1102 days since my worthless pee pee was allowed to penetrate my wife. In respect to the three year anniversary the other day, my lovely wife allowed me to rub my little nub in its cage while she gently stimulated my ass through my panties. I so desperately wanted to cum that after a couple of minutes she let me take off the cage and rub it with my finger and thumb for one minute. I wasn't going to make it that long. After about 15 seconds I told her I was going to cum. She started a slow countdown from 10 and when she got to 1 she softly whispered "don't cum". It was too much, I had to cum. A tiny bit of ejaculated oozed out of my pee pee as I started to buck my ass. She grabbed my hand and made me stop touching myself and I had a perfectly miserable ruined orgasm. She hugged me from behind and kissed me passionately for a minute and then said to lock it back up and get started on her massage. I have never been so horny and frustrated but yet satisfied in my life. Chastity has truly made our relationship stronger and I don't ever want to go back.