All me life i needed "Mentors" , someone to help me xplore my sexuality, teach me about sex, train me, an specially to hold me, tell me how much they love me an care about me. PLEASE UNDERSTAND that i need people i am attracted to so i want to be around them more an maybe idolize them. will be 50 soon, still a virgin, still shy an so very lonely. Everyone needs an craves someone for love, companionship an emotional support, still wish so bad that i had real friends who look as good as those in my "Friends Of My Dreams / Life Of My Dreams" galleries. so many sexy people in images on here an i have never met anyone as attractive as them, i know i'm not hideous looking (see my photos of me) and look better than many others i seen. so i continue to politely ask if there are any actually out there, please will any beautiful sexy females sissies or she-males, or sexy real men wit huge cock want to show me sexy people like my friends of my dreams xist an will be my plutonic friends possibly leading to a lot more? being very shy i not even know how i would meet anyone, what i thinkin is it be nice to have attractive people (female, sissy / shemale ) as plutonic friend ( nothin sexual at first ) then after we good friends an feel safe together maybe they could suggest i let them make me up pretty fem as possible an let me xplore. or in case of a real man wit big cock just let me see his big cock an touch it an xplore at my own pace. since i a virgin an shy i need someone gentle to show me how good they can make me feel wit no pain just pleasure. then we could give each other much more pleasure. i would like to try straight sex wit a female most but i guess no female want my baby penis an i do love bein fem sometimes. i would love to be sissified, feminized as pretty as possible, milked out an be treated like a little girl, told how pretty i am an what a good girl i am. just so lonely need someone to genuinely love me. maybe a "Drag Mother", "Sissy Mother" or "Sissy Sister" to ease me into the lifestyle, guess i will never know any of it. even just to have a sexy female make me look as fem an girlie as possible an just let me watch her with a BBC would be fun, maybe just give a big cock a hand job, but cant even find that. so so very sad i will never know what real sex is like or even to have someone attractive to encourage me in person