the cuter the better too! This got me to thinking about myself and the way I relate to my own femanine side. Looking at the many CD/TVs on Imagefap, its clear different people like and prefer to express their femaninity in different ways, usually by the way they dress.
I tend towards the younger side, the more cutesy look, innocent and sweet, the exact way I love my trannys and women to look. Naturally I emulate the images I see as best as possible so that I can represent my inner girl as close as I feel I am. I would say that given the way I dress I am inclined towards being an older girl as apposed to a woman. Maybe in time as I crossdress more and more I will develop as a girl would into a woman and begin to dress with more maturity but still maintaining the femaninity I am looking for.
So what does this mean? And how old is my own femanine side? Well I believe my inner female is about 16 - 18 years of age, maybe a tad younger ( and I must point out I do not condone underage sex in any form!!) just discovering her sexuality. I'm kind of going through my own fem puberty if you will. Kind of the reverse I went through as a young male where I started growing hair all over the place ( although I must confess I am pretty much hair free across my body anyway except my shins LOL ). I am removing the very aspects of my masculinity when I crossdress almost like I were say 13 again but now branching off into my female side instead of continuing along my male side as I did. I see some CD's like the more mature look, as if trying to emulate mature women in fact or maybe that is just that they prefer to be more dominant in their fem role.
To be honest when I am fem, I am pretty much the same emotionally as I am when I resume my male personna. By that I mean I have always been a highly sensative male, in both my fem and male aspects I prefer gentle loving sex, perhaps I do lean slightly to being passive and whilst I dont like being dominated as such, I do enjoy being controlled and letting my partner take the lead. Dont get me wrong, I love a good hard fuck now and then and often fantasise about being gang fucked by a load of super hot shemales, used and abused for their pleasure ( and thus mine ^ _ ^ ). I dont know if other Cd's like myself tend towards gentleness or if they are as aggressive when they resume their female role as they are when they are in male mode. In fact thats one of the main positive aspects that any fem male can give to a woman. Being femanine is more than simply looking femanine, thats why you simply cannot stop being who you are, its a instrinsic part of your personality.
It baffles me that its a sad fact that most fem males will find it particularly hard to develop a long lasting relationship with a woman. Surely such a person would make the ideal boyfriend/girlfriend to any woman?Of course women will rightly look for a masculaine male in the same way that men look for a femanine female its only natural I suppose. Ah well my search goes on, maybe one day I will have the love of a beautiful female who will accept me for all I am.
Well, I'm very excited, most of my new outfit has arrived, just a couple of finishing pieces left and as always they are ultimate fem and cute : ) Not sure yet when I can actually get round to another photo session, again I have to wait until I have the house to myself and steal a few hours of naughtyness. LOL
As I mentioned previously, I can now confirm that I will be going Blonde for my next photoshoot ( makes me sound like I'm a proffessional when I say it like that LMAO ) and whilst I'm not one to stereotype, a quick try of my new mane made me feel, well......dumb, heh heh. Dumb in a sexy way you understand!! Well all I can say is I hope its true what they say, Blondes have more fun, I know for sure I'll be having a great time being a slutty posing bitch for you all. I'll probably sport a bit of lipstick too for the first time, at least I cant really get that wrong, as for my eye makeup, well its a work in progress. I am still hopelessly inept at applying it properly.
I am finding that since I have started crossdressing publicly ( ie here on Imagefap and not in the real world ) I constantly think about finding more and more lovely items to wear, I'm almost obsessive and its really important that I present the most beautiful package I can. For that reason, do comment on my pics where possible so I can get a feel for what you girls really like the most and I can then taylor future outfits to meet your preferences. Plus it also fuels my Ego, and after all who doesnt want to be complemented, its a girls prerogative after all ^ _ ^
I should also like to point out how much I enjoy looking at all your sexy outfits too ( both girls and gurlz LOL ) I will likely steal ideas from what I see, things I like, so if you see me sporting something similar in future and think, hold on, she's wearing the same dress as me........just consider it a form of flattery LMAO.
I'm still toying with the idea of doing a short video, not sure what of in truth, maybe me wanking off and shooting my load perhaps? By the way, I've included my e mail address on my profile now too, dont be shy, get in touch especially if you are a like minded CD a full on tranny or a woman who appreciates us fem guys. I could do with lots of advice from the more seasoned individuals, after all I am just learning about my self and its nice to converse with others who really can understand what it is to be a crossdresser. In fact I'd especially love to hear from ladies who live/d with a CD partner, I would love one day to meet an understanding young lady who could appreciate an effeminate man like myself. Its difficult of course, for CD's to be totally open and honest for fear of rejection, I'm also divided as to the best way to introduce this side of me to a potential long term girlfriend for instance, do I wait until we have been together for some extended period of time before dropping the bombshell or tell her on the first date? Or is it better to do what we always do, just say nothing and keep living in secret? I guess nobody has all the answers, but I would be interested in your thoughts.
Well thats it for now sisters, I'm gonna have a nice long fap session now looking at all your lovely pics ( look out for my comments ) then off to bed I suppose where I will be dreaming of more naughty things I'd like to do with all you hot ladies and trannys. Later sweeties XXX
Anyone reading my blogs would think I'm obsessed with sex............and they would be quite right too! LMAO.
As you will already have realised I adore transexuals in all their various forms, but that doesnt mean I dont have any interest in real ladies anymore, quite the opposite in fact. I love beautiful women and you will find that my gallery favourites show women of all types. Not suprisingly I prefer " Girly " girls, the soft gentle and feminine kind. I tend to go for younger slim females, with long silky hair and as you can probably guess from my own CD pics thats how I like to look as well. My favourite is the EMO look, my goodness Emo girls are about as hot as you can get, so sweet and innocent looking but also sexy as hell too.
Another main criteria I adore in women is lesbianism, for me all women should be lesbians. There is very little in this world more of a turn on than 2 hot girls making out, I guess its the standard hetro male fantasy, but despite my own sexuality it also happens to be one of my most thought about fantasises. I guess its my fasination with lesbians that also fuels my desire to be fem as well. I wasnt born a girl sadly, I certainly wish I had been, so I guess to fulfill my desire to be lesbian I create an alter ego when I am fully fem to emulate the girl I wish I was inside. I imagine I am with 2 or more super hot lesbians and I am also a pretty girl too. I think many CD's also have this fantasy, the only thing that could make it even better is to add some hot trannys to the mix, but thats just me being greedy!! LOL
I love pussy, fucking it, eating it, smelling it, you name it, anything that comes out of a girls pussy is sacred to me. So even if a girl is on her period, I'll happily lick away and of course pussy juice is always a massive favourite. I love the really creamy girls, my ex girlfriend used to get mega creamy during sex, gobs of gooey white cream oozzing out of her pussy and I would always lap it up enthusiastically. I found using a babys small plastic feeding spoon was best, just pop inside her hot pussy and scoop out the creamy goodness, my goodness I'm getting hard just typing this!! I really miss my ex you know, heh, heh. Of course this also meant her panties were always full of crusty discharge which I would sniff and lick when ever the opportunity presented itself. I have even bought many pairs of dirty panties off various panty sellers and I'll often be sniffing said panties whenever I mastubate. I'll have to do a picture gallery one day of all my filthy panties.
So what about anal sex I hear you cry, well yes, Anal is something I enjoy too, both giving and receiving. Now I should point out that the only anal I have received was self administered, you know sticking various cock shaped objects up my ass and very enjoyable it has been too. Of course I would love one day to have a hot hard Tranny cock up there and likewise I'd also happily oblige by pounding a trannys sexy ass. Of course if I did it would be the first non female ass my cock had ventured into.
Hmmmm........does that make me gay I wonder, being a CD is a very confusing thing, most CD's are completely straight guys with no interest in manly guys of any sort ( that would be me I suppose ) and some CD's are bi sexual and enjoy sex with Guys and girls. Where it gets confusing is those CD's like me who have only ever been straight but find transgendered males attractive. Are we bi sexual too? Are we in fact lesbians in male bodies? Are we simply gay? You know, its just impossible to label us really, we are neither gay or straight, we love femininity in all its forms however its packaged. And, am I still straight because I've only thought about sex with feminised males, or does even fantasising about it change my sexuality? And at what point does a CD become a transgender, do you have to live your life as a woman all the time to qualify. Despite my desire to be as feminine as possible I dont want to live my life as a woman, but many CD's do.
And here is the last point I should make. Being a CD really is a very lonely exsistance sometimes, all of us are secretive about what we do, if we are lucky we have an understanding partner who accepts the positive aspects of being a fem male, but thats quite rare in truth. Most CDs be they straight, gay or bi will often hide the fact from everybody so its great that we have sites like imagefap where we can be who we really are without shame or predjudice. If I was simply Gay, I could tell the world and live my life and the majority would simply accept it. Most would not accept you being a CD/transgender, especially other males who would feel threatened by it for some odd reason ( perhaps concerned their own dormant homosexuality might appear after seeing a guy who they considered hot LOL ).
Maybe in 1000 years time there will be no sexes as such, the whole population will be simply androgynous, dressing and having relationships with each other irrespective of their birth sex, then perhaps we will be free to live our lives without fear.
Hope you are all doing well in the land of fapdom, I'm still putting together ideas for my next ensemble, another collection of super cute and sexy gear I know you'll love. I might even go blonde!
The past few days Ive been considering my fantasies. I fantasise all the time anyway and the fantasy I have depends on my mood at any given time. As you are probably aware I have a wide range of fetishes, so it doesnt take much for my mind to wander into fantasy land. So what have I been fantasising most about lately? Well I've really been obsessing over the thought of swallowing huge amounts of cum!
Sadly Ive only ever tasted my own cum, its really quite nice too if I say so myself. I often mastubate then roll over, throw my legs over my head and squirt a juicy load into my mouth and on my face. Can't beat fresh from the cock warm cum I say : ). I just wish I could do a really huge load, thick and creamy. Because I mastubate regularly every day I rarely replenish my cum sufficiently to get a lovely big mouthful. I can do a nice load, but I have to refrain for 2 - 3 days to get the quantity and thickness I like, and well my sex drive means I rarely ever go several hours without mastubating let alone days LOL.
I guess the only way I'll ever get all the cum I want would be to take part in a shemale gangbang, or better still a Bukkake session! Now here is the weird thing, I know cum is cum, but despite my desire to taste and swallow bucketfulls of cum, I only want it from hot Transexuals. I guess its kind of the thought of looking up at a gorgeous shemale while I'm sucking her cock, and then letting her cum straight in my mouth, feeling the hot sticky cream coat my tongue and squirt hard at the roof of my mouth : ) Of course there is a dilemma here, generally the hottest ( ie most femanine TS/Shemales,etc ) are such because they take the hormones nessesary to give them that more femanine appearance and this in turn often causes testicular shrinkage, thus less cum ( although I know thats not always the case ) : ( So my only other option is to look at crossdressers like myself, girls who have no hormonal disadvantage and can give me the cum I crave ; )
Now, I have to find say 10 superhot CD's all with huge cocks, and big ball sacks full of cum and I'll be sorted LMAO. So lets say I am lucky enough to find 10 such super hot girls, all with big hard cocks ready to blast copious amounts of cum into my mouth for me to swallow down like a good little sissy slut. Well my fantasy then would be to start with the smallest cock and get my ass well and truly fucked like a bitch, and work my way up to the biggest cock in turn. As each of my hot girls replaces the other, the dick that has just been pounding my ass, gets sucked to completion, filling my mouth with lovely cum as my ass continues to be pounded by the next proceeding cock. By the time Ive finished my ass will have been well and truely fucked and my mouth will have tasted and swallowed ( I wouldnt waste a drop! ) 10 big gooey loads of yummy cum. Awesome!! Oh and I should point out I am dressed in my usual slutty cute outfits while all this is going on.
So how do I finish off? Well assuming I hadnt already blown my load too soon, I get the prettiest of the 10 girls to take a good ass fucking by me, and finish off by being sucked off by her and blowing my juicy jizz into her mouth as a reward.
I can dream cant I? LMAO.
More fantasies later, feel free to let me know yours, the hotter the better ; )
Well here I am again, I've no idea if anybody actually reads my blogs but either way I get to externalise the way I feel through this blog and perhaps those that do follow my blog will relate to the feelings I experiance as a feminised male.
I do visit Imagefap regularly, its like I kind of feel at home here, plus I have a high sex drive so I get plenty of opportunity to fap off over the many fantastic galleries. On average I mastubate 2 or 3 times a day if I am working, and if I am not at work I can mastubate as much as 6 or 7 times in a single day! Needless to say if I want to enjoy a big cum shot, I have to refrain for a couple of days, I empty my balls faster than my body can fill em up again LMAO.
I guess the reason for todays Blog is that Ive been considering my next photo session. I really enjoyed my last sessions and was reasonably pleased with the overall results, I think if I can get the make up aspect right I can present a convincing package. I'd love one day to be in loads of galleries as an example of a hot tranny/crossdresser, that would be a dream cum true. When I look at other peoples favourite CD/TV/TS galleries you tend to find the same pictures in them, there are Gurls who are universally adored by everybody, for example Bailey Jay is very popular and nearly always pops up in a favourites list. I am only an amateur myself, but I'd love to see my pics alongside those of the very hottest T girls, both proffessional and amateur alike. OK thats pretty unlikely, I guess however good I could look a proffessional photo session would be the icing on the cake and offer a stunning presentation. I wish I knew a young lady I could confide in who would take on the photography aspect for me, even when I do eventually get a proper camera I am still going to have to use a timer function to take pics, and they are often not long enough to assume a position before the camera starts to shoot.
I was considering perhaps a video clip one day, let me know if thats somehting you would like to see and I'll consider it : ) I'm now thinking of what outfit items to get next, I'm pretty fussy, I like items that combine femininity, sexyness and above all cuteness. Just wearing random womens clothing isnt really enough. I've become quite obsessive and trawl the interet and auctions looking for clothing items which I believe would make a super outfit. Buying my first pair of shoes was interesting. I'd never tried womens shoes before, my feet are quite small anyway ( a UK size 8 ) but fortunately this is the normal upper limit size wise for womens shoes. I wasnt sure of course if a mans UK 8 was going to be the same as womens size 8. Fortunately for me it was, the womens shoes are marginally slimmer but I am lucky that my feet are also slim anyway.
I also had my first Bra Ive ever owned in my last photo session, so that was a learing experience too. When I was deciding what Bra to get my first thought was my chest size. Again I'm small built, just a 38 chest so I made sure I bought a 38 size bra. The biggest consideration was what cup size to go for. I eventually opted for a small " A " cup, the bra being padded also. I was thinking at first maybe a bigger size would be better, you know make me look more like a woman, but my own personal preferance when it comes to women is smaller breasts. I'm more of an Ass man than a tit man, regards to breasts I can take them or leave them. I think women with tiny flat chests look gorgeous, I even prefer my trannys with small (hormone enhanced )breasts, as apposed to the huge silicone balloons LOL. Take Kitty Kaiti, she is a super skinny tranny, I absolutely love her, to me she is gorgeous, no breasts at all but still sexy as fuck to me ^ _ ^ So with my own build in mind I figured petite breasts would look better.
I love looking at all your galleries, they give me great ideas on how to improve my own picture sets, both when I view women and CD's. Well thats all for now, suppose I'd best get to bed but not before I've had a good fapping session courtesy of Imagefap, should send me off to sleep nicely. Nighty night girls XXX
As a girl who is true to her word, I have posted up the new pics. I had a long session too so plenty of pictures in the galleries. Sorry some of the poses are a bit repetative, the problem I have is because I'm using a cell phone to take the pics with the self timer, by the time I have hit the camera button, placed it onto the flat surface roughly in position, sprinted in front of it ( in Heels I might add!! ) I get about 2 seconds to position myself. If there is any movement by the time the camera goes click, its all blurry and I have to do it all over again. Thats also the reason why my head or feet get regularly chopped off too.
Anyway, I hope you like the new outfits, as mentioned in the galleries I have shown my face a bit, I didnt have any make up on though, to be honest I'm aweful at putting on makeup, I'm going to need plenty more practice to get it right. If I can get that right then maybe I can at least look passable.
I really enjoyed doing the pictures and cant wait until I gt the house to myself again for a few hours so I can do some more.
If there are any lovely ladies out there ( and I include fem boys like myself ) who would like to link up with me by all means get in touch. I'd love to have somebody to chat to, as a closet crossdresser this is my only outlet and I guess it gets kinda lonely. : (
Take care till next time, big kisses and cuddly hugs XXX
Well here I am again, and futher to my previous blog entry I felt it was a good idea to give you all an insight into the things I like. many of the things will be obvious from my galleries of course and I am sure I share many interests with a great many fellow fappers LOL
It will already be pretty obvious that I love " Girly" things, and much of my interests revolve around anything that is femanine. Crossdressing is naturally something I adore doing, and the clothing I select is generally clothing I like to see being worn by women I find attractive, you know the usual stuff, Lingerie, Schoolgirl outfits, Slut wear and the like. I love " Hello Kitty " gear too, what could be cuter and my favourite colour is of course Pink ; ) As a dressing theme, I aspire to the " Emo/Scene " look when I am in my fem mode, a look I absolutely love, both with women and transexuals/crossdressers ( more on that later )
One of my big obsessions is Panties, I just cannot get enough of them, I love to wear them, but best of all I like to collect used panties and the dirtier the better. Basically anything that comes out of a vagina I adore, Pussy Juice, Vaginal Discharge, Menstral Discharge, you name it I want as much of it as possible. NOT into Scat though so no back door stains for me. I love crusty discharge, the really filthy panties that have been worn for several days are the best. Just looking at the crusty gusset gets me hard in seconds, I want to bury my face in it forever. I think this particular fetish of mine comes from my love of Oral sex, nothing better than sucking on a sweet pussy especially if she has huge labia and clitty, just awesome. I like shaved and hairy pussys equally. I have quite a panty collection too, I'll likely get round to photographing my collection one day, I have some amazing pairs I've aquired over the past couple of years. My preference panties wise is for Satin/Silk and soft cotton, the cuter the better too, you know like sweet little hearts and the like on them, proper girly in pretty colours. I prefer a full bum panty, not the huge granny panties, the tight little ones, oh and thongs are nice too buried deep in a pussy crack.
I guess my next fetish is somewhat related to my panty fetish in some ways but is more specific. Yup, its periods! I guess its an extension of my fem desires, and what could possibly be more femanine than a womans menstrul cycle? Its odd but this particular fetish seems to be more taboo than even scat ( there is actually very little porn content regards menstruation but loads of pics, etc of pissing and scat play ). I'm not really sure how I got into periods really, I enjoy Oral sex with women and to be honest I've never been squeemish about a womans monthly cycles, I continue to enjoy sex with a woman at this time when most guys would perhaps refrain from it. I am now at the point where I enjoy playing with used tampons, the more saturated the better. I suck them and swallow the bloody fluid down and enjoy covering my face by squeezing all the period juice out of the tampon. It feels incredible to me, I wish I had periods! LOL I expect reading this you are thinking how gross it all sounds, but you know a womans period is a beautiful natural occurance and should be shared with your partner. If you have never tasted menstrul fluid, well how can I describe it? Truthfully its odorless and tasteless too, yes I was expecting it to taste like blood ( metalic ) but it doesnt, and assuming the young lady is clean and healthy down below there is no specific smell either. So go on Guys ( and Girls ) go get your wings! : )
Hmmm.....what next , Oooooo I love socks, knee high types, again the cuter the better so needless to say seeing pics of cuties in such socks is a big turn on for me. Upskirts are a big favourite of mine too, cant beat a short pleated plaid skirt, so naughty and super sexy too. I LOVE Ass..........little skinny Asses to Bubble Butts, I love em all : )
I suppose I should mention a little about my desire for shemales/transexuals/crossdressers, I mean I do have a considerable number of them in my favourites after all LOL. Now my interest in this area is relatively new, by that I've been curious about TV/TS's for maybe the past 4 years or so, prior to that I hadnt really given it any thought which I guess is odd when you consider my own crossdressing started as young as 8 or 9. Essentially I am straight, but I am drawn towards TV/TS more and more as I explore my own femaninity. I have never found men attractive in the least bit, and in fact I still find men pretty repulsive in the main, but looking at how beautiful many of the transgender males look really does question my own sexuality. Part of my interest is my wish to emulate them, ie I want to look as passable and beautiful as they do when I am crossdressed, but I cannot deny that I am very sexually attracted to them and would wish one day to experience sex with a transgendered male. Its weird really I look at them and think how bad I'd love to fuck them, and be fucked by them and how I would suck their Gurly cocks and swallow all their cum, yet I have no desire whatsoever to do this to a regular guy, in fact the thought disgusts me. Its like I can only want a cock when it is attatched to a gorgeous tranny! : ) I think a lot of straight guys feel this way to be honest. I extend this desire to highly passable crossdressers too, no offence to any crosdressers reading this but if you dont look remotely convincing as a woman I am unlikely to find you attractive, and I include myself in that catergory, I dought I could " Pass " convincingly, although I'm not sure in truth, but thats just my opinion of myself. I do however respect all crossdressers no matter how convincing they look, I know only too well how they feel inside and I share their desire to be as femanine as they can be.
So if you are a UK based hot tranny/crossdresser looking to break in a slutty girly like me, do get in touch LMAO.
Well thats all folks, till next time. I'm just offloading loads of general stuff thats on my mind right now, I am sure there are lots of other fetishes of mine to discuss later on, dont forget my next photo session is soon so keep checking in, I know you will love my new clothing selection, modeled just for you XXX
Hmmm...dunno where to start really, I guess expanding on my " About Me " would be a good start. So where has my journey of self discovery taken me since persuing more of my femanine side. Well to be honest I was only ever an occasional cross dresser, maybe just wearing an item of lingerie or a skirt, never going beyond that. I have crossdressed in some capacity since I was about 8 or 9 years old, I'm one of twins ( I have a sister ) so perhaps sharing a womb with a female for 9 months inclined me to be more femanine myself. I only crossdressed when I was sexually aroused usually during mastubation, my crossdressing has never been shared openly with anybody, not even previous girlfriends. I have always been and continue to be very much in the closet.
Strangely, when ever I've been in a relationship I generally never really needed to crossdress at all ( my relationships have always been with women by the way ), its like I had all the femaninity I needed in my partner and of course could feel the sensuality of Satin against her body, thus I had no reason to wear anything myself. Much of my passion has been geared towards Satin items of clothing ( thus the name LOL ) although of course now my interests clothing wise are much wider these days. I have found that during the single times of my life I have crossdressed much more, it has always given me comfort, and whilst I still find dressing up sexually exciting, I do find that as Ive gotten older my crossdressing also has satisfying emotional aspect. Its like I'm free and I can be who I want to be, who I really am inside.
Despite this I am not of the mind that I would wish to live my life as a woman ( although I've often wished I had been born a girl ), I mean I wouldnt see myself extending my crossdressing to the point where I live life as a Transexual for example. The strange thing is, that my desire for more femaninity has widened my own sexual interests. I would always consider myself to be essentially " straight ". I mean I've only ever had sex with females, but I cannot deny that seeing the very transexuals/shemales, etc ( whatever label you use ) that I wish to emulate, I am very sexually attracted by many of them. I often fantasise over them and as you can see from my galleries, I adore them. In fact I've come to realise that not only would such a person be the only individual who really truely understood me and the way I am, but that they are the absolute definition of femaninity.
You might ask, how can this be, surely only a real woman can match this definition, but I disagree, being femanine is more than simply having a vagina LOL Being femanine is an attitude, a way of life, it transends physicality. I love femaninity in its purest form. Of course femaninity is different depending on who you ask. My definition is of softness, gentleness, loving and kind. I see it very romantically, its not just a sex thing. That said the physical aspect is very important. Look at many of the most convincing transexuals, they are so beautiful, they take your breath away. I wish I could also be incredibly beautiful too.
So what does this all mean at this point in time for me? Well I persue more seriously my desire to be fem, you will see in my upcoming photo sets that I have carefully selected only the most femanine clothing. I dont do as many sets as I'd like, I share a house so its difficult for me to get time to do the photosets, in addition I also use a basic smart phone to do my pics ( I'll be using a proper digital camera soon ^ _ ^ ). I hope to show my face in future too, its taking quite a bit of practice to get the makeup right and I want to be satisfied that I can look as convincing as possible. Everthing has to be perfect and that will take time.
I hope your patience will be rewarded however, keep checking out my Blog for more updates, my next Photo session will be Thursday 5th January all being well so new pics should appear soon after once uploaded. I do the pics myself using a timer function so aplologies for the quality ( head chopped off etc, ) LOL.
Thanks for checking this out, my first Blog, and I look forward to checking in again soon ^ _ ^ xxx
