I never imagined, I would be as open as this. I thought this side of me would ever be open to the public, and the idea that I would expose myself physically wasn't even something I would contemplate. After years of building trust both ways between us, he told me I was going to open an account here, and that he wanted it verified. He knew I hadn't been one for looking at porn, and that the though of unknown people knowing these things about me....but he didn't ask about what I thought. So I signed up, then I verified it...and because I knew it would please him...I verified it with my tits showing. Then he said post pictures to it. Then he probed what I thought about strangers seeing my body...it surprised us both....
Please know I don't delete anyone's comment intentionally. I appreciate them all, my fat finger just hit the wrong thing sometimes. Too bad I can't apologize and let you punish me for my carelessness....
I am antsy today. My mind isn't stay on my work. As someone left my office, I found myself wondering if it would be so bad if they knew this side of me? In my mind I imagined one of them coming to my desk and instead saying men's room now ... and my getting up and following not knowing how I was about to be used or what would be required of me ....
I find myself constantly think about who might be looking at me here. How many people are imagining what they would do to me, or disgusted by me. Then I wonder when I see people on the street if they have seen my open or filled holes...if they knew would they laugh at me? Would the demand I show them in person? Would they take their own pictures of me based on what they think I deserve? What would you do if you encountered me?
