Busy day today.
Lately I have been working alot on weekends which means my usual cleaning days are altered. So I have decided to get into a routine of cleaning a little everyday after work. Get home, whilst still in work mode and before settling in for the night, do some cleaning and cook tea. Early days, but seems good so far. Soild routine I reckon.
Catching up with my sister Sat night! Keen as beans.
Mother has been having a hernia over moving itinery etc so I have taken Thursday off to head over to help a little, speed things up. Just hope she isn't being intense that day, if she is, I will leave.
Posted about domestic violence today and we need to stop that now, starting at the individual level, men holding themselves and other men accountable. We need to all villify All forms of domestic violence and control. Then we need to create a strict system of conduct and consequences that are firm, unrelenting and in alot of cases, severe. And all of society supporting the no tolerance approach.
Man, if anyone touched nurse friend, her daughter, family or friends...I'd hunt them down and snap their fingers to begin with.
In amongst sexual play that involves rough sex, whipping, bondage etc has to be consenting at all times, before, during and after with a safe word agreed that stops everything at a moments notice. And one further, be willing to have it done in exchange. I would love to whip/spank a vagina and make it orgasm. So I am willing to have my cock whipped in return. I want to tie up a lover with rope, so she will also be able to tie me up.
On a side note, I know all that I have seen in porn I wont be able to do with a woman as its porn amd unrealistic. And that's ok. I want a deep, sexual connection that's natural, no pressure, loving and respectful.
I still want nurse friend to be the first and only woman I have sex with, if possible.
So in packing my sex toys into the metal cabinet, I unpacked the condoms and put them in and a measurement paper fell out...so of course I had too...so my cock has a 14cm girth which is at the end of the larger and bordering king size...so I am running with king size of course...now, all I need is future lover to come claim her king.

Good day today. Boat work. Then come home and do boat work! Haha
Cleaned port side work benches, aft cabin cleared more of old clothes to donate.
Just realised that when the girls last night said if anyone had their vibrator handy for the batteries, the one I had at home wasn't helpful as the one I had bought for nurse friend is rechargable. Still unused out of the packaging, wating for a woman, hopefully nurse friend.
Mounted a steel shelf cabinet that locks, in my aft cabin so most of my butt plugs, speculum, cock sounds, ass dildo etc are in there so no one can accidentallt see them. I am open about alot, but there are things that should remain behind closed doors so as not to make other people uncomfortable or cross social boundries. But also, if there are to be kids on board at any time, I dont want any sex toys found by accident!!
Green tea and dark chocolate at the moment. I was my usual self today in the boat with kids, made their experience onboard great. It left me with those feelings again that I will be a good dad when the time comes, I know it in my bones. I have wondered about that deep feeling I got before that love was coming soon...I have to be paitent...at the same time, at some point, if it hasn't arrived, I will go out and find it. I am definetely finding love and a family this year.
Gotta find a time to slip the boat....first thing I do tomorrow morning is send my forms in. Was thinking that I dont need to use steel for any superstructure supporting solar panels and a boat out the back, I can use wood. Lighter and easier/quicker to make. I will look into this. Need to get solar regulator this week too.
How hot is it when women bend over to be spanked! Walked past a women sitting at a restraunt yesterday and she was wearing a summer dress and black heel boots just under her knees, legs 45% apart, so freaking hot, if I was the man on the other side of the table, I would be on my knees with my face between her legs easy.
I'm not one to want a woman to fulfill traditional roles in a relationship...roles are fluid, variable, and depend on the trust, values, integrity, honesty, on each other together. I bought a small sewing machine recently so I can learn to make and fix things. After all, living on a boat, being a seafarer, you become multiskilled and resourceful.
I really want my cock stepped on by a womans feet, toe nails painted. Her whole weight on my cock. Then I rub it all over her feet and cum on them, she then rubs my cum into her skin.

She sat there on the toilet seat, a little amazed that here was her husband on his knees before her, ready to swallow her pee. HER PEE!  Of all things, she thought to herself. And yet, curiosity and the tantilizing aspect of feeding her man from her vagina had risen her state of excitement. She gently grabbed the back of his head and moved it forward between her outstretched legs, undies on the floor. His lips met her own. She smiled again, as he pushed in to maintain a water seal against her skin. There, she releaxed, looking down as she released her own pee. None of the usual sounds when in the toilet, just the faint gulps as he swallowed all the pee she was giving him. Before long, he had swallowed the last and in realizing that, licked her clean, carefully and thoroughly.