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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1052.
As a feminized sissy cuckold of long standing let me assure all you new and want to be feminized sissy cuckolds that these days men out there really appreciate us gurls.
With the changing nature of dating these days with nearly all women single or married wanting to have black boyfriends the white male is getting the short end of the stick and there are many a male out there that have never had a girlfriend and divorced men have no chance ever at another relationship.
Of course due to not having female contacts after using escorts many a man will turn to the net to have a virtual sex life, this is where they start to see many a feminized sissy cuckold and the apparent availability of these to serve masters either under the direction of the cuckoldress wife or alone if the sissy cuckold is a want to be or a dumped and divorced one.
For the male there is most certainly many advantages in having a feminized sissy cuckold girlfriend as sissy cuckolds always dress utterly feminine and slutty so the man’s nylon, lingerie, stocking and high heels fetishes are always catered for.
The feminized sissy cuckold also never say’s no even to the most sick and vile sexual acts the man wants to practice and shit sure short of a broken leg or some such the feminized sissy cuckold is always available.
You can imagine why so many guys get hooked on sissy cuckolds let’s face it they can be lounging in their favorite chair at home watching football on the television as they chug down beer after beer being as macho and obnoxious as they want and their lingerie clad sissy cuckold girlfriend will be on her knees between his legs sucking furiously on his cock swallowing every drop of each and every climax out of that cock and the man also needs not bother himself going to the bathroom to empty his bladder of all that beer he can just let it all go and sissy cuckold will drink it all down.
The man will also meet no resistance when the time comes that he wants to share sissy cuckold with him mates the sissy cuckold will without complaint engage in a many cock gang bang doing anything to keep her man happy with her.

SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 1051.
If like me you are a feminized sissy cuckold you’ll understand that life is not always a bed of roses and for the likes of us being dumped and divorced is a one of the high risks of the lifestyle.
Take it from me it’s not because your cuckoldress ends up hating you far from it, it’s just that women evolve and want different things or they fall in love with their new man and he had no desire to take on a sissy cuckold hence your wife choosing him over you as she will because he is a real man.
Then there might be her fiscal considerations if the man she had met is loaded giving her a luxury lifestyle.
For myself as painful as both my divorces were in the end I remained close to both my ex wives and get on well with them to this day and although obviously the intimacy is no longer there both still take blatant advantage of me getting me to do all sorts of shitty tasks for the and openly humiliate me, you see no Cuckoldress truly wants to lose control over her feminized sissy cuckold even if she was the one that dumped it.
Of course, one of the aspects of being dumped and divorced as a feminized sissy cuckold is that once again you have some sort of control over your own destiny as you seek to serve another lady.
The problems arising with these newfound freedoms is that the feminized sissy cuckold after so long just serving and reacting and living in a world of humiliation suffering service and sexual frustration has no anchor or moral compass and has by then overwhelming disgusting basic needs that have to be met.
Thus, the feminized sissy cuckold will get into all sorts of perverted situations to get the creampie it craves like an addict and if creampie pussy and anus is not readily available the sissy cuckold will turn to other sissy cuckolds, transvestites and sissies to get their fix.
All’s well and good you say but as we all know the outpourings from a sissy can hardly be called sperm thus the addled sissy cuckold will eventually turn to perverts or gay men to get the cream.
When I think back over the years to how truly low I as a feminized sissy cuckold have stooped to get sperm I shudder, I am not naturally queer in fact things that my step father did to me made me very anti-gay but as a feminized sissy cuckold I have needs even if as I fulfill them needs my brain is screaming self-disgust and horror about what I am doing, Tania my second cuckoldress wife loved this aspect of me and she delighted in making me do things with perverts and ensured as her sissy cuckold I had a boyfriend once in a while so she could delight in my mental suffering having to be the adoring sissy girlfriend meeting all her beau’s sexual needs and desires.
To this day even though I see on a semi regular basis three lady friends that I serve and play with other sissies I also have a semi regular boyfriend a mature gentleman that gives me the cream and is mildly dominant and of course when the perversions in me are raging there is always the pervert parties I attend where anyone attending can sexually use and abuse me in any manner