SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 856.
As a Feminized sissy cuckold how did you feel and react the first time your mouth was used as a urinal?
It’s quite a thing when you think about it there you are already in a humbling position dressed as a female and the person you are with decides that they have such power over you that they can happily foist on you any indignity they please.
What I found most shameful was after years of sniffing and sucking on piss aroma gussets the torrent of piss that came out of Fran’s pussy into my mouth caused me to have an aching little erection something that Fran saw straight away as she emptied her bladder into my mouth forcing me to drink it all down.
From that moment I was hooked on urine from the women that dealt with me as a Feminized sissy cuckold.
In times of desperation when it has felt like I am in the middle of the Sahara where Cuckoldresses are concerned I even turn to quaffing my own to quell the pangs of kinky need.
The big step of course and very demeaning is accepting that men can use your mouth as well to urinate in, there is something even more freaky drinking piss coming straight out of a cock.
The guys actually like doing this to the feminized sissy cuckold as it gives them a power boost on top of the fact they are fucking your wife.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 855.
As a Feminized sissy cuckold, I was sitting thinking the other day trying to recall the last time I did a sissy squirt that I did not lick up and consume as it the natural order of things for pathetic sissies like us.
And I struggle to actually recall? Even when first sexually active I was licking my mess up after masturbating and when it came to females what few of them there has been I always seemed to go down on the lady to get her off as I could never do that with my tiny penis
Sure, there must have been a time or two when I just let me dribble go but for the most part, I catch it in my hand if in a dirty place and lick it up or if the area is hygienic or expressly ordered to, I will lick from the floor or anywhere basically.
Being a Feminized sissy cuckold means you have no rights to refuse a command from a woman so one time when Fran a lady I knew had me sissy squirt onto one of her fresh logs of shit then ordered me to lick my mess off her perfect turd I obeyed without hesitating!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 854.
In general, black guys have become more at ease with the Feminized sissy cuckold husband around.
This probably stems from their desire to fuck white married women and the fact that after a while playing hide and seek with the lady is just inconvenient.
So with many married women openly informing the guys that they are married and hubby knows and even the fact that she has him at home feminized and chastity locked the need for secrecy is no longer needed and the black guy comes to understand that his sexual kick is much heightened by being able to fuck his slut in front of the husband and that said husband in chaste and feminized state utterly docile and subservient suits him just fine.
Many black guys are fine upstanding males learn the bull manner via talking to the Cuckoldress and consuming as much cuckold porn as the sissy cuckold does to define his role to make everything much more exciting for the cuckoldress wife and hence the sissy cuckold.
Thus, the stereotype Nigga gangster so much portrayed in porn finds it’s way into the role play the black male puts on giving the Cuckoldress the self-assured confident and arrogant black lover she wants (Note most black guys do not have to pretend they have a big cock)
Also the black guy understands that the marriage he is involved in as a bull cannot be torn apart and I a union of understanding and sharing thus he see’s no need for exclusivity hence his openness in bringing in his pals to help please the wife (all it seems like the move into multiple black men taking her) making the life of the feminized sissy cuckold pure heaven and hell.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 853.
One thing the Feminized sissy cuckold has to accept if it is placed in chastity is that for no reason will the device be removed by the wife for such trivial things as a visit to the doctor or flying off on holiday.
In fact, it’s good that your doctor knows you’re a Feminized sissy cuckold and your locked in chastity your medical notes will reflect this as a plus probably stating you’re coming out as a feminized sissy cuckold has reduced your danger or any mental health issues from living as they say in the closet.
And as for airports worry not you certainly are not the first feminized sissy cuckold to pass through the metal detectors and pulled into a side room so the staff can expose your pathetic penile state locked up in chastity, they have seen it all before but do like a good laugh! (at your expense obviously)
Be proud sissy cuckolds and take the humiliations on the chin you know its character building at the end of the day!

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 852.
What a pathetic state us Feminized sissy cuckolds are reduced to from the start when we know in ourselves, we are not going to make it as men as our desires from the onset are kinky and shameful and our little penises never grew beyond boyhood size.
Then our already shattered male persona’s a further crushed by the reaction of girls and women when they see us and their utterly soul destroying and cruel rejection of what little manhood we have.
Then the end comes when we are caught out dressing up in women’s lingerie, hosiery and clothes and even cosmetics.
Is there any wonder that so many of us Feminized sissy cuckolds try to be as girlie as possible to get as far away from any hint of masculinity as we are able to as that has always been a deep source of shame and humiliation for us.
Far better the world sees us as Feminized sissy cuckolds loved and appreciated for what we are by enlightened women and men who accept we are useful if they are with a Cuckoldress wife.