It took me almost 55 years to finally realize, that the life I have been living has been one big fat lie. See, I was born a male, with a dick even though it is a very small dick, still a dick none the less. I have been wearing panties and pretending to be female since I was about 6 years old. My sister Leah and mom were the biggest influences in teaching me how to be a female. My mom would let me watch while she was having sex with some guy she met at the bar. And my sister not only taught me how to suck cock, but got me my first cock to suck when I was only 8. (It was an ex boyfriend of hers.) Although I was 8 years younger than my sister, we were very close. She let me hang around when she had sleep overs. I really loved it, cuz they used me as their toy. They did make up on me, dressed me up in sexy bra and panties, taught me about boys and what they like. The best part was them showing me how to jerks/suck guys off using my tiny cock. I was the happiest boy in my neighborhood. Hehee. My sister and i were so close growing up and even to this day, that 4 of her 10 children are mine. And her and I's youngest daughter Megan and I have 3 children together. And now 55 years later, all I can think about is being a Mom!!!! I want to boobs and the kids, the whole nine yards. i feel so strongly about this, that I have even been thinking about having my tiny cock removed and turning it into a vagina. Need to sit down with Leah and Megan and have a serious discussion about it..... Any input from my fellow pervs is greatly appreaciated..
My youngest daughter Megan, just turned 28 14 days ago. We threw a big party for her and I gave her a special present. She stops by today and tells me she is late. I'm getting all happy cuz I think my baby is having my 5th child. She tells me that it is most likely mine, but there is a slim chance it's this nigger she hooked up with for a one night stand. Well see in 9 months if we have a new member to our loving family, or if we have a slave for life. Hehee.
So far my beautiful daughter Megan has given me 3 daughters and 1 son and I hope to help her give me several more..
If you can't love your family, then who can you love?
I have thought about this for years, and every time I do it makes my panties very wet. How I imagine it happens... I'm out drinking with my wife and some close friends from our club. We start doing shots and after about 7/8, my wife says she just got ahold of some really good pot and let's go out to the car. Once at the car my wife gets a bag out of the trunk (unbeknowst to me, it was filled with some of my female clothes.) We're sitting in the car and my wife hands me a joint and tells me to light it. So I do as she says and light the joint, taking a big hit and holding it in. I turn to hand the joint to my wife, when she shakes her head and says, "I got my own joint". I remember taking a few more hits and then it goes dark...
I wake up in a haze, looking around I don't seem to reconigize anything. I feel a draft and look down to see that I'm only wearing a pair of white lace thong, matching thigh high stockings and bra and a neon pink chasity cage. As I begin to get my bearings back some black guy walks up to me, standing over top of me asks whatt the fuck am I doing dressed like that. And before I could even get one word out, he unzips his pants, pulls his huge 10 inch uncut cock out and shoves it in my mouth, saying "suck my cock you dirty whore!" Gagging on it every time he tried to go balls deep, but he just pushed harder and forced it all in. When he came, it felt like I was going to drown he filled my mouth and throught and pulled out with enough left to come all over my face. I was so turned on and hoping it wouldn't end, cuz I wanted to feel him forcing all 10 inches into my tight little ass. I start to ask him if I could suck his cock again, when he punches me in the face and says "A whore doesn't speak till her pimp tells her to speak" and then grabs me by the arm and takes me behind a building where there is an old dirty mattress and pushes me down face first on it. Before I know whats going on, I feel the burn of lace being pulled tight against my skin as he rips them off and grabs me by the hairs and pushes the tip in dry. As I let out a soft scream, he just pushes it in halfway and then all in. Fucking my tight ass till I was in tears and my tiny pathetic cage dick is dripping non stop. He pushes one last time as I feel his balls smack against my ass cheeks he lets out a loud sigh and I feel his hot cum filling my ass. I'm so horny and want to cum so bad, but I'm afraid to as my ass mucsles milk his hige shaft, draining his balls of all his sweet man nectur. He gets up,and then he just walks away.......
Tonite at dinner after our daughter and kidskids left, my wife told me that this Friday she is inviting her black boyfriend and a few of his black friends for dinner. She says that I am the lucky one who gets to cook dinner, serve them all drinks and dinner wearing just bra and panties. And also she said that my holes have to be at the ready for any of them that want to use them. I'm thinking my white crotchless panties and matching queen of spades bra. I can't wait......
I guess it started back when I was young and my older sister decided since she caught be going through her panty drawer with a friend that she was gonna dress us both in some of her panties. Seeing Steven in just panties was arousing and i felt the urge to reach out and touch his (bigger than mine) dick when he started pointing and laughing at me. Which actually got me more excited and couldn't stop looking at his cock.! Every time Steven would come over my sister would dress us up and we would play all day just wearing her panties. And then more I seen his cock bouncing around in her panties started making me get excited. I miss those good times from my youth and even to this day a man in my 50's still wears panties and I imagine every boy I see is wearing panties I touch myself a lot when I think of boys in panties! Itgets me off more than seeing my wife naked!
I was over at a buddies today just smoking and chilling. His lovely wife Bev walks in and joins us. I couldnt stop looking at her tits trying to bust out of her tshirt and I could feel my clitty coming to life. After about 15 mins my little clitty was flowing and would not stop. My buddy left the room and instantly I pulled my shorts to the side and exposed my locked up clitty to Bev. She smiled and said "now that could be fun". I asked what she would do to it and just then my buddy came back. Before leaving I whispered to her to call me later I have a very important question to ask her. Now I'm sitting at home waiting for Bev to call me. I really hope she does.
May 14th 2020 is the day I got boobies!!!! And ever since I began wearing them I feel more feminine. My clitty was pathetically small to begin with, but I know it's not happening but it seems like my clitty has gotten even smaller. She hasnt gotten bigger than about an inch since growing boobies. I just love this feeling of becoming 100% sissy!
