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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1051.
If like me you are a feminized sissy cuckold you’ll understand that life is not always a bed of roses and for the likes of us being dumped and divorced is a one of the high risks of the lifestyle.
Take it from me it’s not because your cuckoldress ends up hating you far from it, it’s just that women evolve and want different things or they fall in love with their new man and he had no desire to take on a sissy cuckold hence your wife choosing him over you as she will because he is a real man.
Then there might be her fiscal considerations if the man she had met is loaded giving her a luxury lifestyle.
For myself as painful as both my divorces were in the end I remained close to both my ex wives and get on well with them to this day and although obviously the intimacy is no longer there both still take blatant advantage of me getting me to do all sorts of shitty tasks for the and openly humiliate me, you see no Cuckoldress truly wants to lose control over her feminized sissy cuckold even if she was the one that dumped it.
Of course, one of the aspects of being dumped and divorced as a feminized sissy cuckold is that once again you have some sort of control over your own destiny as you seek to serve another lady.
The problems arising with these newfound freedoms is that the feminized sissy cuckold after so long just serving and reacting and living in a world of humiliation suffering service and sexual frustration has no anchor or moral compass and has by then overwhelming disgusting basic needs that have to be met.
Thus, the feminized sissy cuckold will get into all sorts of perverted situations to get the creampie it craves like an addict and if creampie pussy and anus is not readily available the sissy cuckold will turn to other sissy cuckolds, transvestites and sissies to get their fix.
All’s well and good you say but as we all know the outpourings from a sissy can hardly be called sperm thus the addled sissy cuckold will eventually turn to perverts or gay men to get the cream.
When I think back over the years to how truly low I as a feminized sissy cuckold have stooped to get sperm I shudder, I am not naturally queer in fact things that my step father did to me made me very anti-gay but as a feminized sissy cuckold I have needs even if as I fulfill them needs my brain is screaming self-disgust and horror about what I am doing, Tania my second cuckoldress wife loved this aspect of me and she delighted in making me do things with perverts and ensured as her sissy cuckold I had a boyfriend once in a while so she could delight in my mental suffering having to be the adoring sissy girlfriend meeting all her beau’s sexual needs and desires.
To this day even though I see on a semi regular basis three lady friends that I serve and play with other sissies I also have a semi regular boyfriend a mature gentleman that gives me the cream and is mildly dominant and of course when the perversions in me are raging there is always the pervert parties I attend where anyone attending can sexually use and abuse me in any manner

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1050.
You have to face the fact that all feminized sissy cuckolds are basically brain dead, come on any normal person wearing a tight nasty secure chastity device that inflicts untold pain would do anything not to get sexually aroused, they would be thinking of the Chelsea Flower show or watching Songs of Praise and reading Delia Smiths latest cook book.
But the feminized sissy cuckold locked up in chastity cannot stop itself from chugging down porn on the internet, reading blue filth in magazines and forever fantasy thinking over what their wife is up to or other women in its life causing untold pain from the chastity device willing to suffer to obtain the dribble from either over excitement or as usual jamming things up its sissy pussy.
So you can understand why it’s become a relief for the cuckoldress wife that secure anal chastity has now come to close that loophole in the sissy cuckolds eternal need to be a pervert.
Yet as we know all too well feminized sissy cuckolds with both chastity devices in action cannot help themselves and still devour porn if they are able to hence we also see when the wife is out dating the advent of the sissycucksitter the favorite of which is usually the mother-in-law.
The cuckoldress wife can now go out and really let her hair down with her boyfriends as the worry and stress of leaving sissy cuckold alone to get up to God knows what is gone for good and if sissy cuckold plays up in even the slightest of ways the Cuckoldress knows her Mother will punish sissy cuckold in terrifying ways as she has always disliked the pathetic little shit.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1049.
After many a year of being a feminized sissy cuckold I have been lucky enough to have good conversations with many a cuckoldress wife both experienced ones and new ones and there is one subject that irks the ladies at the beginning of their venture into the lifestyle.
This issue is the often-held belief of the husband that her can set and impose rules by which his cuckoldress wife lives to, to keep their marriage safe.
This issue is just basically the husband and now feminized sissy cuckold trying to keep some masculine control in the lifestyle, to have his say, his laws imposed.
As far as the cuckoldress wife is concerned is all a load of bullshit that she will stamp out harshly by any method possible, first thing’s first even though the sissy cuckold craves the creampie is the rule no sex without condoms.
Well, what does the cuckoldress wife do, yes you’ve guessed it she comes home swimming in sperm making excuses that the condoms burst of did not fit as the man’s cock was so big.
Then there is the husband’s insistence that there is no anal sex, so the wife no matter what cock size the new boyfriend has begs him to screw her in the ass and send her hole with the anal creampie.
Even some husbands want to be in on the choice of boyfriend for his cuckoldress wife what utter nonsense that is, and as for anal sex as soon as the wife who has never done anal with her husband agrees to become a cuckoldress and the penny drops she can become the slut she has always craved to be her first itch is literally deep in her ass and she wants cock in the shit box.
So from day one the astute cuckoldress wife which they all tend to be knows and acts to strip away all and every one of her husbands red lines, as far as the cuckoldress is concerned there is no limits to her power and desires and hence it’s actually the cuckoldress that propels the relationship to the depths of depravity that is inflicted upon the feminized sissy cuckold.
You may thing that as a sissy cuckold your depraved and kinky to the extreme but your nothing compared to the wicked filthy perverted goddess your wife is when she takes control.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1048.
And so, the hot summery weather has arrived and for us Feminized sissy cuckolds more torment or if you are like me delights.
Tis the season of extra smelly sweaty pussy and asshole, it makes me dizzy with need and desire when I pass a lady that you can actually smell.
And of course, it’s the extra-large ladies that are the real fly trap their rolls of fat an incubator for all sorts of fetid sludge and slime caking their pussies and assholes.
And let’s not forget it’s not just their bottoms and cunts that are ripe there is the armpits and the tit crease that needs the sissy cuckold tongue to cool and soothe.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1047.
Thinking of the time after Tania my second wife and cuckoldress dumped and divorced me now although it took a little while to get accept the utter devastation in my life due to being discarded and turn that horror somehow into a perverted sexual thrill I did finally get to a point where I started seeing other women.
By this time in my life there was no earthly way I could even contemplate a normal relationship, so I had to be as open and frank as possible and I suppose I was one lucky sissy when one morning when I was out shopping and in a department store selecting some stockings Lucy approached me.
After enquiring if I was a transvestite Lucy soon had me pay for all Her’s and my hosiery selection and we went for a coffee.
Transpires Lucy was another one of Weston’s very few working escorts and she had a thing for transvestites, of course I explained the technical term for one such as me was a feminized sissy cuckold.
Now the only thing Lucy had in common with Tania my ex was that she was an escort she did none of the domination stuff at all but she was rather taken with the idea of me maiding for her, driving for her and so forth so started a rather lovely relationship and exposing me to one of the most perverted kinky women I have ever had the pleasure to meet.
Lucy when we met was only a couple of years older than my forty eight years she was a plump woman and was sexy with it her curves showing off in the tight clothes she wore, her hair was blond and out of a bottle and although not a stunner she had a prettiness enhanced with the heavy make-up she wore.
I won’t go into the full history as I want to focus on one time that is very much in my mind at the moment, there was lots of oral sex the first few times we had evenings together me licking her holes and from the offset she was sperm dirty having done trusted bareback clients before we met of an evening, as we played we chatted and went over our life experiences and sexual fantasies and Lucy’s life and thoughts were as warped and sick as mine she was a woman that from the offset of her sexual life had been into gangbangs, large insertions and believe me Lucy had a big gaping pussy after the thousands of cocks she had taken over the years and also a loose asshole as anal was her other big love. Her darkest secret was her fantasy for equine sex.
This confession brought forth a fantasy between us that she had me watching as a few stallions took her holes and then I licked her clean of the pints of spunk this make Lucy orgasm so hard that she squirted straight into my mouth with the sheer intensity of her release.
Of course, I confessed that I had been a feminized sissy cuckold toilet and craved being used that way and Lucy found it hard to believe but that same evening she urinated in my mouth in the lounge squatting over my loving mouth drinking her all down and licking the piss drops up off her labia.
But it was another night when I brought round this hug double dong that Lucy was finally resolved to believe my toilet confession, the dong was so big and black that at her urging I had one end up her wet sloppy pussy and then bent it so the other end was in her asshole and I pumped her holes as I licked her clit to another massive squirt soiled orgasm.
It was when I pulled the dong out of her holes that the asshole insertion revealed the portion that had been deep in her anus was caked with shit, Lucy was wide eyed agog as she watched as I brought the dong to my mouth and licked and sucked all the shit off till the dong was spotless.
From then on Lucy made sure even when we were not together that I had shit stained panties to sleep with on my head and when with her if she needed to go to the toilet she would defecate straight into my mouth and use my tongue as toilet paper.
Lucy was a truly awesome lady.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1046.
I suspect that many a feminized sissy cuckold which also includes the dumped and divorced ones are finding that with women’s changing attitude towards dating and their preference for young fit virile guys mostly black ones if the women can get their hands on them there is a growing army of middle aged white guys that are not getting any contact with females other than if they are prepared to pay an escort which can in the long run become very costly.
Of course the cuckoldress wife can see this state of affairs clearly happening and she may well take pity on one or two she knows or works with and with her wicked sense of humor and her never ending search for humiliations for her sissy cuckold husband she will often initiate sissy cuckold having to be a girlfriend to some fat middle aged pervert.
Cuckoldress wives love doing this to their sissy cuckolds specially if said sissy cuckold is not in any way naturally gay, the torment this places the sissy cuckold in is horrendous as it will fear disobeying its cuckoldress wife more than having to do queer acts with a boyfriend that it’s forced to serve.
And as for the dumped and divorced sissy cuckolds the craving for sperm becomes overpowering, sperm even if its not out of a pussy or anus, sperm of at least some quality unlike the weak watery muck it might indulge in by going with another sissy.
Hence these days transvestite and sissy gatherings in nightclubs, pubs, parties and meetings are infiltrated and encircled by more and more middle aged guys desperate to get a sissy gurlfriend in the knowledge that when you get a sissy cuckold lady friend it’s submissive, does as it’s told, dresses to the nines at all times and never ever refuses commands to perform even the most sick sexual acts.
As we all know once a feminized sissy cuckold gets to a certain place in its life it will do anything for spunk!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1045.
If you are a budding feminized sissy cuckold you will of course be internally ripping yourself apart in your formative years and will pathetically attempt to do male things.
What we all experience as we go through these times is that if and it’s a big if we are lucky enough to have a relationship with say a girl of our own age and if they are stupid enough to allow some intimacy through their ignorance of you they still damage what little male ego you might have lurking at the bottom of your jellified spine.
How many times once a lass has felt your turgid little penis has anything beyond first base been kiboshed with only petting, kissing and if you’re really lucky licking her pussy on offer.
Once a female comes into contact with a guy with a small penis things change, the younger woman will as quickly as possible throw you over the side of the boat out of no understanding about what to do with the likes of you.
It’s only the more mature woman and the older the better who knows the true value of the feminized sissy cuckold and believe me they can see you coming a mile off.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1044.
I do not know about you but I consider myself lucky enough to have witnessed couples having sex in my early days and what I knew even then as I saw some guy fucking the living daylights out of the woman they were with was that I would never develop into a man to be able to replicate what I was witnessing.
Nor was there any thought of how the guy was feeling ploughing a hot wet pussy or being sucked off, my thoughts were all focused on what the woman was feeling and the joy she was shouting being fucked hard.
For me I knew deep inside my place in the world of sex was to clean up the mess after a man and woman had sex and my primary role was to help and support the female in her pursuance of the sex she craved.
I suppose because all my initiations to women were with older experienced women who were not out to breed but just to get as much good sex as they wanted I never had to deal with silly young ladies swooning in love and all that mushy stuff, the women that took me under their wings were hard, stern confident ladies that wanted men so they could live out their inner slut and believe me they did and along the way cemented my place in life as a feminized sissy cuckold.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1043.
When it comes to the feminized sissy cuckold and anything sexual the Cuckoldress must instill shame! No matter how arousing the sexual acts going on around the sissy cuckold or to it the sissy cuckold must feel deep enduring shame in its status in life.
For many this starts early on with women involved in the budding sissy cuckold’s life always putting the little insignificant speck down. Of course, for many this starts with penis size, if it’s been caught masturbating or doing other disgusting things with panties and lingerie.
The women or cuckoldresses must always degrade verbally the sissy cuckold in every way possible always telling it that its worthless dirty disgusting and freakish as it licks spermy pussy, dirty ass and any one of a million other sexually related things.
Let’s face it how shameful is it when a feminized sissy cuckold comes to relate being it’s cuckoldress toilet as a sexual act.
One of the most shameful things I have ever had to do was to have sex with my cuckoldress wife’s shit.
This hot out of her bowels she placed in a black nylon stocking and then I had to hold it and insert my little sissy clit and hump away as if I was having intercourse with it.
So sick and addled am I as a feminized sissy cuckold having to do this in front of her after months of chastity it did not take even a minute for me to squirt into the mess so excited and relived being able to do sissy squirt but so shame filled by what I in my obedience did to get that shameful dirty release and of course we won’t here go into how I had to clean it all up.