SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1118.
As a feminized sissy cuckold you will over the years have to face some pretty awful things that you will be compelled to sort out by your Cuckoldress.
One instance that comes to mind was when Tania me second ex wife and cuckoldress was messing around in the lounge with one of her boyfriends and when I say messing she was actually engaged in anal sex getting her guts fucked hard.
I mincing around was making sure they had refreshments and whatever and seeing the hot hard action to be honest I missed the guy spewing his spunk into her bowels returning to the lounge just as they were in post fucking bliss him still deep inside of her anus.
What I did see was them decoupling and the man’s still erect cock easing out of her rectum and it was coated in Tania’s shit.
Noticing this Tania spoke in that sly sexy way she had and you could have knocked me down with a feather as for the first time ever I think I had an apology out of her as she said “Sorry sissy cuckold these things happen! as she took hold of the base of the guys cock and wiggled it at me (So much for the apology) as I knew she now expected me to suck the man’s shitty cock clean.
Of course, after the years of suffering consequences of not doing everything Tania wanted I was on my stocking clad knees sucking dirty dick straight away to the mirth and hilarity of both of them.

locktober!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1117.
As a feminized sissy cuckold you come to learn just how truly pathetic you have become when you get to the stage where you cannot get sexually aroused unless you are watching your cuckoldress wife getting fucked properly by a real man or you are involved in any number of other sick kinks, no normal sexual relations bring on even a flicker of interest.
The most extreme manifestation that the feminized sissy cuckold gets to is that its sissy clit ceases to erect properly and only gets tingly and slightly bloated when things are inserted into its sissy pussy which has become the only way it can achieve a sissygasm.
When you get to this stage you will note your Cuckoldresses supreme sense of achievement and pride at having reduced yo to this state proving that she was right all along and you were never a man.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1116.
Since being with Pamela the first woman that used me as a feminized sissy cuckold although that term was not in use back then I had to endure not only from her but from subsequent women the frustration of not being allowed not only intercourse but also any form of sexual relief as they used me.
It was only much later that I came to understand the full implications of what a feminized sissy cuckold was about did I come to understand that my wants and needs mean absolutely nothing as everything is about the woman the cuckoldress.
And the truth is a feminized sissy cuckold in chastity and frustrated to the point of sexual insanity is a compliant sissy cuckold who will without hesitation obey and carry out any command a Cuckoldress decides she wants doing.
Of course the cuckoldress knows that because the feminized sissy cuckold is pathetic and weak there will be accidents even in a secure nasty chastity device when the pressure gets to much and what the sissy cuckold is seeing or experiencing is so sleazy, sordid and freaky it cannot control its urges and makes a mess.
The savvy Cuckoldress will of course come down on these little accidents hard and punishment will occur and over time this trains the sissy cuckold to retain its filth as the fear of pain over rides the frill of the dripping of sissy mess.
The worse part for the feminized sissy cuckold is that locked up the cuckoldress can still force sissy cuckold to sissygasm no matter how staunch it has become in holding itself in abeyance.
All roads for the sissy cuckold lead to chastisement, fear and shame when it comes to anything to do with it’s sissy clit.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1115.
Whilst dating the prostitute Lucy I took her on a vacation to Las Vegas that was perverted from the start.
We had a room in the Stratosphere hotel and casino and upon arrival after a very long hot trip Lucy started the perversion.
Before leaving jolly old England she had done a last-minute session with a couple of her regular guys and had not bothered to wash or wipe before we set off.
So, by the time we entered our hotel room Lucy was in a deplorable state and had me go down on her to lick her clean straight away.
To put it mildly Lucy smelt and tasted like the dirtiest shittiest side of Billingsgate fish market and the sludge coming out of her was appalling to say the least, but as you know I am one for awful experiences when it comes to cleaning up pussy and anus and did not even mind when Lucy squatted over my mouth and let out a long squiggle of sloppy shit for me to consume.
Prior to arriving I also had issues with the trip as my chastity device under the dress I was wearing to travel in set off the metal detector at the airport and I was escorted to a private room for a strip search by two female and one male customs officers which was highly embarrassing with all of the officers having a chuckle at my tattoo exclaiming I was a sissy cuckold and extra small.
That vacation saw Lucy fuck just about every guy at the greenroom swingers club and pick up a couple of randy black bastards from Georgia who fucked her in front of me plus three other men she picked up in bars on the strip when we were out together openly introducing me as her feminized sissy cuckold.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1114.
What doom’s us feminized sissy cuckolds is our utter awe of women thus we are predisposed to being unable to refuse a woman whatever she wants from us.
Now women see this as a fatal weakness in a male a weakness that is to be exploited.
For most women they are attracted to men who take control and take what they want regarding sex in a brutish animal sort of way, nothing nasty but powerful and dominant a man with a cock made for them to worship.
So, when a woman has a person like us around that they can sense the femininity within us and the weaknesses they know they can walk all over us and will do it just because they can.
A woman likes nothing better with a feminized sissy cuckold to see just how far they can push the biscuit as the old saying goes and the more they get away with the more they will do always testing our love loyalty and devotion.
Only a wife knows the true thrill and power she experiences coming home after a night fucking with her boyfriend and finding her feminized sissy cuckold chastity locked husband waiting for her obediently and then literally rubbing his made-up face into her fucked sluttiness making her feminized weak husband lick a real males sperm out of her pussy and anus.

Thank you to all for the lovely messages of support at this difficult times. Mother has been wonderful and has now fully installed herself with me. The sale of her house is well under way. Lois has been keeping a very low profile but has messaged me now and again asking if I'm ok. Although Mother is now living with me full time, I must admit I am missing Lois and I still feel lonely is that makes sense.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1113.
If you actually get to the stage where your wife becomes a Cuckoldress as her feminized sissy cuckold you will be advised to take some time to look at your new role in your marriage and how you should behave as a sissy cuckold.
Many make the early mistake of still trying to have a say over the direction the marriage is going and your wife’s activities as a cuckoldress wife.
Big mistake one which will lead to lots of uncomfortable arguments which can be totally avoided.
Remember your wife becoming a Cuckoldress is a momentous step for her and at first she will be like dipping her toe in a hot bath to test it out, she also has to truly know that you mean what you say you are a feminized sissy cuckold.
The best course is to SHUT THE FUCK UP and let your wife do exactly as she pleases and serve her with adoration and love supporting her every moment no matter what.
Yes some of the things she does or decides to do will emotionally hurt you but tough that’s the dish served up for the feminized sissy cuckold to cope with.
Sissy Cuckolds who do this course of action will find that once the wife knows for sure she can do and get away with anything she will go the whole hog on every aspect of the lifestyle and revel in her sexiness and power as a cuckoldress wife.