"After the home invasion and what happened there, mom was forced into the nigger whore training program of the gang. This meant more and harder gangrapes for her, now and again made worse by the prder fot one of us children to appear too, to watch or even to participate. It also involved mom having to be available for every sorry black bull that was interested in her. So on a daily basis mom had to entertain five to seven blacks, who usually came in a group, so as to make the most efficient (read viscious) use of her body. Time and again I was forced to come along to the sleazy hotel where they did their thing and watch mom as she was humiliated, raped and beaten."