If there is an afterlife, why not hasten my journey into it? And if there isn't, at least I'll end my suffering and won't have to deal with this rotten hand I've been dealt. That's the logic anyway. I'm too cowardly to actually do it. You'd probably say that's a good thing. Being alive is frightening, I wish there was nothing instead of something.

One thing I'll never understand is why people are into toilet play. It's absolutely revolting. Most fetishes I can understand why they might appeal to someone, even if they don't do it for me, but not that one; it is just absolutely vile. Obviously anything involving actual disfigurement, "snuff," animals or kids is a no-go as well, but even those things don't make me gag like "scat" does. It sucks when I click on a cool profile and it's someone with all the same fetishes as me but also that one. Gross. No thanks.