My husband woke up in the middle of the night and hate fucked me. It was overwhelming.

Did an enema today. My tummy has been off. Laying on my side and feeling full my mind wandered to boyfriends who touched me, fucked me with or without my permission and adored my butt. I thought about my friend who taught me about an enema and even showed me how to do it and how hot I got when she stuck it inside of me. I thought of how my husband is going to want my butt later when he finds out that I did it. I then put my phone video on the dirtiest porn I could find and jilled off to several crashing orgasms. Laying there naked on the floor, my pussy aching and my butt full and my hands shaking, I felt so dirty. Of my husband only knew what a whore I was and what goes through my mind now.