SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 939.
I recall my now distant past to when Fran the second lady to use me when I was dressed as a woman, Fran was the one dressed as a French whore at the fancy dress party who came and deeply kissed me and helped herself to a feel of my tiny little penis dressed as a woman that I was that night and told me I was to small for her and then promptly spread the news of my under endowment to all women at the party.
It was not long after Pamela the hostess had me eat her creampie pussy and other stuff on subsequent meets that Fran literally ordered me round to her house so she could take advantage of me delighting in dressing me up.
Neither Fran nor Pamela were interested in me as a male they both sought to foster my dressing up as a woman for their sexual kicks.
It was Fran god love her that pushed me into developing and all engulfing fetish for being a dirty sissy cuckold toilet as I would be able to explain many years later as back then all I knew was that I was a transvestite with very odd urges.
Shamefully I had already licked and sniffed panties that were pissy and soiled but the real explosion of the sick fetish and need in me came from Fran who was a very kinky and perverse lady where I was concerned.
That first day with her I was like putty in her hands as she dressed and made me up and we were both rampant by the time Carla was fully ready and so I found out so was Fran.
Of course, being a close friend of Pamela she knew what was going on between Pamela and myself and not to be out done Fran had made sure she was a mess having not washed or wiped from the previous night with her boyfriend but it was more from Fran as when she knelt on her bed in just her high heels, sheer black stockings and suspender belt and had me ease open her buttocks with my hands it exposed a shit caked ass crease and she ordered me to lick her clean and suck the sperm out of her anus.
The smell was awful but also that sick kinkiness in me made it also so arousing and I carried out her command and put my face in there and licked swallowing all the filth down and then sucking the sperm and fecal matter out of her anus licking deep.
So aroused was I that shamefully I had a sissygasm without even touching myself that Fran found it utterly delightful discovering that far from being an ordeal I was turned on by her using me this way.
After that first time, my second visit with Fran was my first time being used as a full toilet with Fran urinating and defecating directly into my mouth making me drink and consume before having my tongue clean her up telling me that it was luxury toilet paper.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 938.
Of all the Cuckoldress wives I have chatted to over the years it’s a fairly even split on either having a new feminized sissy cuckold to break or one that has some experience already from a past relationship or marriage.
Both categories have to be bent to the new cuckoldresses will and whims so whipping and canning is a vital part of the molding of the sissy cuckold into what is acceptable to the particular cuckoldress.
What is essential unless the feminized sissy cuckold enjoys merciless punishment is that it keeps its opinions to itself as they are of no consequence to the Cuckoldress the old saying “it’s my way or the highway” is paramount.

SISSY CUCKOLD PRESENT 937.
As one of the many feminized sissy cuckolds that has gone through the ordeal of being dumped and divorced and the associated emotional pain, humiliating exposure, the cleaning out fiscally and funny enough sexual arousal of it all I have come to the conclusion via experience that all is not lost!
I went on from my first cuckoldress wife to one even more severe and wild and sadly to say after eleven more eventful years I had to endure another round of being cast aside.
Luckly I find myself these days getting on well with both my ex cuckoldresses both of which take advantage of me because of my ingrained submissiveness to them.
Being alone after having everything decided for you for so long is certainly daunting and takes some getting used to so expect plenty of self-pity and tears.
But as Feminized sissy cuckolds we will keep dressing and trying to live as sissy cuckolds and our urges never leave us so don’t fool yourself that you can become a man again as those days are long gone thanks to your cuckoldress ex-wife or ex-wives.
So we all know that this leads to desperate searches for a new cuckoldress which is not the easiest thing in the world and because of our sordid needs we will contact and play with other feminized sissy cuckolds, transvestites and shamefully even men to be used and abused as we are accustomed to, to get that sperm fix that we have been addicted to from our cuckoldresses pussies and anuses.
What I also now think is more than appropriate is that the divorcing and dumping cuckoldress wife should not allow her sissy cuckold out of chastity she should keep the keys until sissy cuckold crawls to her informing her that it has found another cuckoldress and between the two women there should be the exchange of keys so sissy cuckold is never able to become fixated on yanking on it’s miserable little sissy clit again and the only relief it can obtain is via frustrated dirty accidents or some form of degrading homosexual act up its sissy pussy.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 936.
Black men really do know the value of a good feminized sissy cuckold, you see your average black man puts so much of himself into fucking and satisfying the cuckoldress wife that by the time he has fucked her he himself will be soiled and sweaty from all the exertion he has put into the act of intercourse and while one of his mates is now seeing to the sissy cuckolds wife the man now needs cleaning up.
His cocks still semi hard will be slick with is spunk and cunt cream that needs to be licked and sucked clean by the sissy cuckold, then again if the man has just done the cuckoldress in the ass the ass funk or caked on shit on his cock needs orally removing.
Then there is his sweaty dripping ball sack and the crease between his legs that need lapping clean, but sissy cuckold duty does not end there, the man’s armpits are dripping with perspiration that needs licking away and of course his sweaty asshole and maybe more if he had been unable to grab a shower before coming over to fuck sissy cuckolds wife.
Yes in that case sissy cuckold had to lick the man’s shitty anus clean just like it would his wife’s anus.
The we have to understand that the black man might have had a very stressful day at work or where ever and to relax him as he recovers and to help him get ready for sissy cuckolds wife’s next hole he might have sissy cuckold kiss, lick and suck on his smelly toes and feet just prior to making sissy fluff his cock into iron bar hardness again for round two on the Cuckoldress.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 935.
Don’t ever be fooled that women in general are shocked and appalled when they find out that you are a feminized sissy cuckold want to be, apart from a few brain-dead females most women will be on to what you are long before you confess or get caught out and the anger and rage women at first display to the outed sissy cuckold want to be is carefully with feminine guile put on to exert leverage.
From your Mother onwards the know all to well that you are raiding their lingerie and hosiery drawers and filching her soiled intimates from the laundry basket and this in fact does not anger them it instead gives them a sense to power and dominance over you to know your worshipping their dirty lingerie love in it’s purest form one might say.
In most cases the mother will secretly foster the budding sissy cuckold by making her underwear and hosiery as soiled as possible knowing that her actions will enslave her sissy son to an unbreakable life of a sissy cuckold.
And it’s also interesting to note that for those mothers that decide to expose their son when the punishment is decided she will not tell her son to get out of her hosiery and lingerie to take it’s spanking or whipping on the contrary she will make him stay in the delicate female attire she may also add pulling her dirty panties over his head as she lays the blows on thus linking pain with pleasure that will utterly kink the budding sissy cuckold.