"My impotence started the first time I tried to make love to her. I knew I was inadequate. She was used to stronger, bigger men. The one time I was able to be fully erect inside of her she giggled and wasn’t afraid to let me know that I felt small to her. I was never able to get it up for her again and got used to cleaning up her sloppy, used pussy for the 5 years we stayed together. I have never been the same."