Glop diary

My last self bondage -

I used an ice warden style restraint. The day was hot and I have a walk in closet that's getting direct sunlight. Making it hot and stifling. I have a stainless steel chastity belt style device on and and over that a pair of diapers. I'd probably have to use them since I hadn't shit for a few days and my bladder was pretty full. I chained my cuffs using the ice warden to a chain ... down from the door. Now my arms are above my head as I sit on the dirty floor. In the heat.

I stared at the lone window as the sun beat against it. It wasn't long before heat started to make me sweat. I just hung my head and waited it out. It wasn't long before I realized there were some ladybug beetles and a couple flies in with me making it more miserable by buzzing around me. I ended up peeing my diapers. I was miserable but tough shit for me. I'm a piece of shit