"I had accepted this, accept my life now and I called him my daddy,,I now understood , I was white, I was worthless, I was his slut, the beatings he gave my ass was for my own good, to teach me, the clothes he made me wear to show me off to other men, to black men were because he loved me and I was sexy, a sexy white girl he would say, and the fucking I received from him and the other men were also to teach me,,I was a whore, he took me to the room of the pimp, an older black man and he told me to undress and go to him, I felt the pimps cock pressed up against my back,he kissed my neck, the side of my face and his big black hands played with my big tits as he whispered how he would fuck me hard,he said he was going to show me how whores got fucked, how he was prepare for working my pussy, I looked over at my boyfriend who was smiling at me, he nodded yes, he told me they were both going to fuck me tonight,"