"Hello I am Matthew. I too was stuck hating myself; I lost track of time and found myself buried in muck. I had truly fallen apart and I was ready for life to be over. I don't know why you're here, but I can tell you why I lost myself. I was abused and dehumanized as a child and I decided to abandon God. But I escaped this trap of hatred and found love through God. If you are interested in changing you are free to message me. MatthewYourHelper@gmail.com"