SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1122.
One thing all Cuckoldress wives aim for is the torment and emotional suffering they can inflict on their new feminized sissy cuckold husband.
When a wife decides to go for the lifestyle they go all in and for them there is no such thing as a red line, she knows hubby wants this so as a loving caring wife she is going to really sock it to him and she will be able to work out all her grudges from every real or imagined slight she felt he gave her to the lousy sex now she can be honest with herself and him.
All cuckoldress wives will go on to do things with her lovers that she would never have dreamt to do with her husband the main things being anal sex and group ex and interracial and the noises of pleasure and delight she will make when fucking will be of the sleaziest sort.
And gone will be the days when she had sex quietly suddenly her feminized husband will hear her using the worst slutty language possible turning the fuck area’s blue with her razor sharp tongue and she will never miss an opportunity to debase and degrade her husband about his failures size and inabilities
Talking to many Cuckoldresses over the years I have come to understand that it may well have been brought up and begged for by the husband but in the end the wife leads the cuckoldress relationship as her desires outweigh whatever her husbands needs were.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1121.
After my marriage ended with Tania it was a little while before I started to meet other people as I was so destroyed with being dumped and divorced as the saying goes although it was actually nearly two years after the split we actually did divorce and in that time I like many other feminized sissy cuckolds sexualized the split in some sick sort of masochistic self humiliating way.
Anyway I digress one of my first relationships with another woman was with the Prostitute Lucy who picked me up in a department store.
Lucy had a thing about transvestites so she took me under her wing and we started seeing each other, she as enthused that I was a self confessed feminized sissy cuckold and we got on really well.
Things with Lucy were obviously very different than with Tania as Lucy was not in any way a dominatrix so there was none of the pain infliction but she was very good at using verbal humiliation and she certainly was one of the kinkiest women I have ever met and just one of the thinks that got her rampant was watching homosexual sex.
On our fourth date Lucy had this bisexual guy she knew Rob sexually abusing me in her bedroom as she circled the bed urging Rob to do despicable things to me.
What a minx Lucy was as she held my head in her hands as Rob skull fucked me hard without mercy making me spew up all over his cock and groin, then holding his buttocks open wide getting me to Rim his asshole as deeply as possible and lastly via the Mirror as Rob started to fuck me doggy style Lucy was using her hands on his buttocks to urge him to fuck me harder and faster.
One of the most delightful things was the cock kiss Lucy and me shared as we licked and sucked on Rob’s cock and believe me he was in sexual heaven and with is dick between out sticky red lips we kissed as Rob exploded his spunk jetting up and out of the crown of his cock the splattering down upon us two sluts.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1120.
For me the most humiliating and shocking thing when I started on my road to being a feminized sissy cuckold with Pamela, Fran and Wendy using me for their own devices and enjoyment was the fact that all were dreadful gossips and my Mother was in their circle of friends, I look back now and jokingly refer to them as the witches coven.
So it was a situation where whatever Pamela,Fran and Wendy had me do all to soon my Mother knew what depths of perversion I was sinking to with my sissy and submissive nature.
There were plenty of times when I was quizzed deeply as to why I did the things I was ordered to and how I felt about it.
I would be twisting in humiliation as the questions rained down upon me and my Mother enjoyed making me squirm.
It destroys you when your Mother knows the exact measurement of your erect sissy clit as measured by Wendy coming in at a pathetic three very slim inches and having to listen to her expound on the fact that three inches disqualified me as a man and I would be this thing I was developing into.
I literally wanted the ground to open up when I had to explain my feelings about being aroused when Fran and Pamela used my mouth as a toilet, it was bad enough having to relate how I liked the taste of urine but then Mother asked the question of what made me like licking clean Fran’s dirty bottom and did I enjoy the taste?
The worst in my mind was after Fran started to use me as a toilet not just making me lick her when she was dirty.
I can recall when they had a coffee morning or a wine evening around at our home the four of them would be cackling with laughter over what each of them subjected me to as I tried to eavesdrop as much as I could.
What I learned was that none of them felt one iota of guilt about what they were doing to me as each of them knew I was highly aroused being feminized and made to comply with their sexual perversions and lets face it what budding feminized sissy cuckold is going to complain about being treated like the sissy cuckold even though it would be a few years before that moniker came to light and stuck

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1119.
One of the darker ways a feminized sissy cuckold has to serve its Cuckoldress is to manage her period.
This time of the month can be very messy to say the least and keeping your bleeding Cuckoldress clean is a never ending effort of licking her leaking bloody pussy of the discharge of slimy blood, clots and livery bits.
But that’s just the start of the sissy cuckolds duty then there is the sucking and licking as clean as possible the Cuckoldresses tampaxes and sanitary towels before disposal, not to mention her soiled panties that must be hand washed leaving not even a feint stain of blood.
Through the period week many Cuckoldresses also make their feminized sissy cuckolds have periods as well making them wear sanitary items and some go as far as cutting sissy cuckolds sissy sack to emulate blood into the sanitary towel it is wearing.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1118.
As a feminized sissy cuckold you will over the years have to face some pretty awful things that you will be compelled to sort out by your Cuckoldress.
One instance that comes to mind was when Tania me second ex wife and cuckoldress was messing around in the lounge with one of her boyfriends and when I say messing she was actually engaged in anal sex getting her guts fucked hard.
I mincing around was making sure they had refreshments and whatever and seeing the hot hard action to be honest I missed the guy spewing his spunk into her bowels returning to the lounge just as they were in post fucking bliss him still deep inside of her anus.
What I did see was them decoupling and the man’s still erect cock easing out of her rectum and it was coated in Tania’s shit.
Noticing this Tania spoke in that sly sexy way she had and you could have knocked me down with a feather as for the first time ever I think I had an apology out of her as she said “Sorry sissy cuckold these things happen! as she took hold of the base of the guys cock and wiggled it at me (So much for the apology) as I knew she now expected me to suck the man’s shitty cock clean.
Of course, after the years of suffering consequences of not doing everything Tania wanted I was on my stocking clad knees sucking dirty dick straight away to the mirth and hilarity of both of them.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1117.
As a feminized sissy cuckold you come to learn just how truly pathetic you have become when you get to the stage where you cannot get sexually aroused unless you are watching your cuckoldress wife getting fucked properly by a real man or you are involved in any number of other sick kinks, no normal sexual relations bring on even a flicker of interest.
The most extreme manifestation that the feminized sissy cuckold gets to is that its sissy clit ceases to erect properly and only gets tingly and slightly bloated when things are inserted into its sissy pussy which has become the only way it can achieve a sissygasm.
When you get to this stage you will note your Cuckoldresses supreme sense of achievement and pride at having reduced yo to this state proving that she was right all along and you were never a man.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1116.
Since being with Pamela the first woman that used me as a feminized sissy cuckold although that term was not in use back then I had to endure not only from her but from subsequent women the frustration of not being allowed not only intercourse but also any form of sexual relief as they used me.
It was only much later that I came to understand the full implications of what a feminized sissy cuckold was about did I come to understand that my wants and needs mean absolutely nothing as everything is about the woman the cuckoldress.
And the truth is a feminized sissy cuckold in chastity and frustrated to the point of sexual insanity is a compliant sissy cuckold who will without hesitation obey and carry out any command a Cuckoldress decides she wants doing.
Of course the cuckoldress knows that because the feminized sissy cuckold is pathetic and weak there will be accidents even in a secure nasty chastity device when the pressure gets to much and what the sissy cuckold is seeing or experiencing is so sleazy, sordid and freaky it cannot control its urges and makes a mess.
The savvy Cuckoldress will of course come down on these little accidents hard and punishment will occur and over time this trains the sissy cuckold to retain its filth as the fear of pain over rides the frill of the dripping of sissy mess.
The worse part for the feminized sissy cuckold is that locked up the cuckoldress can still force sissy cuckold to sissygasm no matter how staunch it has become in holding itself in abeyance.
All roads for the sissy cuckold lead to chastisement, fear and shame when it comes to anything to do with it’s sissy clit.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1115.
Whilst dating the prostitute Lucy I took her on a vacation to Las Vegas that was perverted from the start.
We had a room in the Stratosphere hotel and casino and upon arrival after a very long hot trip Lucy started the perversion.
Before leaving jolly old England she had done a last-minute session with a couple of her regular guys and had not bothered to wash or wipe before we set off.
So, by the time we entered our hotel room Lucy was in a deplorable state and had me go down on her to lick her clean straight away.
To put it mildly Lucy smelt and tasted like the dirtiest shittiest side of Billingsgate fish market and the sludge coming out of her was appalling to say the least, but as you know I am one for awful experiences when it comes to cleaning up pussy and anus and did not even mind when Lucy squatted over my mouth and let out a long squiggle of sloppy shit for me to consume.
Prior to arriving I also had issues with the trip as my chastity device under the dress I was wearing to travel in set off the metal detector at the airport and I was escorted to a private room for a strip search by two female and one male customs officers which was highly embarrassing with all of the officers having a chuckle at my tattoo exclaiming I was a sissy cuckold and extra small.
That vacation saw Lucy fuck just about every guy at the greenroom swingers club and pick up a couple of randy black bastards from Georgia who fucked her in front of me plus three other men she picked up in bars on the strip when we were out together openly introducing me as her feminized sissy cuckold.