All me life i needed "Mentors" , someone to help me xplore my sexuality, teach me about sex, train me, an specially to hold me, tell me how much they love me an care about me. PLEASE UNDERSTAND that i need people i am attracted to so i want to be around them more an maybe idolize them. will be 50 soon, still a virgin, still shy an so very lonely. Everyone needs an craves someone for love, companionship an emotional support, still wish so bad that i had real friends who look as good as those in my "Friends Of My Dreams / Life Of My Dreams" galleries. so many sexy people in images on here an i have never met anyone as attractive as them, i know i'm not hideous looking (see my photos of me) and look better than many others i seen. so i continue to politely ask if there are any actually out there, please will any beautiful sexy females sissies or she-males, or sexy real men wit huge cock want to show me sexy people like my friends of my dreams xist an will be my plutonic friends possibly leading to a lot more? being very shy i not even know how i would meet anyone, what i thinkin is it be nice to have attractive people (female, sissy / shemale ) as plutonic friend ( nothin sexual at first ) then after we good friends an feel safe together maybe they could suggest i let them make me up pretty fem as possible an let me xplore. or in case of a real man wit big cock just let me see his big cock an touch it an xplore at my own pace. since i a virgin an shy i need someone gentle to show me how good they can make me feel wit no pain just pleasure. then we could give each other much more pleasure. i would like to try straight sex wit a female most but i guess no female want my baby penis an i do love bein fem sometimes. i would love to be sissified, feminized as pretty as possible, milked out an be treated like a little girl, told how pretty i am an what a good girl i am. just so lonely need someone to genuinely love me. maybe a "Drag Mother", "Sissy Mother" or "Sissy Sister" to ease me into the lifestyle, guess i will never know any of it. even just to have a sexy female make me look as fem an girlie as possible an just let me watch her with a BBC would be fun, maybe just give a big cock a hand job, but cant even find that. so so very sad i will never know what real sex is like or even to have someone attractive to encourage me in person

I find it funny that the admins removed my gallery entitled "Jesus Christ Of Nazareth" with images portraying Jesus as a black man with a big dick and the reason was "z- doesnt belong on here" . Think about that, Jesus doesnt belong on this site. The A.I. images were not even depicting sex just nudity. I created the images trying out a free A.I. generator saying show me a black jesus with a big penis and letting it create the images so there was no one that could claim copyrights on any of the images. i can understand certain things like illegal stuff but sometimes its really confusing the stuff they delete

Where are all the sexy people like in my Galleries or Favorites who are real down to earth people who enjoy romance, sex an roleplay? I know, I is old, an I never gonna meet anyone sexy , but I can't stop wishing, hoping, an prayin I do. I need sexy FWB (Friends With Benefits) that I can explore my sexuality wit (pretty girls, sexy Sissies an Shemales, and very hung sexy males - very big cocks make me feel like a lil girl an make me wanna xplore wit them) who would be my true plutonic friends an maybe sexual mentors. I'm very shy an sexually feel like I'm a juvenile when with someone so I need someone who would treat me like I was young an treat me gentle, lovingly an seduce me an make me fall in love with them holding me, kissing me an makin me feel loved, makin me curious to try more. - I would love being sissified by pretty girls.would love to try sexy females giving me sissy makeovers, sissifying an feminizing me like Prissy's Sissies comics, I have only cross dressed with very little makeup, I would love to see just how pretty an sexy a girl could make me with airbrush makeup, perfume, long painted nails, hair done or wig, beautiful sissy clothes an feminine girly things to make me look an feel as fem as possible an have her take photos. I love girls fussing over me nurturing me an lovingly gently treating me like a lil sissy or lil girl. I really wish I had a sexy sugar mommy who would buy me pretty clothes then sissify an feminize me, play dress up wit me an have me model the clothes for her while she takes pics. Make a party out of it get a group of pretty girls together who would enjoy sissifying an feminizing me, laughin at me an my tiny peni, humiliating me by tellin me what a prety girl I am an treatin me like I was a lil girl, maybe have fun milkin my tiny peni out or teachin me to please girls like a girl or maybe treatin me like a baby girl in diapers,.... I WOULD LOVE BEING SISSIFIED AND FEMINIZED BY PRETTY GIRLS AND MODELING GIRLIE CLOTHES FOR THEM AND AGE PLAY FROM BABY GIRL CLOTHES UP THRU PROM DRESSES AND BRIDAL GOWNS. pretty sad when all my life i never met anyone sexy to xplore wit or be my friend. makes me feel so unwanted an unloved. I guess there no sexy really good people out there who would care bouts me. so here I am fantasizing lookin my these images.