According to you
I'm stupid, I'm useless
I can't do anything right
According to you
I'm difficult, hard to please
Forever changing my mind
I'm a mess in a dress
Can't show up on time
Even if it would save my life
According to you......
But according to him
I'm beautiful, incredible
He can't get me out of his head
According to him
I'm funny, irresistible
Everything he ever wanted
Everything is opposite
I don't feel like stopping it
So baby, tell me what I got to lose
He's into me for everything I'm not
According to you

I hate hearing about you and I wish people would stop even mentioning your name let alone how your doing. I care but I don't care. I am glad your apparently doing well and not sleeping most the time and are happy, but at the same time since would seem you fell so much for her like I did you I hope she puts you threw what you did to me. I hope you get to learn what making someone fall for you then destroying them over and over and over stringing them along time time again feels like maybe then you will stop treating another's feeling with such disregard. Maybe just maybe once you have done to you what you do and are treated the same way you treat others you will stop. You don't care about anyone but your self yet you act as though you do then cut them off for no reason. You destroy people for your own shit. You knew I was against shit and why yet got me to fall back in so you could do what you wanted then hold it against me you did shit you shouldn't have even though I told you in beginning I was never doing a one sided relationship again what ever is OK for 1 is OK for the other but blamed me cause I did exactly as you did. Your a narcissist you destroyed me and my heart and I only hope you get to feel exactly how you made me feel some day. And I feel wrong for wanting that but you broke me. But I also have to thank you, because of you I have found a man (not boy) a man who looks at me like I am everything who calls me all the time who answers me not leave me for days waiting for reply, who's cock gets rock hard at just hearing my name, found someone who actually wants to help me heal not break me more