SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 766.
As said before I was ousted as a transvestite early on by my mother who sort of encouraged it from then on so I was in stuff around the house, and she would help with makeup and stuff.
This was very naughty I suppose but some real life long benefits also came from this liberal way of living as I grew up as Mother took pride in teaching me all the things needed to know how to do to run a household and kitchen so there was lots of evenings cooking meals, home economics she called it something all women have to be the Mistress of, then there was the household chores and I had to work long and hard at these lessons and over time I became the one that did all the chores.
There were also other handy things she taught me like sewing, knitting, which I got good at and crocheting which sad to say I never really got the hang of and then there was the ironing board and the strict lessons in how to press clothes properly and fold them once creased free.
Now many years later you'll never find my home in disarray as I took as a feminized sissy cuckold all the imparted knowledge to heart!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 765.
The height of ecstasy for the Feminized sissy cuckold is to be there watching real men have sex with your wife!
To see her reacting as a woman should when getting actually fucked all her morals swept aside now, she is a Cuckoldress and taking what she wants with savage sluttiness literally fucking men to death is heartwarming and so exciting for the feminized sissy cuckold knowing it could never achieve what a real man can do!
Of course, there is also the clash of emotions as you watch the woman you love and adore so deeply you will do anything she wants of you pigging out on huge cocks using all her holes to drain every ounce of orgasmic pleasure she desires from the men.
The emotional pain is shattering but in the feminized sissy cuckold it is mixed up with the adoration and thrill of seeing your wife loving sex all dressed up like a real woman should be in stockings heels and lingerie to excite herself and the man making him just that little bit bigger and harder for her.
Many Feminized sissy cuckold either in chastity or not will at some point go into a feminized sissy cuckold frenzy and have a sissygasm without touching itself just from the sights and smells of the rutting couple in front of it!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 764.
One of the most difficult things for the new feminized sissy cuckold must do and each person is different but comes to the same wall is to let go of all and any control of its life and wife.
Wanting to be a Feminized Sissy Cuckold has certain caveats attached to it which your wife will quickly find out about, and the big one is as your no longer a man in her eyes just a pathetic sissy cuckold there to serve her you have no human rights whatsoever!
And yes it's hard for the new sissy cuckold to deal with the feelings that it has no say in who it's wife dates and fucks, who she tells and exposes you to, if your allowed to watch or not, loss of all fiscal control and in the end having to accept every whim and thought out of your wife no matter what even down to the food and drink you eat is her say!
Just the thought of this is terrifying is it not? but believe me once you accept your role as what I call the third sex you'll be a much happier contented Feminized Sissy Cuckold.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 763.
The most pathetic thing you will ever witness or be involved in is the entertainment that Cuckoldress wives get making their feminized sissy cuckold have sissy sex together.
With little penis's so small they fill the sucking sissies mouth not touching the throat or easing into a tight sissy asshole and not one peep of a squeal coming out of the receiving sissy.
Then as it's the first sexual contact for the feminized sissy cuckolds for many, many months there is the shameful displays of premature ejaculation that have the watching cuckoldresses laughing their stockings off.
The sight of two Feminized sissy cuckolds panting, sighing, humping and sucking on each other as their stocking clad legs kiss and hiss together making the act off sissy sex so exciting for them that in many instances it can be over in a blink of an eye, they cum so quick!
And do not think for one moment the cuckoldresses leave it at that as they will then force their sissy cuckolds to lick and suck clean each other’s anal cream pies of the weak watery sissy cuckold milk they have just fucked into each other.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 762.
As you grow up it soon becomes apparent that you are developing differently to other males even though you do not yet even know what the word feminized sissy cuckold mean's.
You understand that your body is not maturing in a masculine way and that your thoughts on women and sex are shameful to say the least and shake with fear in ever being exposed?
Also your masturbation veers off to the freakish and your inserting things in yourself to do your cum cums and not only phallic objects up your bottom but also down your urethra as you wear your Mother's dirty discarded hosiery and lingerie from the laundry basket or items you have stolen from other women you have come into contact with! (Do not think that women do not notice when someone like you is around!)
Early on you seem to equate the sexual pleasure you get with being ashamed and being punished for your dirty ways and become more and more submissive wanting to grovel and worship women trying to please them in ways so extreme because your little penis cannot possibly give a woman what she really wants!
What is amazing is that you feel that no woman would ever want you but crazy as it sounds most will end up married as there is women out there that want submissive and obedient partners who they can walk all over and dominate and cuckold the fuck out of!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 761.
Us poor feminized sissy cuckolds really got dealt a shit hand when we were formed! not only do many of us have tiny worthless sissy clits many of which do not or cannot get properly erect even if free and out of chastity although the chastity makes this a uncomfortable outcome for many sissy cuckolds who are locked up.
But another thing that we have been denied is being able to be a repeat cummer! for myself the best time ever on two occasions was being able to cum twice in one night with the second sissygasm a pathetic affair of sissy milk.
Why we are blessed with this state of being who knows? real men seem to be able to go two, three or four times and in large quantities of rich creamy spunk and some black guys surpass that it puts us feminized sissy cuckolds to absolute shame and there is little wonder that our wives cuckold the fuck out of us!"