"I said to myself I wouldn't do this again after the last time I met a fat disgusting old man online, whose house I went to and he got me to suck his thick uncut foul old cock, then he spanked my poor bottom until it was "red enough to bugger", then he penetrated my ass, shafted me, grunted and filled me with his cum and left me feeling used, ashamed, dirty and humiliated, but those feelings have worn off and I want them again."