"I had been hitting on her for months, without her showing even the remotest interest. And now, now suddenly she wants to see my cock? Soo.. Yey me? I guess? And if nothing else, showing her the surprisingly faint little scar where my balls set not long ago, that looks like I will vanish to be barely visible at all soon, betraying the significance of what I lost there, and having her touch the absence of my manhood with her soft hands, will show if my dick is really good and dead."