SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 857.
One of the most humiliating days in my life as a feminized sissy cuckold was early on a little time after the fancy dress party my mother got me to go to dressed as a woman and as already written about it led to my exposure to adult things with Pam and Fran her girlfriends.
Now although Mother allowed me to wear her dirty tights and nighties at home I never for one moment thought that Pam and Fran would spill the beans about the sort of adult things they were getting me to do with them!
But women being women who all love a gossip when they got together the talk of course ended up about their sex lives, the men they were seeing and now what pretty little Carla was doing for them.
I almost collapsed one evening when Mother with a sly grin on her face asked me if I liked kissing Pamela’s pussy after she had been with one of her many boyfriends?
My face felt beetroot red and Mother had to prod me with her nylon clad foot that was on my lap as I massaged her feet to get my answer which was a low terrified “Yes”
Worse was to come though when Mother also mentioned Fran and what she had made me do?
How do you confess to your mother that you obeyed a woman and licked her spermy shitty anus clean and then later lay there under Fran my mouth open as she squatted and used my mouth as a toilet from both her bladder and bowels.
To this day I feel it would have been easier for me if Mother had been appalled and angry, but it was her mien and the naughty sly grin she had as I confessed even having to bring up that my little penis had made a mess when Fran filled my mouth with her dirt.
Back then I still did not get a label for what I was Mother just called me Sissy, Carla or my little transvestite it was only much later when the words Feminized sissy cuckold came to light!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 856.
As a Feminized sissy cuckold how did you feel and react the first time your mouth was used as a urinal?
It’s quite a thing when you think about it there you are already in a humbling position dressed as a female and the person you are with decides that they have such power over you that they can happily foist on you any indignity they please.
What I found most shameful was after years of sniffing and sucking on piss aroma gussets the torrent of piss that came out of Fran’s pussy into my mouth caused me to have an aching little erection something that Fran saw straight away as she emptied her bladder into my mouth forcing me to drink it all down.
From that moment I was hooked on urine from the women that dealt with me as a Feminized sissy cuckold.
In times of desperation when it has felt like I am in the middle of the Sahara where Cuckoldresses are concerned I even turn to quaffing my own to quell the pangs of kinky need.
The big step of course and very demeaning is accepting that men can use your mouth as well to urinate in, there is something even more freaky drinking piss coming straight out of a cock.
The guys actually like doing this to the feminized sissy cuckold as it gives them a power boost on top of the fact they are fucking your wife.