I need help doing that... I loved my ex and I can't let go. She was my gf when I was in a bad car wreck and went to college 10 blocks from the hospital where I was in the hospital. She ended up cheating on me with at least 3 black guys that her friend Lauren took her to, to "help her cope with me almost dying." Nobody was even sure if I was going to live at the time still, but the real reason was to get her drunk and let the black guys have their way with her. That happened, idk if that was the only time or not, but she left me 3 days after I got out of the hospital... I need help either getting over her or loving what she loves now... I haven't been able to get over her sooo I just need to come to terms with her facination with big black cock... Can you help me get over her or, the other thing...?