SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 840.
Blame and suffering is of course the lot of the feminized sissy cuckold husband and this I experienced on all levels in both my marriages specially the second one.
Tania the Dominatrix and Cuckoldress used any excuse she could find to punish me even at times doing so to ward off future mistakes I would make? (work that one out???)
Hosiery was a real bone of contention with Tania; I purchased all her hosiery and believe me the bills hurt as her liking was for the most delicate and sheer tights and stockings.
So, you can imagine the rage she used to get into if a pair were snagged or laddered.
If it was me that caused the damage as I helped say adjust her seams or suspender straps or accidently caught something on her legs the outcome was nasty and painful no quarter given and would end up with me crumpled on the floor of her dungeon crying with a battered sissy bottom.
If on the other hand the damage to her hosiery was done by her own hand, I still got the blame every time for causing her momentary loss of concentration with whatever I was doing and thus it was into the dungeon again for me her sissy cuckold.
It seemed that the only time Tania did not get upset over her hosiery being ruined was when a man or men were fucking her and their hands were pawing her all over causing snags and ladders or rips in the gusset of her tights as they got their cocks into her willing holes.
All that was mentioned at these times was Tania screaming for them to fuck her harder, faster and deeper for them to use her like a slut!
It was only later that I was brought to task about this with Tania berating me for not nicely asking the guys to be careful around her nylons and thus the damage was my fault again and the outcome the same another trip to the dungeon.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 839.
For all those want to be feminized sissy cuckolds I want you to reflect and take comfort in the fact that if you find the balls(now that’s a joke) to tell your wife what you want to be and you want her to be your Cuckoldress do not feel afraid that she will think anything less of you that she already does!
Women are very perceptive to their partners, so she’ll already know something is wrong with you by your manner and comportment let alone her inpatients and boredom of your attempts at sex with her and the lack of manhood you have got.
In fact, in most cases wives know what’s coming in the terrified pleading and confession and far from being irate although many put on a show of hurt to begin with, they are ready to be Cuckoldress wives, and many are already seeing a few guys on the side for illicit sex
One word of advice though if you do plead your case to be your wife’s feminized sissy cuckold be totally open and honest and relate all your kinks and fetishes no matter how sick they are as your wife will appreciate your honesty so she can gauge just how far she can use and abuse you from then on.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 838.
Went out shopping today with a huge set of anal beads inside of me that jiggled around with every step of my high heeled feet.
With the balls moving round in me as I tried to look normal, I could feel my tiny little limp penis leaking freely in the silky black panties I had on which were a terrible mess by the time I got home.
After pulling the balls out of me I was frantic for cock and writhed on my lounge floor ramming my new seventeen-inch horse cock in and out till my sissy clit exploded making a mess all over me!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 837.
It would be a mistake to state that all married women will be ok with you coming out as a feminized sissy cuckold begging them to become your cuckoldress, so the budding sissy cuckold will have to come to terms with the fact it might get dumped and divorced.
Is that a bad thing? Well in the long run no as the woman you were married to was at the end of the day not the right person for you nor you Her’s.
But despair not as many, many married women are more than happy to indulge in the Cuckoldress lifestyle as it lets them be attractive alluring wanted females again with the steady wall of a marriage to go with it and come on tell me a woman that does not want a maid doing all the housework to perfection under the real threat and dealing out of punishment.
Wives will also after a little (and I mean little) consideration fully embrace and practice chastity for their sissy husband as now a Cuckoldress they understand how small and insignificant their husbands penis is and certainly don’t want anything to do with it apart from infrequent pity wanks, she certainly does not want her sissy cuckold husband fiddling with himself and squirting all-round the house let alone having erections (If it’s not big enough to be called a cock then what reason has a penis to erect?) this is the sound logic many cuckoldress wives stand by and in essence is totally correct.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 836.
I will never forget the first time Tania my second wife and Cuckoldress and practicing professional dominatrix made me go into her dungeon and prostitute myself with a homosexual client to earn her money.
I even remember his name Simon a painfully thin lanky tall guy with glasses, I was as nervous and scared as hell greeting Simon as like I have explained before I am not a natural sissy cock sucking queer due to historic abuse.
But I had had more than just a few gay experiences prior to this session Tania had booked me to do.
Remember there was no privacy in what I was having to do as Tania’s dungeon was rigged with spy cameras, and I knew she would be watching make sure I satisfied the client and acted and reacted in the proper whore like manner that she had taught me.
Simon got the tribute out of the way first handing over to me the sixty fee, I left him for a moment to go and give Tania the money while Simon stripped naked and was shaking all over as Tania ordered me back into the dungeon to do my work.
Seeing Simon naked waiting for me in the dungeon made me almost pass out with terror as for a tall thin white guy he was very well endowed his semi flaccid cock hanging almost to his knees.
Simon could clearly see I was a mess of nerves and as I tried to do a slow sexy strip down to my lingerie, high heels and stockings he pressed me with questions about my gay experiences and finally that he was my first punter since my wife had enforced my career change into becoming a feminized sissy cuckold prostitute.
Simon talking did help to calm me a bit and next I was squatting in front of him like a slut holding and caressing his large smooth balls as I suck as much of his huge cock as I could all the way into my throat where I struggled to breath properly and let him face fuck me as he held my head in his hands.
I had a really good taste of Simon as he leaked a huge volume of pre cum and took himself to the edge in my throat three times before getting me up and leaning me over the massage table in the dungeon.
Via the mirrored wall I could see Simon lubricating hugely erect cock up his eyes greedily scanning my lingerie clad sissy cuckold body, strangely Simon before taking me used on of his hands to caress and manipulate my in scared little penis to an aching erection so skilled was his hand.
So, it was with the delightful feeling of my sissy clit being fiddled with that I gasped when the bulbus head of Simon’s hard erect cock pressed against my twitching spasming tight little sphincter.
With more and more pressure being applied by Simon his cock head finally popped into my rectum making me wail in pain at the huge intrusion as my ring was broken into by gay cock.
Simon luckily was a thoughtful guy and knew his cock was something that not many could handle and the next minute one of his hands came in front of my face holding an open bottle with a heady scent in that soon had me spinning my mind and body experiencing a delightful sexy thudding and throbbing and my tortured sissy pussy opening relaxed and I groaned in a shameful slutty manner as Simon eased his large cock all the way into me till his balls slapped hard against my one tight little testie.
Over the next hour Simon showed me what an experienced gay man can do as he fucked me to oblivion with long hard strokes that sent me wild and aided by a few more inhalations of the aroma from the bottle
Tania later told me she had watched ever filthy sordid moment of me servicing a gay punter and teased me unmercifully about how sexually excited I must have been for queer cock as I forgot totally to get Simon to wear a condom so I felt the lot when is cock exploded all the way in me as gout after gout of his hot spunk filled up my bowels and triggered off a sissygasm that Tania saw as my weak watery sissy milk hung like strings from the tip of my hard quivering little penis dropping to the floor once the over stretch had been reached.
To my further shame the session ended with me sucking Simon’s slightly shit soiled and smelling cock clean and he actually kissed me thanking me stating he would be back for more.
Good to his word Simon from then on would come for a session about once every six weeks thus I earned Tania a good whack and like any good Cuckoldress Pimpess I was never allowed to keep any of what I had pedaled my ass and mouth for!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 835.
For want of a better phrase I suppose I was lucky being caught out evolving into a transvestite early on by my mother who liberally for back then encouraged me dressing up and then via gossip with Pam, Fran and Wendy revealed to me what I was destined to become in life a Feminized sissy cuckold.
At the time when I was exposed, I was in stark terror thinking the world was going to end when my little penis erected against my mother’s silky hot nylon foot when I was massaging her feet one evening whilst we were watching television.
Then came her cutting humiliating remark over how insignificant my little penis was and her going on to say she knew was stealing her tights and panties to wear out of the laundry basket and ordering me to go and put a pair on that were freshly dumped ready for washing.
I obeyed how could I not being in utter fear being caught out and I felt less than an inch tall a while later standing in front of her in the dirty tights my little penis so hard it was hurting.
From that evening onwards I was encouraged to wear her dirty hosiery and panties and over time it was all the time and the rest of female apparel and make up.
Now many Feminized sissy cuckolds I have spoken to do end up getting exposed one way or another mostly via their cuckoldress wife spilling the beans to Sissy Cuckolds mother and contrary to popular opinion in many, many cases the sissy cuckold shaking with fear of it’s wife exposing it to Mummy turns out to be the fact that Mummy has known for a very long time that her son was a crossdressing perverts but preferred not to say anything and shockingly will side with her sons Cuckoldress wife in the lifestyle.
This deep meeting of minds between Mother and Daughter in law is the closest and most meaningful in law relationship that can develop, as both Mother and the wife both want what’s best for the Feminized sissy cuckold.