1st date at your home? She grabs my face, sticks her tongue in my mouth, spits in my open mouth three or four times. She pushes me to my knees, lifts her skirt/dress. I worship her toes and spike heeled sandals. I lick and nibble her hose covered legs until I reach her cock then I suck her like my life depends on her cum for me to survive. After she cums I suck her back to hardness and she gently takes my virgin ass.

I'm a man...
I tell her I'm her Daddy.....
I wear the pants.......
I'm the boss.....
She calls me master.....
She drinks my cum.....
She offers me her ass....
She submits to me....
She is my slave......
I can kick her out of my life anytime I choose to.....
I don't have to see her if I don't want to....
I can ignore her flirts...
I can resist her touch....
She's not in my head.....
I'm not getting hard when I think of her.....
When I'm alone I can stop jerking off thinking about her anytime I want to......
It's cute that she plays with my nipples......
It won't lead to anything else.....
I think it's OK to pinch my nipples as I jerk off thinking about her.....
It's OK that she has a cock, she's not touching me with that thing because I'm a masculine beer drinking man.....
I"m only with her because i want a fantasy fling.....
I only let her touch my ass to satisfy her curiosity......
It's normal for her to kiss me after I've cum in her mouth....
It was funny and cute as she rode my cock that she came on my chest and a little piss came out.....
It felt a little strange as she played with my nipples and rubbed her pee and cum into my skin.....
But that's her thing not mine....
It was a really strange flavor when she kissed me after licking her cum and piss from my chest and playfully drooled into my mouth.....
It's fun sometimes after I have cum she seems a little aggressive with her kissing....
I guess it's normal for me to open my mouth like a little starving bird lusting for her to spit i my mouth.....
I like when massages my back and shoulders......
I like how it feels when she rubs my legs and calf's......
It' seems weird she has a fascination about my ass cheeks.....
The other night her finger slipped into my ass....
I jumped and smacked her hand away.....
Her eyes teared up.....
she said she was sorry "it won't happen again Master" she said.....
The other night as she jerked me off while sucking my cock as she finger fucked herself....
After I came she lay down on my chest playfully licking my nipples and caressing my lips with the finger that was in her ass....
She smelled oddly sweet and I sucked her finger...
The other day as she sat on my cock-as I came she stuck her toe in my mouth and I sucked it like I was a baby.....
As we watched TV the other day sipping on some wine she took her wine glass and pissed in it then drank her own piss.....
Then she jumped on me and aggressively kissed me....
I was so hard...
Lately I've been letting her finger fuck me as she sucks my cock...
There's nothing that can come of this, is there????
She has been reading books on wine enemas and wants to experiment.....
I guess its OK...
We tried the wine enema, she did herself before I arrived (at least that what she told me), then she did me......AM I REALLY THE MASTER????PASSION My eyes water with each twist and pull of my nipples. I gently whimper as your cock enters me. I am confused as I look into the face of a woman and i am the one being fucked. With each thrust of YOUR cock into my bowels, You claim my soul. You make me yours to keep, with every gasping breath from your painted lips, you command me to open more to receive all you have as I am a receptor for your Gurl clitty offering. You are above me with my legs pinned over you shoulders. My mouth is open gasping at the mix of pain from my nipples and the burning pleasure in my man-ass. Your lips are parted as you howl with pleasure above me. Saliva drains from you lips deep into my throat. Between the lava that erupts from your cock and the GURL spit that drains from your lips. That perfect fluid combination of yours binds us together, both now and forever.I NEED A SPIKE HEELED GURL VAMPIREI have blood clots on my back, there are puncture wounds on the nape of my neck on both sides of my spinal columnMy ass leaking so much urine and gurl cum during the day I am forced to remain housebound and wear a butt-plug.I no desire for sex common generic yet I stay hard and horny.the touch of a woman makes me feel queasy, but looking at their clothing makes me feel sexy.My nipples are extremely sensitive and engorged.My cock is swollen and sore.I am not able to function at regular daytime functions, work, or any public affair.I sleep constantly during the day.I have explainable piercings.I awaken with a creamy substance in my mouth and my memories of the evening before are blurred and I am confused.I cry a lot.I hate being alone and I need someone to hold me.I will be owned by you and serve you.I am no longer a man in my mind....
Each night after our tryst you remind me of what my wife could never achieve that I will never touch a genetic female in a sexual way again.... I am forced by you to appear as a public master that lusts to be under you as you call me "Daddy"with your cum in my ass.
I don't mean to offend anyone in any way or form. This formatted letter I send out is my way to tell anyone completely about me at one time. I have found this to be easier for me to remember everything. I add different things to this as I learn them about myself as I am ever evolving.

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