SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 766.
As said before I was ousted as a transvestite early on by my mother who sort of encouraged it from then on so I was in stuff around the house, and she would help with makeup and stuff.
This was very naughty I suppose but some real life long benefits also came from this liberal way of living as I grew up as Mother took pride in teaching me all the things needed to know how to do to run a household and kitchen so there was lots of evenings cooking meals, home economics she called it something all women have to be the Mistress of, then there was the household chores and I had to work long and hard at these lessons and over time I became the one that did all the chores.
There were also other handy things she taught me like sewing, knitting, which I got good at and crocheting which sad to say I never really got the hang of and then there was the ironing board and the strict lessons in how to press clothes properly and fold them once creased free.
Now many years later you'll never find my home in disarray as I took as a feminized sissy cuckold all the imparted knowledge to heart!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 765.
The height of ecstasy for the Feminized sissy cuckold is to be there watching real men have sex with your wife!
To see her reacting as a woman should when getting actually fucked all her morals swept aside now, she is a Cuckoldress and taking what she wants with savage sluttiness literally fucking men to death is heartwarming and so exciting for the feminized sissy cuckold knowing it could never achieve what a real man can do!
Of course, there is also the clash of emotions as you watch the woman you love and adore so deeply you will do anything she wants of you pigging out on huge cocks using all her holes to drain every ounce of orgasmic pleasure she desires from the men.
The emotional pain is shattering but in the feminized sissy cuckold it is mixed up with the adoration and thrill of seeing your wife loving sex all dressed up like a real woman should be in stockings heels and lingerie to excite herself and the man making him just that little bit bigger and harder for her.
Many Feminized sissy cuckold either in chastity or not will at some point go into a feminized sissy cuckold frenzy and have a sissygasm without touching itself just from the sights and smells of the rutting couple in front of it!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 764.
One of the most difficult things for the new feminized sissy cuckold must do and each person is different but comes to the same wall is to let go of all and any control of its life and wife.
Wanting to be a Feminized Sissy Cuckold has certain caveats attached to it which your wife will quickly find out about, and the big one is as your no longer a man in her eyes just a pathetic sissy cuckold there to serve her you have no human rights whatsoever!
And yes it's hard for the new sissy cuckold to deal with the feelings that it has no say in who it's wife dates and fucks, who she tells and exposes you to, if your allowed to watch or not, loss of all fiscal control and in the end having to accept every whim and thought out of your wife no matter what even down to the food and drink you eat is her say!
Just the thought of this is terrifying is it not? but believe me once you accept your role as what I call the third sex you'll be a much happier contented Feminized Sissy Cuckold.