New avatar pic as Imagefap suddenly decided my old one violated some mysterious standard. Also had a gallery taken down. Alongside the "accept all cookies so we can resell your data or you'll have to verify every time you upload" I'd say enshittification is well underway.

I haven't heard from Lois is 2 days, I thought she might have text me to just 'check in'. 1000's of people go through this everyday and come through it, I just wonder when it will stop hurting. When I feel like this I normally phone an old boyfriend and ask if they fancy like a fuck to distract me, but I haven't. When I first told Mother all those years ago, that I was getting married, she was not at all happy. I was shocked when she said, who's going to wipe my arse when I'm old. I was never going to abandon her, but now she'll have all the attention she wants. I feel so stupid that I thought marrying a woman would make me a man. I guess Lois feels the same way too.