Sorry but I haven't visited this site in a long time. Too busy living the life I just fantasized about before I don't have time to keep up a regular blog so I while update some here. A lot has happened in the past year. My original black lover, Dante got in trouble with the law..I know, I know :/ While he was away I went to a party with my sis in law (who I totally blame..or credit..lol for getting me into this lifestyle) and I met lots of cool people. White girls like us and a number of black men as well. Jason is older and less...well....thuggish than Dante however he is still every bit the stallion. He has a good job as he own a small catering service thta does business with the local military base.Healso fucks me regularly and quite well !
Jason is very dominant which is something I have always desired but (I thought) only in fantasies. I consider myself somewhat of a feminist but believe me all that flies out the window when Jason is around. To start with he is big...I mean big in every way. 6 foor 3 inches and muscular whereas I am used to my husband who is 5 foot 9 inches and slender. Describing Jason gets me wet! I must go now due to family stuff but I will write more when I can. I will end by saying that Allie and I both jumped in with both feet and are having quite a time. Jason has taken control..he comes to my house...treats me like his property in front of others and I fucking love it! If that's not enough Jason has basically made Jeremy, my husband his bitch!!! Yes, my formerly chauvinistic kinda macho acting hubby is his(our!) bitch. More later. It turns me on writing about this and putting it in writing. Nobody knows about my persona here, not even Allie with whom I share everything. I want to keep it that way. Just for me.